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Monday, April 24th, 2017 09:48 pm
Title: A Little Problem
Author: Yassandra
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing/characters: Jason/Ariadne, Pythagoras/Icarus, Hercules, Cassandra
Rating: G
Warnings: N/A
Disclaimer: Not mine. BBC and Urban Myth Films own them.
Word count: 25317
Summary: A routine mission away from the Argo goes awry when Hercules makes a mistake and triggers a curse. Now he's left with a little problem - well, two little problems really...

A/N Written for round six of the Small Fandoms Bang, and also for Hurt/Comfort Bingo for the 'de-age' prompt.




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Monday, April 24th, 2017 09:38 pm
Title: A Little Problem (Chapter 5)
Author: Yassandra
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing/characters: Jason/Ariadne, Pythagoras/Icarus, Hercules, Cassandra
Rating: G
Warnings: N/A
Disclaimer: Not mine. BBC and Urban Myth Films own them.
Word count: 25317 (This chapter - 6131)
Summary: A routine mission away from the Argo goes awry when Hercules makes a mistake and triggers a curse. Now he's left with a little problem - well, two little problems really...

A/N Written for round six of the Small Fandoms Bang, and also for Hurt/Comfort Bingo for the 'de-age' prompt.


Chapter 5 - Palea Paphos

The days at sea were passing quickly. Soon the Argo would reach Cyprus, Hercules could ask for Aphrodite's forgiveness and they could put all of this behind them.

If he was honest with himself, Hercules would have to admit that he had mixed feelings about that. Of course he wanted his friends back to normal – back to their adult selves – and yet he would miss this version of them too. There was something about having the two children around that was rather wonderful after all.

It was early evening as Hercules stood in the prow of the ship, looking morosely out to sea. As far as he knew the two boys were inside having their supper and he supposed he should join them. He had wanted a few minutes on his own to try to sort through his thoughts though, so here he was.

Earlier on, Tydeus the navigator had had a long discussion with Acaeus the helmsman and had announced to the Queen that they should make landfall in Cyprus early tomorrow morning. Hercules had expected to be happy at the news and yet in the moment he had been told all he had felt was inexplicably sad.

A waft of distinctive floral perfume came to him on the breeze and he turned, slightly startled, to face his Queen.

"What's wrong?" Ariadne asked.

"I was just enjoying the evening air," Hercules said with an attempt at a smile. He looked around. "Where are Jason and Pythagoras?" he asked.

"Having supper," Ariadne answered. "Icarus is with them… and I came to see why you were not."

"Those boys are a constant source of worry for me," Hercules rumbled quietly.

"You are a good friend to them," Ariadne said softly. "A good father."

"I don't know about that," Hercules sighed. "I do my best."

He was struck by the similarity to the conversation he had had with Ariadne in the Palace, the night before Pasiphae had been resurrected; then though he had been trying to comfort her, now he suspected she was trying to do the same for him.

"Something is troubling you," Ariadne said gently coming to join him at the rail. "What is it?"

"It's nothing," Hercules replied. "I am being silly."

"Hercules…"

"We reach Cyprus tomorrow."

"Yes," said Ariadne. "And we will break the curse and return to our original course; to go to Colchis and destroy the Fleece." She looked back across the deck to the hatch to the cabins. "I will be glad to have my Jason back," she admitted, "and I suspect Icarus feels the same way about Pythagoras."

"Indeed," Hercules said. "You are right." He sighed. "I'll be happy to have them back to normal too. It's just…"

"Just what?" Ariadne asked.

"I'll miss them as they are now," Hercules admitted. "Which is ridiculous."

"You are afraid that when they return to their normal selves you will lose the relationship you have with them now," Ariadne said softly.

"No," Hercules protested unconvincingly. "Maybe," he conceded.

"They love you," Ariadne pointed out. "They may not say it very often and they may not be as demonstrative as adults as they are as children, but it is clear to anyone how close the three of you are. You are family to each other and nothing can get in the way of that."

"Perhaps," Hercules muttered. "But it will never be quite the same, will it?"

"Maybe not," Ariadne agreed. "Although I doubt that after the past few weeks we will ever be able to go back to precisely how things were before."

"You will not."

Cassandra's light voice startled them both. The girl glided over, her expression unreadable.

"What do you mean?" Hercules demanded.

"The enchantment that you triggered has affected you all," Cassandra replied. "But do not think of it solely as a curse; Aphrodite meant it as both curse and gift."

"A gift?" Hercules burst out incredulously.

"Of course," Cassandra murmured. "For you understand one another better now, do you not?"

Hercules frowned deeply.

"So this has been some kind of test?" he demanded.

"It is not our place to question the Gods," Cassandra answered. "Their understanding is greater than ours… and you have learned much through Aphrodite's curse."

Hercules snorted and turned away, closing his eyes briefly.

"I think I always knew… deep down," he said.

"Knew what?" Ariadne asked.

"That neither of them had had the childhoods they deserved," Hercules muttered grimly. "That there was something in both their pasts… a darkness that made them both act the way they did. After we found out about Pythagoras' father… well it all made sense."

"I don't understand," Ariadne said, a frown gracing her face. "What about Pythagoras' father?"

"Jason never told you?" Hercules asked in surprise. "Oh well… I suppose he must have thought it wasn't his story to tell or something."

"Hercules," Ariadne prompted him with some irritation.

"Pythagoras' father was a drunk from what I've gathered," the burly wrestler said. "And he wasn't a friendly one. Pythagoras doesn't like to talk about it much but I know his father used to hit his mother and I am fairly certain he used to hit Pythagoras too. I don't think he was ever kind to the boy. He… when this curse first turned him back into a child… Pythagoras was talking about his father and he said that his father was always angry at him but he did not know why."

"But Pythagoras is so kind," Ariadne protested. "How could anyone treat him that way?"

"I don't know," Hercules answered shortly. "And I find it amazing that he's still the person he is despite everything that must have happened to him as a child." He paused for a moment. "Then there's Jason," he went on. "He has always lacked any sense of self-preservation… anyone came along with a sad story and he'd be lining up to help them even if it meant he was risking his own life… and I never understood why."

"And now you do?" Ariadne asked.

"I think so, yes," Hercules rumbled sadly. "I think that everything we have learned about the boys in the last few weeks… he may not have been abused like Pythagoras but he was certainly neglected." He swallowed hard and looked away for a moment. "He throws himself into those ridiculous missions because he genuinely doesn't believe that his life is worth as much as anyone else's. I knew he must have been young when his father left but I didn't realise just how young he was… and I don't understand how any man who claimed to be a loving father could just up and leave like that."

Ariadne placed a gentle hand on his arm.

"We do not know the whole circumstances," she stated softly. "And since Aeson is dead it seems unlikely that we ever will. It may be that he felt he had no choice. At least Jason got to see him again before the end and to know that his father loved him and was proud of him."

"Maybe," Hercules growled, "but the damage was still done in the first place, wasn't it? To both those boys."

"But the gift within Aphrodite's curse was to give you the chance to give them the lives they should have had. Even if it was only for a little while," Cassandra murmured.

"They may not even remember it once they have returned to normal," Hercules snorted.

"They will remember," Cassandra answered enigmatically. "Everything you have done for them. They will not forget."


It was still early as they made their way up the hill to the Temple of Aphrodite at Palea Paphos, passing other pilgrims on their way up to the temenos. Pythagoras had chattered brightly all the way so far, seemingly oblivious to the tension among the adults of the party who were each wondering what they would find at the top of the hill and whether Aphrodite could be persuaded to reverse her enchantment.

For once it wasn't Hercules that was subject to the little blonde's incessant questioning of the world around him – Icarus was walking alongside the child and trying to answer his insatiably curious questions, and to be fair he really didn't seem to mind if the soft smile on his face was anything to go by.

Eventually though, Pythagoras seemed to run out of questions. He grabbed Icarus' hand and dragged him over to Hercules. He grabbed the burly wrestler's hand too, so that he was between the two men. Icarus looked at Hercules and grinned, gesturing with his head what he wanted to do. Without warning the unsuspecting Pythagoras, the two men lifted him off the ground, swinging him between them and being rewarded with the child's squeal of laughter.

Ariadne watched them with a soft smile from her position behind them, deep in conversation with Cassandra. The young Oracle might have the ear of the Gods but she had little experience of life outside the Temple of Poseidon and looked around herself with wide eyes. To the side of the path, Jason kept darting off into the long grass.

"Don't go too far," Ariadne called to him. "I do not want you getting lost."

Over the past couple of weeks, Jason's adventurous nature had been coming more and more to the fore and Ariadne didn't want him to go missing or fall and be hurt when they were so close to their goal.

The dark-haired child rolled his eyes at her but did stay a little closer to the path than he had been doing; never going outside the sight of one of the adults.

At the top of the hill, the ground opened out into a wide plateau. The Sanctuary of Aphrodite stood before them, its graceful columns rising from carved marble plinths to support the steeply pitched roof, and the pediment facing them contained a sculpture of the Goddess rising from the waves. It was surrounded by a sacred grove and here and there they could see priestesses of Aphrodite hurrying here and there about their duties (although Ariadne suspected that some of those duties would certainly not be suitable for children to see and learn about).

Hercules gulped.

"Well here goes," he said. "Anyone got any ideas what we need to do now?"

"You must make your offering to the Goddess," Cassandra murmured, "and ask for her forgiveness."

"You keep saying that," Hercules grumbled. "But you haven't actually told me what offering Aphrodite will want."

"The Goddess of Love is a demanding mistress," Cassandra answered.

"And she has always had my upmost devotion," Hercules retorted, reaching into his money pouch and retrieving what little he had in there.

"That will go a long way to appeasing her," Cassandra stated. "And your prayers will be pleasing to her ears… but Aphrodite is also the goddess of beauty and she delights in beautiful things." She looked the money in Hercules' hand with a raised eyebrow. "Put away your coins," she advised. "It is not your money that the Goddess desires."

"But that's all I have," Hercules objected.

Ariadne rolled her eyes and removed one of her bracelets.

"Here," she said, handing it to Hercules. "If it is not money that Aphrodite desires, perhaps she would prefer jewels. My father gave me that bracelet," she added softly. "It was a gift to celebrate my birthday."

"I can't take that from you," Hercules protested.

"You can and you will," Ariadne retorted. "I still have the other one of the pair to remember him by… and I would give this and more… everything I have, everything I own… for Jason's sake."

"That boy doesn't know how lucky he is to have you," Hercules proclaimed.

As the Queen turned away from the burly wrestler, Jason approached her. He produced a small bunch of wildflowers from behind his back and presented them to the startled girl.

"What's this?" Ariadne asked.

Jason shrugged and blushed.

"I thought you'd like them because they're pretty and you're pretty too," he mumbled.

Ariadne smiled with pleasure.

"They're very pretty," she said, "and you are very sweet." She took the flowers from the child. "Did you pick these?" she asked.

"I picked them on the way up here," Jason muttered.

"Thank you," Ariadne replied. "They are lovely." She paused as a thought occurred to her. "Do you think you could get another bunch just like these if one of us came with you?" she asked.

"Why?" Jason said, frowning.

"Because these are so beautiful that I think Aphrodite might like some too," Ariadne answered.

"Who's Aphrodite?" Jason asked.

"She's a goddess," Ariadne replied before anyone else could speak. "She is who we have come here to see… or rather Hercules has."

Before long Hercules was entering the Sanctuary of Aphrodite carrying Ariadne's bracelet and another small bunch of flowers as an offering. He had left all his companions outside and ventured in alone.

The chamber was cool and dark after the bright sunshine of the day outside, and the air hung heavy with the scent of the bundled herbs being burned on braziers around the room. Behind the main bomos, a statue of Aphrodite rose up on a tall plinth. A large fire bowl also stood on the plinth in front of the statue with spices burning in it, and around the bowl was space for offerings to the Goddess.

Hercules moved over to it and placed the bracelet and flowers next to the bowl. He bowed his head respectfully to the statue, before raising his face to look up at it, hands outstretched at his sides with the palms facing outwards, in the traditional position of prayer. He began to appeal to Aphrodite for her forgiveness and help.

The sun was setting by the time he left the Sanctuary. Hercules was exhausted; his feet ached from the long hours of standing, his belly ached from lack of food and he felt numb from the constant litany of prayers. He wasn't sure what he had expected to be honest, but he had hoped to have been given some kind of sign that the Goddess had relented and removed her curse. In the absence of that sign he had simply continued to pray for as long as he could.

Now he stepped outside, hopeful that he would find his two closest friends returned to normal. It took a moment for his eyes to readjust to the change in light levels and for him to spot his companions.

Ariadne, Icarus and Cassandra were sitting in the shade of one of the trees, chatting idly. Hercules looked around hopefully for the other two. When he saw them, his heart plummeted. It hadn't worked. The two boys were still young children. They were sitting nearer to the road, playing knucklebones in the dust.

Hercules made his way over to the adults with a defeated expression.

"I tried," he rumbled. "I begged for forgiveness in every way I could think of… but Aphrodite hasn't listened to my prayers."

"You did everything you could," Ariadne said comfortingly, standing and placing a gentle hand on the big man's arm.

"What do we do now?" Hercules asked. "What in the name of the Gods do we do now?"

"We try again tomorrow," Ariadne answered firmly. "We come back here every day for as long as it takes."

"But Aphrodite might never relent and answer my prayers," Hercules countered morosely.

"I have to believe that she will," Ariadne retorted. "And I will not leave here until she does."


It was still night time when Jason woke up. For a while he lay there in the dark, watching the shadows on the ceiling and listening to Hercules' stentorian snoring coming from his makeshift bed on the other side of the room and wondering what had woken him up.

He felt odd; not ill exactly but definitely strange – it was almost as though his skin didn't fit him very well and there was something wriggling about in his stomach. He wondered if he should wake Hercules up to tell him but he wasn't feeling sick and he hadn't had a bad dream so maybe he shouldn't.

He was desperately thirsty though. Perhaps it would be alright to go and have a drink of water and then come back to bed? He could go and get a drink without ever having to disturb Hercules' sleep and he was almost certain that he could manage to pour a drink from the big jug in the other room without spilling too much.

Taking care not to wake up Pythagoras who was still fast asleep on the other side of the bed, Jason slipped out from under the covers. The wooden floorboards were shockingly cold against his bare feet and he shivered involuntarily and wrapped his arms around himself. Now that he was out of bed the weird feeling increased; the wriggling in his tummy becoming decidedly uncomfortable.

As silently as possible, the little boy crossed the room and slipped out through the door. The big jug was in the centre of the dining table and there was no way he would be able to reach it while standing on the floor, so he moved across the room and knelt up on one of the stools, pulling the jug towards himself as carefully as he could before slipping down off the stool to stand again.

The jug was heavier than Jason thought and he couldn't help but spill a little water on the table as he struggled to tip it properly, both small hands holding it. All in all he hadn't done too badly though, and he sipped the cup of water he had poured gratefully. The water was cool and refreshing but did little to calm the writhing in his stomach. Jason frowned. He felt hot and cold all at once and he couldn't stop shivering. Maybe he was sick after all.

With his arms clutched firmly around his stomach, Jason began to go back to the bedroom, wanting Hercules. The big man would know what to do. He hadn't got far though when a wave of dizziness hit him and a sharp pain in his stomach made him double over with a quiet whimper. Before he really knew what was happening, he had dropped to his hands and knees on the floor, landing with a soft thud; too quiet to wake the sleeping adults in the nearby rooms. He whimpered softly again and curled in on himself, clutching his stomach. He closed his eyes tightly and wished that whatever this was would go away.

It was nearly dawn when Jason woke up again – although to be fair he didn't actually remember going to sleep. For a moment he lay there, trying to work out what he was doing on the floor, before the events of last night came back to him. Whatever that had been he felt fine now. He went to rub his gritty eyes with his hand but froze, staring at it. His hand was a lot larger and certainly rougher than he remembered it being.

Jason looked down at himself and grinned as all the memories of his life came back to him in a rush. He was an adult again. Then of course it hit him that he was once again waking up on the floor completely naked, and embarrassment reared its head (memories of the 'rabid dog incident' coming to mind), although he was fairly certain that this time it couldn't actually be classed as his fault.

As quietly as he could, Jason pushed himself up from the floor and slipped silently back into the room that he usually shared with Ariadne but had recently been sharing with Hercules and Pythagoras. He grabbed a pair of trousers from the trunk in the corner and pulled them on silently before turning to look at his two friends.

Hercules was still snoring away in the corner. It would take far more than a quietly moving Jason to wake him up when he was deeply asleep. In the double bed that Jason usually shared with Ariadne, Pythagoras was also still fast asleep. He had been returned to his adult self too, and Jason was certain that under the blankets he would also be naked. The young hero smiled warmly as he looked at his friends.

Then he slid back out of the room and went in search of his wife. He knew where she would be of course: in the smaller chamber usually occupied by Hercules. In the doorway, he paused to look at her, watching her sleep.

Even in slumber, Ariadne was very beautiful. She was lying on her side, facing the door, her face relaxed and her long, thick braid of glossy black hair draped across her shoulder. Jason smiled softly to himself as he padded across the room and slipped under the covers beside her.

As Ariadne woke up, she became aware that someone was lying in the bed next to her. Panic rose in her chest, although she tried to control it. Who would have dared to do this? As far as she knew, the crew were all completely loyal. She tried to control her breathing to make it seem as though she was still asleep, knowing that her knife was out of reach on the far side of the room and fearing that she would be attacked the instant she showed she was awake.

A low chuckle reached her ears. Clearly whoever was here with her had worked out that she was awake. The chuckle had sounded incredibly familiar. Knowing that there was no use in pretending since whoever this was knew she wasn't sleeping, Ariadne slowly opened her eyes and found herself looking into a pair of hazel eyes that she knew (and loved) so very well.

"Good morning beautiful," Jason said with a small smile. "I was going to wake you up but you looked so lovely and so peaceful that I just couldn't resist coming across and joining you in bed."

"Jason," Ariadne breathed. "Oh Jason." She buried her face in his chest for a moment before pulling back to look at him. "You are you again."

"Technically I think I was always me," Jason pointed out, his voice still faintly amused. "Just a smaller version of me."

Ariadne slapped him gently on the arm.

"I believe you know exactly what I mean," she said.

Jason chuckled again.

After so many weeks of worry and to have built her hopes up yesterday, only to have them dashed when Aphrodite had not appeared to answer Hercules' prayers, Ariadne couldn't help the fact that her eyes welled up and tears slipped unbidden down her cheeks. She was disappointed at her own weakness.

"Hey, no tears," Jason murmured, sounding a little dismayed. "There's no need to cry." He pulled her close, tucking her head into his shoulder and resting his chin on top of her head. "Unless you're disappointed that I am here of course," he added teasingly. "I could always go and ask Aphrodite to turn me back into mini-me if that is what you would like."

"Don't you dare," Ariadne growled.

She looked up to see the mirth in her husband's face and slapped him on the arm for a second time.

"We have been through too much to get you back to you this time," she declared. "I do not want to have to go through that ever again."

She settled back against Jason's chest once more, listening to the soft thrum of his heartbeat and relishing the warm feeling of his arms wrapped around her.

"Not that I am complaining," she went on, "but what happened? When we left the Sanctuary yesterday it seemed as though Aphrodite had not accepted Hercules' apology or his appeal; that she had not answered his prayers."

"No idea," Jason answered honestly. "I woke up in the night feeling strange and came to get a drink of water. I suddenly got very dizzy and there was this hideous pain in my stomach. The next thing I knew I was waking up naked on the floor and I was back to normal. That was a few minutes ago. I slipped back into our room to get some trousers and then I came in here."

"And Pythagoras?" Ariadne asked.

"He's back to normal too," Jason replied. "He's still asleep."

Ariadne sighed in relief and lay there for a few moments, completely relaxed and comfortable, nestled warmly in her husband's arms.

"It has been difficult," she admitted. "You were a very sweet little boy but I wanted my Jason back."

"I'm sorry."

"You have nothing to apologise for," Ariadne asserted. "This was not your fault."

"No, because it was mainly Hercules'," Jason stated.

"Do not be too hard on him," Ariadne murmured. "He has been wonderful for the last few weeks. He has looked after both you and Pythagoras so well… the way a loving father would have."

"I know," Jason admitted.

Ariadne pulled back and looked him in the face.

"How much do you actually remember about the last few weeks?" she asked.

"Everything," Jason replied. "It's odd," he added reflectively. "I can remember looking for Aphrodite's tears as an adult and then I was suddenly a child again. It feels almost like a dream… only it wasn't."

"No," Ariadne agreed. "It wasn't… and now that it is over I would hope that we can get back to some sort of normal life – whatever that may be." She sighed. "There are times when I come very close to suggesting that we give all of this up… find somewhere to settle and lead an ordinary life. Over the years there have been so many times when I have wished to have been born the daughter of an ordinary citizen so that I might have a life of my own choosing rather than one dictated by duty… but I am saying too much again."

Jason brought his hand up to cup her face.

"I like listening to you talk," he assured her.

Ariadne laughed softly.

"Do you remember the first time you said that to me?" she asked.

"Of course I do," Jason answered. "It was the first time I tried to kill Pasiphae and the first time I spent the night in your chamber with you. It was the happiest night I had had since I arrived in Atlantis up to that point… and it's still true: I do like listening to you."

He leant in and kissed her tenderly on the lips.

"We should probably get up," Ariadne ventured. "Everyone else will be up soon and we should be there to tell them what has happened."

"Pythagoras and Hercules can do that," Jason countered, nuzzling in to her neck and dropping gentle kisses at the point where her neck joined her shoulder. "In fact I suspect that Icarus will be so pleased to see Pythagoras as an adult again that they will want to disappear off on their own for a while, so any explanation will have to wait until they re-emerge anyway."

"Even so, we should probably be there," Ariadne protested, although her resolve was weakening.

"I would rather be here with you," Jason replied. "Just the two of us… We don't get anywhere near enough time to ourselves. I am sure our friends wouldn't begrudge us a little time on our own. Besides," he added, dropping another kiss into the hollow of Ariadne's collarbone, "no-one else is up yet. We'll hear them moving about out there when they are. We can get up and join them then. For now let's just be together."

Ariadne smiled at him.

"Alright," she said. "Have it your way."

She snuggled into her husband's arms and relaxed. As she lay there, she felt Jason's breathing even out and looked up to find that his eyes were closed. She smiled as she realised he had fallen asleep, a peaceful expression and a soft smile gracing his features. Ariadne reached up and gently stroked her hand down the side of his face. Then, with a smile on her own lips, she allowed her eyes to drift closed and she slipped into a light doze, relaxed and happy now that everything was back to normal.


Hercules was a man on a mission. It was a week since Aphrodite's curse had been lifted and his friends had been returned to their normal selves. They were now back on course for Colchis – albeit a few weeks behind where they had been. In that week Hercules had managed to find time for a quiet and private chat with Pythagoras – just to ensure that there were no hard feelings about what had happened (not that he had imagined there would be for a moment – Pythagoras couldn't hold a grudge to save his life).

He hadn't been able to catch Jason alone in that time though – hence his self-imposed mission now. It was true that Jason seemed pretty philosophical about everything that had happened in the past few weeks (seemed more relaxed than Hercules had seen him for months to be honest) but the burly wrestler wanted to make sure that all was forgiven between them; that there was no resentment to flare up again at some point in the future.

He came up onto deck and looked around, squinting as his eyes adjusted to the bright sunshine, before making his way forwards towards the prow of the ship. They were currently beached on a small island to allow the timbers of the Argo to dry out, and most of the occupants of the ship had gone ashore. Hercules knew, however, from speaking to Ariadne that Jason was still on board somewhere.

Rounding the side of the forward mast, Hercules found his friend sitting with his back to it, a piece of planking resting on his bent knees with some parchment on top of it. Jason was making quick, bold strokes on the parchment with a piece of charcoal.

Hercules watched him for a moment, nonplussed. Whilst he had become used to seeing the child version of his friend drawing, he had never seen (or expected to see) the adult version engaged in the activity. He had to admit that Jason was rather good – although his style was like nothing Hercules had ever seen before.

"Is everything alright?"

Jason's voice startled Hercules – he hadn't realised that his friend knew he was there, given that he hadn't looked up from his parchment.

"Yeah," Hercules rumbled. "I just wanted a chat."

Jason raised his eyebrows and put his drawing down on the deck at his side, as Hercules sat himself down on a crate.

"Alright," he said. "What did you want to talk about? Is something wrong?"

"No, no… nothing like that," Hercules answered. He fell silent for a moment, gathering his thoughts. "You're actually pretty good at that," he added, nodding towards the parchment.

Jason snorted.

"Not really," he disagreed. "I just like to doodle. It's not like I've got any real talent or anything."

Hercules found that he didn't agree but held his tongue; not wanting to argue.

"It is something you enjoy though," he said.

"Yeah," Jason replied. "I always have… but I think you know that now. I just don't really get much time for it normally."

"Mmm," Hercules answered. "That's what I wanted to talk to you about… You do know that I never intended what happened to you boys to happen, don't you? And that I'm sorry."

Jason gave him a half smile.

"Yes," he said frankly, "and it's alright. It was a mistake, that's all. We all make them… and I'd be a bloody hypocrite if I held this over you after all the things I've done over the last few months… and there's no harm done in the end."

"So everything's good between us then?"

"Everything's good," Jason confirmed. He looked steadily at Hercules. "You still have questions though… I don't need to be the Oracle to see that."

"Maybe one or two," Hercules conceded.

"Go ahead," said Jason. "I can't promise to be able to answer everything though."

Hercules looked at him thoughtfully.

"So are you really younger than Pythagoras then?" he asked eventually.

Jason snorted a startled laugh.

"Of all the questions you could ask and that's the one you start with?" he said incredulously.

"It was the first one I could think of," replied Hercules defensively.

"Fair enough," Jason answered. "In answer to your question, yes I am younger than Pythagoras… but there's only a few months in it as far as I can tell."

"As far as you can tell?"

"I don't precisely know when my birthday is," Jason muttered with a little embarrassment. "I know what time of year it is but I don't know the exact date."

"How can you not know when your own birthday is?" Hercules demanded

"Where I grew up we didn't use the Attic calendar," Jason answered defensively. "So the dates don't correspond exactly."

"In In-ger-land," Hercules said.

"It's England," Jason replied with a smile at his friend's attempt at pronunciation.

"And that's not in Hellas is it?" Hercules asked. "You are not Greek."

"I was born in Atlantis," Jason answered somewhat evasively – as he always did when the subject of his childhood came up, Hercules noted clinically.

"I know that," Hercules said. "But you weren't raised anywhere in Hellas; you weren't raised Greek."

"No," Jason acknowledged. "Where I grew up was a very long way from here."

"In a house for unwanted children," Hercules murmured.

Jason tensed.

"We're getting towards subjects I don't really want to talk about," he said.

They lapsed into silence for a while. Eventually, Hercules roused himself.

"I could probably help you," he offered.

"With what?" Jason asked, confused.

"If I thought about it for a bit I could probably tell you when your birthday is… if you'd like that."

"How on earth could you know that?"

Hercules smiled, his eyes shining with good humour.

"Your parents were the King and Queen of Atlantis," he pointed out. "You were born as heir to the throne. When you were born there was a big announcement and days of celebrations. They held a pankration to mark the occasion. I can still remember it clearly. Give me a little time to think about it and I could probably tell you precisely when it was."

Jason blinked.

"They really celebrated like that?" he asked, sounding astounded.

"Of course," Hercules said. "You were their Prince; the hope for Atlantis' future."

Jason stared at him.

Hercules smiled fondly at him, shaking his head.

"You really don't understand what it means to be born of royal blood, do you?" he asked. "No, don't answer that," he added, holding up one hand to forestall any comments from his friend. "It wasn't a question that I wanted answering."

They both fell silent again. Hercules eased himself into a more comfortable position on the crates. He noticed that Jason's eyes kept straying towards the piece of parchment he had put down and couldn't help smiling, remembering seeing the little boy that Jason had so recently been doing exactly the same thing (and if he had a couple of the pictures the child had drawn tucked away safely in his room – well, no-one needed to know).

"I have one last question for now," Hercules rumbled.

"Go on," Jason prompted with some trepidation.

"Why did you never tell us you were younger than Pythagoras?" Hercules said.

"You never asked," Jason replied simply.

Hercules grinned.

"Fair enough," he said. He looked up at the position of the sun. "Well, I think it's about time I went and found a flagon of wine," he added, standing up.

"And perhaps a pie?" Jason asked, giving his older companion a lop-sided smile and pushing himself up from the deck.

"Cheeky sod," Hercules grumbled.

Jason's grin broadened, but as Hercules went to move past him, he caught hold of the burly wrestler's arm, his grin falling away to an earnest expression.

"Hercules?" he said. "Everything that you've done over the past few weeks? Thank you… I know it can't have been easy having to look after us both… but you've been amazing. So… yeah… thank you for everything."

Hercules swallowed past the sudden lump in his throat.

"You're welcome, Trouble," he murmured with a faint smile. "I wouldn't have changed a thing."

He pulled Jason in for the sort of hug that would have been second nature a year ago but hadn't happened so much of late – the last few weeks notwithstanding. And if they both held on a little tighter and for a little longer than strictly necessary? Well, who was counting.

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Monday, April 24th, 2017 09:34 pm
Title: A Little Problem (Chapter 4)
Author: Yassandra
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing/characters: Jason/Ariadne, Pythagoras/Icarus, Hercules, Cassandra
Rating: G
Warnings: N/A
Disclaimer: Not mine. BBC and Urban Myth Films own them.
Word count: 25317 (This chapter - 6136)
Summary: A routine mission away from the Argo goes awry when Hercules makes a mistake and triggers a curse. Now he's left with a little problem - well, two little problems really...

A/N Written for round six of the Small Fandoms Bang, and also for Hurt/Comfort Bingo for the 'de-age' prompt.


Chapter 4 - Paints and Board Games

It was far too early in the morning to be up and around out of choice, Hercules decided morosely as he trudged through the dusty streets of a marketplace in a town whose name he didn't even know. He had been roused from bed at an ungodly hour by an overly enthusiastic Pythagoras who had been sent to get him up by Ariadne. Hercules was seriously beginning to think that the Queen had a thoroughly evil streak for employing such an underhand trick to get him out of bed.

Once he had managed to stumble out of the bedroom, brain still fuzzy from sleep, he had been met by Ariadne, who had told him that she felt it would be a good idea for someone to go to the local market to replenish their supplies before they set off again and informed him in no uncertain terms that, as everyone else had other jobs to attend to, he had been nominated to do it.

So here he was, still grumpy at being woken up so early, plodding around the market at the Queen's behest. He'd finished sorting out fresh supplies for the Argo fairly quickly actually, and hopefully the stallholders he had dealt with were even now packing up the goods and arranging for them to be delivered to the ship. So here he was with some time to kill before he had to head back to accompany the goods back to the boat.

What should he do with his time? Hercules reached into his money pouch and withdrew the handful of coins he found there – his own money (left over from one of the jobs they had taken on to raise a few funds) not part of the shared purse he had been sent out with this morning. There was more than enough for a decent sized pie and a few flagons of wine, Hercules realised with pleasure.

The two boys were still on the ship, under the watchful eyes of Acaeus. They had been playing with the spheria Ariadne had bought when Hercules had left them, so deeply engrossed in their game that they had not seen him go. Hercules was glad of the respite, although he felt more than a little guilty for thinking it.

He headed off across the market in search of a stall selling pies. There was bound to be one around here somewhere after all. As he passed one stall, however, his eye was drawn to a series of small pots of pigment in various colours. He hesitated. Pythagoras had been right the other night: Jason did keep drawing. Hercules had watched both boys over the past few days and had spotted the child with that bit of charcoal and a piece of parchment on multiple occasions – although he never seemed to let anyone see what he was drawing. Perhaps he might like to add colour to his pictures?

Hercules shook himself and started to move on. What was he thinking really? After all both boys would hopefully be returned to their adult selves before much longer, so what was the good of spoiling them now?

As he went to step away from the stall, however, his eye was caught by a game board behind the paints. If Hercules wasn't mistaken it was a board for playing diagramismos. He was sure he had heard Pythagoras enthusiastically describing the game to Jason one night over supper back in their small house in Atlantis (before Pasiphae had been exiled and Minos had died and the world had gone mad). As far as Hercules could remember, the young mathematician had declared a liking for it.

He mentally shook himself again. This was ridiculous. There was a flagon of wine somewhere in this town calling his name after all.

"How much for the game board and the paints?" he found himself asking. "And I'll need a brush too," he added.

The figure that the stallholder named nearly made him wince. It would take nearly all his money to purchase the items and he really had wanted a pie; just thinking about it made him start to salivate. He grimaced and handed the money over before he could change his mind, waiting while the stallholder wrapped the game and the painting set neatly in a cloth bundle.

He walked away with the bundle tucked under his arm, shaking his head at his own behaviour. Yet the thought of the surprise and pleasure he would see on his boys' faces made it all worth it. With a smile that he wasn't even aware of, Hercules set off to the place where he had agreed to meet the carriers to escort them and the supplies back to the ship.


"You are making that up."

"I'm not."

"You are."

"I'm not."

"Mother has always told me that it is wrong to tell lies!"

"I'm not lying."

"You are."

"I'm not!"

Hercules walked into the room and nearly walked straight back out again. He had known that sooner or later the boys were bound to argue about something; in his experience (which admittedly wasn't that much) children always bickered about something sooner or later. He'd have been happy for it to be later though; to avoid any argument that he might be called upon to break up.

It was too late to make his escape now though. Pythagoras had spotted him and rushed over, scowling.

"Hercules, Jason is telling lies," he announced.

"I'm not!" Jason protested loudly, trotting over equally quickly with a dark scowl on his face.

"He said…"

"I wasn't lying…"

Both boys tried to speak at the same time (well, yell would be closer to the truth than speak). Hercules held up one hand to stop them both.

"One at a time," he growled. "Pythagoras, what is the problem?"

"Jason was making things up," Pythagoras said crossly. "He told me that where he comes from they have boxes with pictures that move that he calls a 'te-llie', and carts that are not pulled by horses or oxen called a 'karr'… and there is no such thing. So I told him to stop making it up but he wouldn't stop… my Mother always told me that it is wrong to tell lies. It is wrong, isn't it Hercules?"

Hercules raised an eyebrow and looked at Jason.

"Now you," he said.

Jason bit his lip.

"Pythagoras asked about what it was like where I came from and I told him and he said I was lying… but I wasn't."

"He was!" Pythagoras burst out. "He said that where he comes from is called In-ger-land… but Crattipus the merchant's son Biton was learning all about geography from his father and he was teaching me and there is no such place in the whole of Hellas."

"Did you ever think that perhaps this In-ger-land is not in Hellas?" Hercules rumbled.

"Do you mean it is in Persia?" Pythagoras sounded horrified. "He is Persian." He stared at Jason and sidestepped away from him.

"I'm not a cat!" Jason objected loudly.

Both Hercules and Pythagoras stared at him for a moment, clearly nonplussed by the apparently random statement.

"I didn't precisely mean Persia," Hercules said, choosing to ignore Jason's comment. "There are many places that are not in Hellas but are also not in Persia." He looked sternly at the two children. "Now you two are both big boys of eight so I expect you to sort out your differences."

"He's not eight," Pythagoras snorted. "He's only seven. He's just a baby."

Hercules looked at Jason in surprise. Somehow he had always assumed that Jason was older than Pythagoras.

Jason went white and then red.

"You promised you wouldn't tell," he yelled at Pythagoras. "You promised."

He reached out and smacked Pythagoras hard across the cheek and then turned and ran out of the room towards the deck before Hercules could stop him.

Hercules stared at the door open mouthed before turning back as Pythagoras began to sniffle. He held his arms out to the child and wrapped them around Pythagoras as he ran into them. For a moment they stood there with Hercules rubbing the young boy's back to try to comfort him.

"What's wrong?" Icarus sounded confused and concerned.

Both Pythagoras and Hercules jumped slightly and looked up in surprise. Neither of them had heard Icarus come in.

"Jason hit me," Pythagoras answered, still sniffling.

"He did what?" Icarus demanded.

Hercules couldn't help but see the way the young man's eyes hardened angrily. Given the relationship between Icarus and the adult Pythagoras, he supposed he could understand it.

"The boys had a bit of an argument," the burly wrestler said.

He sat down so that he was more at Pythagoras' level and pulled the child onto his lap.

"I'm not saying Jason was right to hit you, because he wasn't… but you weren't being overly kind to him, were you?" he said seriously. "You kept on calling him a liar for a start."

"But he was making things up," Pythagoras protested miserably. "The things he was telling me about do not exist. He was making fun of me."

And that was what was at the heart of their argument, Hercules suspected. He hesitated for a moment, working out what he was going to say to try to put matters right. This was usually more Pythagoras' forte than his; his old friend was a born peacemaker – or at least he was when he was in his adult form.

"Now I am pretty sure that Jason comes from somewhere that is a very long way from here… this In-ger-land that he was talking about," Hercules rumbled. "And maybe they do have the things he was talking about there even though we have never heard of them here… or maybe, just maybe, it's just the way Jason describes things that is different. Did you ever think of that? After all, he refers to spheria as 'marbles' and ostrakinda as 'tag', so you know he has a strange way of putting things."

Pythagoras frowned, still snuggling in to Hercules.

"Maybe," he said dubiously.

"This 'horseless cart' might be pulled by slaves for all we know… and the box with moving pictures might be some kind of theatre," Hercules continued. "And how do you think it made Jason feel to have you saying he was lying? How would you have felt?"

"Sad," Pythagoras answered. "And angry... but I did not mean to make Jason sad or angry, Hercules." He sounded more than a little distressed.

"I know, Hercules replied comfortingly. "You are too kind a boy for that. You are one of the kindest people I have ever met. You just lost your temper just like Jason did and it made you say some things you did not really mean. Calling Jason a baby wasn't nice though… and it isn't true… and if you made a promise you shouldn't have broken it."

"I need to say I am sorry," Pythagoras said softly.

"Yes," Hercules agreed. "But so does Jason. No matter what you said there's still no excuse for him smacking you." He looked at Pythagoras seriously. "Now do you think you will be alright here with Icarus if I go to find Jason?"

"Yes," Pythagoras answered. "Do you think Icarus knows how to play diagramismos?" he asked hopefully.

Hercules grinned. The boy had been almost obsessed by the game ever since the burly wrestler had brought it back from the market.

"I'm sure that if he doesn't you can teach him," he rumbled, setting Pythagoras back onto his feet and sending him off to play with Icarus.

The sea air was definitely bracing as Hercules made his way up onto deck. He paused for a moment, thinking. Where would he find Jason? The Argo wasn't all that big (although she was definitely the largest ship Hercules had ever been on) and there really shouldn't be all that many places he could be, but both boys had shown a definite skill for finding little hidey holes and squeezing themselves into them.

"Hey," a gruff voice called.

Hercules turned to face Acaeus.

"He's over there," the surly helmsman growled, gesturing with his head towards the side rail.

Hercules heaved a sigh of relief; Jason had shown a worrying propensity for wanting to climb everything (which Hercules supposed he shouldn't have been surprised about given his adult behaviour) and twice now had been dragged back down from halfway up the main mast to face his angry and worried guardian (because that was what Hercules supposed he was to the two boys at the moment). He had half thought that Jason might have tried for a third time now.

Instead, he could just make out the shape of the boy, sitting in the shadows, tucked up against the side of the ship, curled into a ball with his arms around his legs and his face buried in his knees. Hercules walked purposefully over to him and sat down with a grunt, carefully slipping one arm around the boy's thin shoulders. For a moment he felt the child resist his attempts to offer comfort. Then Jason gave in; all but hurling himself into his larger companion's arms.

"I'm sorry," the boy said, almost inaudibly. "I didn't mean it."

"I know," Hercules rumbled, "and I understand… but you still shouldn't have hit him."

Jason sniffed wetly.

Hercules rolled his eyes and grabbed a cloth from the top of a nearby stack of crates and held it out for the boy to blow his nose into.

"Better now?" he asked.

The child nodded against Hercules' broad chest.

"Am I in trouble?" he asked, his voice small and sad.

"No more than Pythagoras is," Hercules said gently. "You were both in the wrong and I have already spoken to him. He should not have said what he did to you but he thought you were teasing him; making up things that were not real to make fun of him."

"I wasn't, Hercules," Jason said sadly. "I really wasn't."

"I know that," Hercules answered. "I know you wouldn't do that to him… and Pythagoras knows it too. He lost his temper and so did you." He pushed the boy back a little so that he could look him in the face. "Hitting Pythagoras was a bad thing to do though… you do realise that, don't you?"

Jason sniffled faintly.

"It was naughty," he replied quietly. "I was naughty."

He looked appealingly at Hercules. If Jason's 'puppy dog' eyes were devastating as an adult, they were doubly so as a child, Hercules noted clinically – even as he felt his heart melting at the sight.

"Please don't send me back," Jason implored. "I am sorry… and I don't want to leave."

Hercules frowned deeply, trying to work out what was going through the child's head.

"What are you talking about?" he demanded.

Jason shook his head but didn't reply audibly. He brought his hand up to his mouth and started to bite the side of his forefinger.

Hercules' frown deepened. He reached out and removed the boy's hand from his mouth.

"Don't do that," he admonished gently. "You'll hurt yourself."

Jason bit his lip and looked down.

"Once you have apologised to Pythagoras it will all be over," Hercules continued. "Forgiven and forgotten." He placed two fingers under the boy's chin and tilted his head back up. "Will you tell me something though?"

"What?" Jason asked.

"Why you didn't want me to know that you were seven and not eight?" Hercules rumbled. "Why was it so important that Pythagoras had to promise not to say anything?"

Jason sighed against him.

"You were happy thinking I was eight," he mumbled. "And I thought that if I was littler than you thought maybe you wouldn't want me anymore; that you'd send me away." He looked up at Hercules pleadingly. "And I'm nearly eight… I promise I am. It's just a few more months."

Hercules pulled the boy a little more tightly into his arms.

"I don't care if you are seven or forty-seven," he said firmly. "You are one of the people I care about most in this world and I do not want you to be anywhere but here… and there are other people here who feel just as strongly. Ariadne would gut me like a fish if I even thought of sending you away anywhere so you can get those thoughts out of your head right now."

"But you keep calling me 'trouble'," Jason almost whispered. "I don't mean to be trouble Hercules. I know I'm bad but I don't mean to be."

Hercules' arms tightened even more around the child.

"You are not bad," he growled. "I don't know who's told you that you are but they're wrong. You're a good boy… and as for calling you 'trouble'… well I never meant it seriously. It was just a nickname because I am fond of you… but if you don't like it then I won't call you it any more."

Jason offered him a shy smile.

"You can call me 'trouble' if you like," he said quietly. "I don't mind. It's sort of nice to have a name that's just mine and that only you call me."

Hercules smiled back at the lad, enjoying having a little one to one time with one of his boys. After a while though, he shook himself – they really did need to go and find Pythagoras so that things could be put right between the children.

He stood up and swung the child up into his arms, draping him over one shoulder and spinning in a circle until he heard Jason giggle.

"Come on," he said fondly, dropping the boy down to stand on his own feet and taking his hand. "Let's go and see Pythagoras and the two of you can make friends again."


Ariadne wandered back into the main cabin without any real purpose in mind. They were still several days away from landing in Cyprus and had been back at sea for nearly a week. Because there really were only so many places you could go on a ship, they were pretty much all in one another's company constantly and beginning to get on each other's nerves. A sort of universal irritation seemed to pervade the Argo and Ariadne had found herself growing increasingly waspish and snappy over the last couple of days. The only ones who seemed immune to the bad mood were the two children who, apart from the occasional small squabble, were both sunny natured enough to be largely oblivious to the bad mood of the adults.

Ariadne wished she could be a little more like that to be honest. As it was, if she heard Hercules belch one more time, or Cassandra make one more vague pronouncement, or if the master of the ship tried to tell her pessimistically about the potential for sprung seams, she thought she might scream.

So she was making a concerted effort to avoid most of her companions this afternoon, feeling that she would not be particularly good company for anyone. The only problem with that was that now she was bored. She stepped into the cabin feeling decidedly grumpy.

For a moment she thought she was alone in the room. Then she spotted Jason at the table, head bent over a piece of parchment he was working on, small pots of pigment and a bowl of water laid out before him. He seemed to be drawing again – something that he clearly enjoyed and did whenever he got the chance. Where Pythagoras was, Ariadne didn't know; she presumed the little blonde was outside enjoying the bright sunshine and was a little surprised that his dark-haired friend wasn't with him.

She hadn't really spent much time with Jason since Hercules had activated Aphrodite's curse. To be honest she wasn't entirely sure how she should behave around him. It was hard, after everything they had been through, to know that this child didn't really know who she was; didn't know what she was to him. Part of her wanted to be the one to look after him until he returned to his adult form – wanted to show him how much she loved him no matter what – but the more rational side of her realised that that would only cause more problems in the long run; would only confuse things.

As she moved past the end of the table, her dress caught against a flagon Hercules had left there, making it wobble noisily. Jason jumped and looked up at her, thoroughly startled, his hazel eyes huge.

"I'm sorry," Ariadne apologised. "I did not mean to make you jump." She gestured to the bench next to Jason. "Is it alright if I sit down?" she asked.

Jason shrugged.

"I guess so," he muttered.

As she sat down, Ariadne peered at the drawing the boy had been working on. She had to admit that for such a young child it was rather good – although it was still clearly a child's drawing. It was a picture of buildings and trees, but they were not like any buildings Ariadne had ever seen.

"That is a very good picture," she said softly. "What is it of?"

Jason looked up from the picture again. He had been colouring the sun yellow, but now he carefully put his brush back into the pot of water and gave the Queen a peculiar look.

"It's home," he said as though it was the most natural thing in the world.

As he was speaking, Ariadne spotted Hercules coming into the room, obviously searching for his other young charge. The burly wrestler spotted the Queen talking to Jason and stood in the doorway, listening.

"This is your home?" Ariadne asked. "Is it a good home?"

"It's alright," Jason shrugged.

"What is this building?" Ariadne enquired pointing to a building on a hill in the background of the picture. It was grey and had a tower at one end.

"That's the church," Jason replied, giving her that peculiar look again.

"What is a church?" Ariadne asked.

Jason looked at her blankly.

"It's where people go to talk to God," he said, as though the answer should have been obvious to her.

"You mean a temple then," Ariadne replied.

"No," Jason said. "A church."

"Of course," Ariadne murmured awkwardly. "It must just be another name for it." She pointed to a large building in the foreground, much larger than the other houses in the picture. "This must be a nobleman's house," she said.

Jason shrugged again and looked down at his shoes.

"That's where I live," he said.

Ariadne exchanged a surprised look with the still watching Hercules.

"Your father must be an important man," she said. "He must have plenty of money to be able to afford such a large house."

"My Dad's gone," Jason muttered, still looking down. "He went away and didn't come back. I didn't live there before he left."

Ariadne frowned.

"So whose house is it then?" she asked. "Does it belong to the person who looks after you?"

She was genuinely interested in Jason's answer. In all the time she had known him, he had never really spoken about his life before coming to Atlantis and she had to admit that any chance to learn a little more about his past intrigued her.

Jason bit his lip and shook his head.

"It's where they send children that nobody wants," he whispered. "There's lots of other children there too and you have to keep hold of your stuff so no-one nicks it."

Ariadne exchanged a startled look with Hercules. This was not what she had expected to hear.

"You don't live with your family?" she asked.

With hindsight, she knew that was probably a silly question; everything she knew about what had happened indicated that Aeson had run as far and as fast as he could from Atlantis with his infant son and it hardly seemed likely he would have stopped to find family on the way.

Jason shook his head.

"I don't have a family," he muttered. "There's Mac… but they won't let me stay with him."

"And who is Mac?" Ariadne asked gently.

"My Dad's friend," Jason answered. "He's my godfather."

Ariadne decided not to ask what a 'godfather' was.

"Do you like this Mac?" she enquired.

Jason smiled brightly at her.

"Yeah," he said enthusiastically. "He's got this really cool boat and he says that when I'm bigger he'll take me out on it. He works away a lot but when he's in town he takes me out and buys me stuff and all sorts."

"But you don't live with him."

Jason bit his lip again.

"Nah," he said. "They won't let me."

"Why?" Ariadne asked.

"Dunno," Jason answered. "Mac says he's sorry and he's tried but they won't let me stay with him. It doesn't matter… he's not home much anyway."

"And do you like living here?" Ariadne pointed to the big house in the picture.

Somehow it was important to her to know the answer to this.

Jason shrugged, playing with his necklace.

"'S'alright," he mumbled.

Ariadne glanced sadly at Hercules, reading an awful lot into that monosyllabic response.

"Jason!" Pythagoras' bright voice was more than a little breathless as he burst into the room. "Come and see! Acaeus says he is going to show me how to steer the ship and maybe let me have a go. He says he will let you try too. Come on!"

Jason looked at Ariadne for permission to leave. Ariadne tried to smile and nodded.

The little brunette grinned and raced out through the door after his blonde friend.

Hercules let out an explosive breath.

"His damned father abandoned him with no one to care for him," he growled angrily.

"I know," Ariadne replied.

"What sort of man does that?" Hercules ranted. "What sort of father does that?"

"Perhaps there was a reason."

"Don't try to defend him," Hercules raged. "Aeson doesn't deserve your kindness." He looked at the door that the two boys had left through. "And the worst of it is that that boy idolises him." He shook his head despairingly. "Even now, as an adult, he idolises a man who walked away and left him with nothing."

"Hercules," Ariadne began.

"How do you do that to a child?" Hercules asked, suddenly becoming quiet and sad. "Especially one as bright and happy and loving as that one?"

"I do not know," Ariadne answered with a sigh, coming over and putting her hand on Hercules' shoulder.

The burly wrestler patted her hand and tried to smile.

"I'm alright," he said. "It's just…"

"I know," Ariadne replied.

Before either of them could say anything else a loud thud came from the deck overhead.

"Jason! No! Get down from there!" Icarus' urgent voice came wafting down to them.

Hercules rolled his eyes and turned to the doorway.

"I'd better go and see what the little bugger's climbing on now," he said. "I swear, if he's up that mast again I won't be responsible for my actions…"

With one last pat of Ariadne's hand, he hurried back up towards the deck, leaving the Queen of Atlantis alone with her thoughts.


A terrified scream ripped Hercules from a pleasant dream about Medusa. He loved those dreams when he got to be with her again, and for a few moments when he awoke in the morning he would lie there in blissful peace until the harsh reality that she was dead and gone would hit him. Despite the pain that invariably caused though, he would not exchange the dreams and the memories for anything. He had loved his beautiful girl with all his heart and dreaded the day the dreams began to fade; feared that with time he would start to forget her.

Tonight's offering had been particularly nice. They had been together on the steps of the Temple of Poseidon (as they had been on that night so long ago now when he had enchanted her with the song of the sirens – he shuddered to think of how foolish he had been back then) enjoying sweet conversation and a picnic of wine and pies that Medusa had packed for them.

Now though, he lay in the darkness in confusion, trying to work out where the scream had come from. A desolate whimpering came from the bed on the other side of the room. Hercules was up out of the makeshift bed he had made from an old mattress and several blankets and across the room in a flash.

Jason was thrashing in his sleep, whimpering desperately and crying out in fear. He woke Pythagoras with a kick, setting the little blonde off crying. Hercules swore under his breath. Behind him, the door opened and the faint light of an oil lamp appeared.

"What is going on?" Icarus sounded confused.

"Jason's having a nightmare," Hercules growled. "He kicked Pythagoras in his sleep. Can you take Pythagoras for me while I sort out Jason?"

Without waiting for an answer, he picked Pythagoras up and turned to hand him to Icarus. Icarus nodded quickly and handed the oil lamp he was carrying to Ariadne, who had also appeared to find out what all the noise was, before taking Pythagoras off Hercules and balancing the boy on his hip.

"It's alright," Icarus said comfortingly to the blonde child. "It must have been a shock waking up like that but everything is fine now." He looked at Hercules. "I will take him back to my room until everything has calmed down a little."

Hercules nodded tightly. He sat down on the side of the bed and reached out to gently shake Jason to wake him up. As his hand touched the little boy's shoulder, however, Jason jerked awake. He hurled himself into Hercules' arms, sobbing.

Hercules rocked the child back and forth in his arms, murmuring nonsense in his ear, trying to calm Jason down as best he could. The child clung to him, small frame wracked by despairing sobs.

"It was just a dream," Hercules rumbled softly. "Just a nightmare. Calm down lad. You're alright now."

Eventually the child's sobs subsided, turning into hitching breaths. He didn't stop clinging to Hercules, however, and every time the big man went to pull back to look at him, he tightened his grip on Hercules' tunic almost desperately, small face buried in Hercules' broad chest.

Hercules glanced back over his shoulder at Ariadne, still hovering uncertainly in the doorway with the lamp in her hand, wanting to help but not sure what to do. To be honest, Hercules wasn't sure what to do in this situation himself; he'd never had to handle a distraught seven-year-old just waking up from a nightmare before.

"You're fine," he murmured to the child. "Nothing is going to hurt you. I won't let it."

"I'm sorry," Jason between breaths. "I didn't want to hurt her."

"Who?" Hercules asked with a confused frown.

It was plain that the little boy was still caught up in his nightmare; mind temporarily unable to distinguish the difference between dream and reality.

"The snake lady," Jason said. "She was nice to me… even if she did have snakes on her head instead of hair. I didn't want to kill her."

Hercules felt the breath catch in the back of his throat. Behind him he heard Ariadne give a startled gasp.

"I know lad," he said soothingly. "I know you would never have wanted to hurt her."

He had been angry at Jason over Medusa's death (still harboured that anger at times although he tried to get past it) but right now, faced with this innocent child, he didn't have it in his heart to blame him for what had happened.

"She was crying and begging me to help her… to kill her," Jason said, still sobbing slightly. "And I was crying too because I didn't want to do it… but she was begging me and I didn't have a choice."

He curled into Hercules' chest, clinging to the burly wrestler even more.

Hercules sighed and rocked him back and forth gently.

"It was just a dream," he rumbled. "Just a dream…"

"It seemed so real," Jason answered.

"Sometimes nightmares do seem real," Hercules replied. "But they can't really hurt us… not if we don't let them."

He sat there with the little boy in his arms for a little while longer. At some point Ariadne had come over and joined them. She had put down the lamp on the floor and was gently stroking Jason's back soothingly. Eventually the burly wrestler felt the child beginning to nod off to sleep against him and looked down to see Jason yawning and blinking sleepily.

"Hercules?" the boy mumbled.

"Yes?" Hercules asked.

"You may not be the Hercules from my books," Jason murmured drowsily, voice on the edge of sleep, "but you're my Hercules." He yawned again. "I love you," he added softly.

Hercules' heart clenched.

"And I love you, lad," he muttered thickly, dropping a kiss down into the dark curls. "More than you know."

He looked up to see Ariadne watching him with suspiciously bright eyes.

"He's a good boy," he murmured to the woman.

"Yes," Ariadne agreed, "and you are a good man."

Hercules looked away from her and back to the sleepy little boy he was holding, not sure how to answer her comment.

"Is it alright to come back in?" Icarus' voice was very quiet and gentle.

Hercules looked up to see him standing in the doorway with Pythagoras in his arms, the little blonde's head resting on his shoulder.

"He is nearly asleep so I thought I should see how everything was going," Icarus went on.

"It's good timing," Hercules replied softly. "This one's about ready to drop off too."

In pretty short order, the two children were settled back into bed and sleeping peacefully. Hercules pulled the blankets up and smoothed them out before motioning to Icarus and Ariadne to join him out in the main room. When they got out there he was not entirely surprised to see Cassandra waiting for them.

"I need a drink," he growled, reaching for a flagon of wine.

"What is wrong?" Icarus asked, looking from Hercules' tense face to Ariadne, who seemed equally worried. "I know Jason had a bad nightmare but I am told that it happens with young children at times."

"If it was just a simple nightmare it wouldn't be a problem," Hercules said. "I'm surprised that both the boys don't haven't had them more often to be honest." He paused for a moment and sighed deeply. "It was not just a nightmare," he said quietly. "He dreamed about killing Medusa."

"What?" Icarus demanded. "What do you mean?"

"Exactly what I said," Hercules groused. "Jason had a dream about killing Medusa. It seems that some of his adult memories are beginning to creep through… only he's too young to really understand them or deal with them."

"So what does that mean exactly?" Icarus asked again.

"I don't know," Hercules replied testily. "I do know that they're both far too young to cope with some of the things they have been forced to do in their lives though."

"It is as well that we are only a few days away from Cyprus," Ariadne interjected. "Then we can end this – hopefully before either of them have any more of their adult memories come through."

"Yeah," Hercules said, draining his cup. "Since there seems to be little point discussing this any further though, I for one am heading back to my bed."

He went to stand up only to find Ariadne holding his arm.

"Hercules," she said softly. "What he was saying about Medusa…"

"It's alright," Hercules answered. "I will always miss her. Always… But that little boy in there isn't to blame. Whatever he did as an adult… whatever he felt he had to do… that child is innocent." He patted the Queen's hand. "Medusa made her own choices… she didn't really let anyone tell her what to do. I know that better than anyone. She knew what she was doing."

"I just thought that this might have brought it all back," Ariadne murmured.

"It never really goes away," Hercules admitted. "There isn't a day that goes by when I don't think of her… but most of the time it's happy memories or pleasant dreams." He smiled softly. "I prefer to think of Medusa as she was when we were happy. Nothing that happened tonight will change that."

Ariadne smiled.

"I am glad to hear it," she said. "And now that everything is calm again I will bid you all a good night."

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Monday, April 24th, 2017 09:31 pm
Title: A Little Problem (Chapter 3)
Author: Yassandra
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing/characters: Jason/Ariadne, Pythagoras/Icarus, Hercules, Cassandra
Rating: G
Warnings: N/A
Disclaimer: Not mine. BBC and Urban Myth Films own them.
Word count: 25317 (This chapter - 4856)
Summary: A routine mission away from the Argo goes awry when Hercules makes a mistake and triggers a curse. Now he's left with a little problem - well, two little problems really...

A/N Written for round six of the Small Fandoms Bang, and also for Hurt/Comfort Bingo for the 'de-age' prompt.


Chapter 3 - Nobody's Father

All in all, Hercules thought Ariadne had taken the news rather well. True, she kept throwing hard looks in his direction, but once she had been convinced that they were telling the truth about Jason and Pythagoras being turned into children, she had swooped into action. Before any of them had really known what was going on, she had the two little boys sitting at the table and eating some cakes (although Hercules wasn't entirely sure where she had managed to rustle up cakes from).

Now she was sitting at the table, listening intently to Pythagoras wittering on about something or other while they were waiting for Cassandra to come back from the local town. Jason had once again retreated into silence nibbling on the cake that Ariadne had handed him and watching the beautiful girl with huge eyes. Hercules couldn't help noticing he had cake crumbs around his mouth and, as the big man watched, he kept sniffing.

Hercules rolled his eyes and grabbed a cloth from the table, descending on the boy and holding the cloth in front of his nose.

"Blow," he instructed firmly.

Jason obliged him.

Hercules took the opportunity to wipe the child's sticky face and hands at the same time and turned back away from the table to find Icarus watching him with an amused expression.

"What?" the burly wrestler demanded.

"You do know that you make a good father, don't you?" Icarus murmured.

"Don't be ridiculous," Hercules scoffed. "I am not anyone's father. I've always been careful about that."

Before either of them could say any more though, Cassandra entered the room. She looked from Hercules to the two little boys and back again.

"You touched something when I warned you not to," she said flatly.

"What makes you think it was me?" Hercules protested.

Cassandra raised her eyebrows and stared at him. For a moment she looked so much like the old Oracle that Hercules nearly shuddered.

She's a seer, he reminded himself. Of course she knows the truth.

He looked across the room and saw the two little boys watching the conversation curiously. Without even really thinking about it, he reached into a pouch at his belt and withdrew an elderly set of knucklebones. He turned to the boys with a smile.

"Why don't you go out in the fresh air and play with these?" he asked. "You don't want to be cooped up in here with a load of dull adults."

Jason frowned.

"What are they?" he asked.

"Knucklebones of course," Pythagoras replied before Hercules could speak.

"Do you know how to play with them?" the bulky wrestler asked the blonde child.

"Of course," Pythagoras answered. "I have tried teaching Arcas but he is too little. He cannot seem to learn."

"Well how about you teach Jason the game then?" Hercules rumbled. "Go on. Go out and play."

Once the boys had left the cabin, he turned back to the other adults in the room.

"What do we do now?" Ariadne asked Cassandra, getting straight to the point. "They cannot stay like this. There must be a way to help them."

Cassandra blinked owlishly at her but did not speak. Instead she fetched a metal bowl and set it on the floor, filling it with water from a large jug. She knelt in front of it and began to pray, crushing petals that she withdrew from a bag into the water; focussing her vision. Her eyes became distant and her whole body began to shake as she stared into the water.

"What is it?" Icarus asked her. "What do you see? Is there a way to return Pythagoras and Jason to normal?"

"You have offended Aphrodite and it is to her that you must make amends," Cassandra said. "You must journey to Palea Paphos; to the Sanctuary of Aphrodite on Cyprus. There, near where the Goddess arose from the waves, you must go to the grove and make your offering at the altar. Only then will Aphrodite consent to remove her curse."

"Cyprus," Ariadne said, glaring at Hercules. "Which is in the opposite direction to Colchis from where we are right now and will take us weeks to get to." She shook her head in annoyance.

"So we head to Cyprus then," Icarus murmured.

"It would seem so," Ariadne retorted. "But there are things we must do first."

She marched into the room that she shared with Jason and came back bearing a couple of blankets, some shears and a needle and thread. Over the couple of months they had lived in the forest together, Hercules had learned that the young Queen was surprisingly adept at sewing and now she began to cut out the blankets and join the pieces that she cut together with small even stitches.

"What are you doing?" the burly wrestler asked.

"Neither of them can go around for weeks wearing only an adult sized tunic," Ariadne declared. "And you," she added, pointing the shears at Hercules almost aggressively, "are going to go to the market in the town just over those dunes first thing in the morning and buy them some shoes that fit." She paused. "Actually," she added, "I think that I will go with you. If I left you to your own devices you would probably forget what you had gone there to buy and spend all the money on pies!"

Hercules felt that was distinctly unfair but it didn't seem worth antagonising Ariadne any further by arguing. He did, however, clear his throat, knowing that what he was about to say would probably upset both the young Queen and Icarus.

"I was thinking about sleeping arrangements," he muttered. "I think that both the boys will need to share my room."

"What?" Icarus demanded.

"No!" Ariadne exclaimed at the same time. "Jason is my husband."

"Exactly," Hercules growled. He held up one meaty hand to forestall any further protests. "Just think about it," he said to Ariadne. "On any normal day Jason is your husband, but right now he's only about eight years old. He doesn't need a wife at the moment, he needs a mother… and if you step into that role, what do you think it will be like when he returns to his proper age?" He looked at Icarus. "And that goes for both of you," he added. "I know how much Pythagoras loves you… what he feels for you… and I would bet that you feel the same way about him. You cannot be his parent if you want to go back to being his lover when everything gets back to normal."

Icarus grimaced and turned to Ariadne.

"Much as I hate to admit it, he is right," he murmured.

Ariadne looked at him steadily.

"I know," she stated. "But that does not mean I have to like it." She turned to look thoughtfully at the doors to both the room she normally shared with Jason and Hercules' smaller quarters. "You will use our room until this curse has been lifted," she decided. "I can sleep in your room well enough." She raised an eyebrow at Hercules. "I will not have any argument on this."

"And you won't get one," Hercules replied. "We may not like what has happened, but it has happened. So let's just make the best of it and work at getting those boys back to normal as soon as possible."


The agora was hot and dusty. Hercules had to admit that shopping with young children was not the most pleasant experience he had ever had. Both boys were quite obviously bored and between Pythagoras' incessant curiosity and Jason dragging his feet and sighing loudly, their large friend was about ready to tear what little was left of his hair out.

Unfortunately, Ariadne showed no signs of cutting her shopping expedition short so he was stuck, trailing after her with the two children in tow. They hadn't actually found any shoes that would fit either child yet and Ariadne had proclaimed that a pair that 'almost fit' were just not good enough. There was no shoemaker in town, they had been told, so they were stuck moving from stall to stall in the hope that someone would have what they needed.

"Hercules?" Pythagoras said as they walked past stalls selling bread and cheese and all the other staples of life.

"Yes?" Hercules replied.

"Where are we going when we leave here?"

Hercules smiled indulgently.

"We are going to Cyprus," he told the little blonde.

Pythagoras' blue eyes grew huge.

"Cyprus?" he squeaked. "Cyprus is a long way from Samos… Is it very big there? Biton, the son of Crattipus, the merchant who lives in the big house in my village, said that his father once went as far as Lesbos and it was huge. Is Cyprus as big as Lesbos?"

"Bigger I am told," Hercules replied absently, still looking at the different stalls to try to find the shoes they needed to buy.

"Bigger?" Pythagoras said, his eyes growing even larger. "And we are going there? I will have such an adventure to tell everyone about when I get back to Samos. Why are we going to Cyprus? Is there something there that you need?"

"Yes," Hercules answered. "There is something that we need to do there."

"And will we be going back to Samos after that?" Pythagoras asked.

"Mmm," Hercules replied, not actually wanting to lie to the child but not wanting to upset him either.

Ariadne had forged ahead of them while they were talking. Now she came back with a determined expression.

"Come along," she said. "I have been speaking with a stallholder around the corner and he believes he has just the thing we are looking for." She peered around Hercules with a frown. "Where is Jason?" she asked.

Hercules felt his blood run cold. He turned around in a circle, eyes desperately scanning the marketplace they were in. Finally, he saw his other small charge not all that far from where they were standing, but what Jason was about to do frightened him even more. The boy was staring at a sleeping two-headed lizard with wonder written on his face and was reaching out to pet it. Hercules raced across the agora faster than he would have believed he could move and grabbed the child's hand back from where it was about to touch one of the heads.

"What in the name of the Gods do you think you are doing?" he yelled at Jason. "Don't you have any idea how dangerous that thing is? It is a hydra! It could have your hand off."

He dragged Jason back beyond the range of the lizard and put both hands firmly on the boy's shoulders.

"And don't you remember what I said to you yesterday about running off?" he demanded, giving the child a small shake. "Do you have any idea how frightened I was when I saw you near that thing? And in this marketplace you could easily have been lost."

His heart softened as he saw tears welling up in the little boy's eyes and he crouched down next to Jason and wrapped his arms around him.

"It's alright," he rumbled, far more gently than before. "I didn't mean to shout… but you frightened me. You need to stay close to me. I do not want to lose you."

Jason nodded, biting his lip.

"I'm sorry," he said in a small voice. "I didn't mean to wander off. I stopped to look and then you were all gone."

"It's over now," Hercules replied. "But you must stay with me… even if you do see something that you want to look at. All you have to do is ask if you want to stop to look at something."

"What was that thing?" Jason asked. "It had two heads."

"Of course it did," Hercules answered. "It was a hydra." He pulled back and looked at Jason with a frown. "Haven't you ever seen a hydra before?"

The brunette child shook his head.

"No," he said. "It looked like something out of one of my story books."

Hercules' frown deepened. Surely a hydra wasn't that unusual that the child would never have seen one before? He had sometimes speculated in the past that, since he apparently knew so little about everyday life, Jason must have been raised by a hermit that couldn't speak, but now he wondered anew: just where had the boy grown up?

"Can I ask you something?" Jason murmured hesitantly, as they move back across the agora to re-join Ariadne and Pythagoras, his hand now firmly clasped in Hercules'.

"Yes," Hercules replied.

"Is your name really Hercules?"

The burly wrestler frowned deeply.

"Of course it is," he responded. "Why?"

"Because there's a Hercules in a film I watched and in some of my books but he's not like you," Jason replied innocently. "He's a hero and he's really, really strong and brave. He's like the son of this God… and he's really young and good looking."

Hercules' frown deepened. He didn't know what a film was but the rest of Jason's meaning had come through clearly enough.

"Well I may not be the Hercules that you have read about but I am called Hercules," he said, "and there are those who tell stories of my exploits and call me a hero."

"Okay," Jason answered. "I was just wondering."

By the time they had finished with the stallholder that Ariadne was talking about, both boys had shoes that fit them. The clothes she had sewn for them from the cut up blankets fitted them well enough (especially remarkable considering she hadn't really stopped to measure either boy properly), helped by the belts Hercules had made from some strips of plaited leather he had pinched from one of the crew and tied around their waists.

Now that their main purpose for being in the market was done, Ariadne relaxed and smiled at Hercules.

"I was thinking that we might look for some things to keep these two entertained on the journey," she said softly, "and perhaps for a small treat."

Hercules raised an eyebrow.

"Can we afford it?" he murmured.

It was a valid question. They did not, after all, have a great deal of money with them on the voyage – although Pythagoras had been able to earn a little (or at least get paid in goods) by providing medical aid to some of the more remote settlements they had arrived at and Ariadne had sold a lot of the jewellery she had been wearing when they had fled Atlantis quite early on. Add to that a few mercenary or guarding jobs that Jason had taken on for a variety of people they had come across, and they were surviving with a little left over for emergencies.

"It is not a problem," Ariadne replied. "Our funds are not low and I was not thinking of anything too extravagant."

By the time they returned to the boat, Hercules was carrying a basket containing parchment, ink and several styli, wax tablets, a counting board and a ruler. There was also a new set of knucklebones and some spheria (which Jason kept inexplicably referring to as 'marbles') and a pente grammai board made of terracotta. Hercules noted with a smile that they were all things that could continue to be used after the boys were returned to their usual ages. It appeared that Ariadne was far more practical than he would have given her credit for being.

Back in the central room on the ship, he watched the young Queen sitting with the two boys and teaching them to play pente grammai (something he was a little surprised that Pythagoras didn't already know). Ariadne would make a good mother someday, he decided. He poured himself a cup of wine and thought back over the trip to the market with a sigh. Somehow he suspected this was going to be a long journey.


It had already been a trying morning and it wasn't actually that long after breakfast. To be fair, Hercules was not at his best in the morning on any usual day and had perhaps consumed a little more wine than he had been intending to last night. Did that mean, though, that the children had to be extra noisy? They could have had a bit more consideration for his sore head after all.

As it was, so far he had fielded a long list of questions from the ever curious Pythagoras (and how was Hercules supposed to know why the sky was blue and what a siren ate for breakfast?) and broken up an impromptu game of something that Jason called 'tag', which as far as Hercules could see was a simplified version of ostrakinda (but without the team element) and involved an inordinate amount of shouting and running around (which certainly shouldn't have been happening indoors).

He had chased the boys out onto deck to get some fresh air at that point.

At least the crew had accepted what had happened and seemed willing to keep an eye on the children when they were up on deck. It gave Hercules a well-earned respite from their apparently boundless energy.

As if thinking about them had summoned them though, Pythagoras bounced into the room followed by his slightly smaller friend.

"Hercules. Hercules… Come and see. Come and see," he said urgently.

"What is it?" Hercules growled, disgruntled that his peace had been disrupted again so soon.

"I saw a mermaid!" Pythagoras declared, bouncing on the balls of his feet. "Jason thought it was a dolphin but I know it was a mermaid."

"It was a dolphin," Jason protested to no-one in particular. "There's no such thing as a mermaid anyway."

"There is too!" Pythagoras rounded on his friend. "There are lots of stories and lots of people have seen them."

"Have you ever seen a mermaid?" Jason asked Hercules curiously.

"No," Hercules admitted. "But that does not mean that they do not exist," he added seeing Pythagoras' crestfallen look. "I have seen many strange things and heard many strange tales over the years… and I have seen creatures that no-one believed existed standing there as large as life."

"Like what?" Jason asked.

"Well," Hercules replied with a grin. "I have seen a Kynikos… one of the hounds who protect the Goddess Hekate." He knew that there was no chance of either boy remembering the 'rabid dog incident' as they had come to call it, given that they seemed to have no real tangible memories of their adult lives at all.

"Really?" Jason said sceptically, frowning as though he thought Hercules was laughing at him.

"Really," Hercules confirmed. "And my father plucked a tooth from the foaming jaws of Cerberus himself; the beast who guards the underworld. He used to tell me the story of how he came to face that monster when I was no older than you are."

"Maybe he was making it up," Jason suggested.

"Well if he was making it up, where did this come from?" Hercules asked, producing a giant tooth from the pouch on his belt. Jason had recovered the trinket for him from Circe when he had made his deal with her and Hercules had carried it with him ever since, unwilling to let it out of his sight again.

The child's eyes grew huge and he reached out to touch the tooth gently.

"How did he do it?" he asked.

Hercules smiled and put the tooth back into the pouch, carefully pulling the strings closed and tying them securely.

"Would you like me to tell you the story?" he rumbled.

Jason nodded eagerly.

"Well, how about I tell you before bed tonight?" Hercules asked. "Give you something to look forwards to."

Jason nodded again.

"Yes please," he said quietly.

Hercules patted the boy on the shoulder. He had noticed over the past few days, that neither child really asked for anything for themselves but would be almost disturbingly grateful if you offered them anything. It made him a little sad.

"Right," he said. "We'll do that later then. Now let's go and look at Pythagoras' mermaid."


Supper was some kind of stew. Jason peered at it suspiciously and poked at it with his spoon. He wasn't entirely sure what was in it but it didn't taste like the food from back home; none of the food here did. These people didn't seem to eat potatoes for a start and some of their meat tasted funny (Hercules had told him it was goat. Jason wished he hadn't asked).

"Don't you like it?" Ariadne asked gently.

Jason ducked his head and tried to avoid the scrutiny of the adults in the room.

"It's nice," he said, quickly swallowing a mouthful.

It didn't taste too bad, he decided, and at least taking a mouthful had made Ariadne smile. He liked making her smile. She was very pretty and seemed very kind. In fact, so far everyone here had been very kind (even if he still wasn't entirely sure where 'here' was) and he really didn't want to screw things up and risk being sent back; he'd been sent back too many times already.

He ate what he could manage and sat back quietly, legs swinging where they didn't reach the floor, and let the conversation flow around him. It was nice and he was rapidly becoming attached to these people – even if there was still a chance that they wouldn't want to keep him forever.

Finally supper was over and everyone dispersed to their early evening tasks. Hercules poured himself a cup of wine and sat back, watching the two boys without either of them being aware of it. He could see that Ariadne was doing the same while sewing. It was interesting that right from the start neither of the children had attempted to go out after dark and had (by and large) accepted it whenever Hercules had decreed that it was time to go to bed. One or the other of them might occasionally try to bargain for a later bedtime but once the burly wrestler indicated that this was not a matter for discussion, they generally gave up pretty quickly.

Right now, they were both settled at the table quietly. On other evenings they had played pente grammai or knucklebones at the table, but tonight they both seemed engrossed in individual activities that involved pieces of parchment and, in Pythagoras' case, the counting board. It was interesting, actually, seeing their basic personality traits that had clearly carried through to adulthood coming out in them as children.

There were differences though. This version of Pythagoras was far more carefree than his adult counterpart (something that Hercules was inordinately grateful for) even if he did still have an odd fascination with mathematics and a burning desire for knowledge; Jason, on the other hand, seemed a lot more sensitive – quieter somehow – although Hercules was beginning to wonder just how much of his normal adult behaviour was an act; a protective shell that he hid behind.

Wondering exactly what his young charges were doing, Hercules carefully put down his wine and quietly stepped over to them.

As he had expected from the presence of the counting board, Pythagoras appeared to be doing something mathematical – although the calculations he was attempting seemed far too complicated for a child his age. As Hercules came close, he looked up with a bright and enthusiastic smile. Hercules was suddenly very much afraid that he intended to launch into a discussion about mathematics – far from his favourite subject. In desperation, he turned to look at Jason.

Jason, Hercules noticed with a frown, had apparently acquired a small piece of charcoal from somewhere. The burly wrestler suspected that he had been given it by one of the crew – the usually hard-bitten sailors seemed to dote on both boys after all. He had his head down and his free arm wrapped protectively around the parchment he was working on, obscuring it from view, as he made quick strokes with the charcoal. He appeared to be completely oblivious to the fact that Hercules had drawn near, and also to his blackened fingers and the dark smudge along one cheekbone. Hercules couldn't help grinning at the sight.

"What are you up to?" he asked softly.

Jason visibly jumped. He raised his head to turn startled eyes on Hercules.

"Nothing," he said anxiously. "I wasn't doing anything wrong."

Hercules frowned at the child's reaction.

"I didn't say you were doing anything wrong," he pointed out gently, drawing a stool over and sitting down on it so that he wasn't looming over the boys. "I was just interested."

"He was drawing," Pythagoras piped up. "He keeps drawing. Acaeus gave him some charcoal to draw with."

Hercules raised an eyebrow in surprise. Acaeus was the helmsman on the Argo and was generally a sour man with little time for anyone.

"What were you drawing?" he asked.

Jason bit his lip.

"Nothing much," he mumbled.

"Can I see?" Hercules requested.

Jason turned the parchment over and shook his head, not quite looking at the burly wrestler. Out of the corner of his eye, Hercules could see Ariadne watching the situation with a frown marring her beautiful features.

"It's alright," he said kindly. "It is not a problem."

He looked at the two children critically, taking in Pythagoras' ink-stained fingers and the fact that Jason seemed to have covered himself in charcoal with a rueful smile.

"It's bedtime," he announced. "Go on. Go and wash your faces and hands… properly mind… and I'll tell you the story of my Father and Cerberus like I promised to."

Both Jason and Pythagoras scrambled to get up from the table and do what Hercules had asked. At the door though, Jason hesitated and looked back at the piece of parchment he had left turned over on the table. Hercules followed his eyes and smiled.

"No one will look if you don't want them to, I promise," he said. "Tell you what, let's fold this up and put it in the chest over there where it will be safe, alright?"

Jason smiled and nodded eagerly. Hercules returned his smile. He picked up the drawing without looking at it and put it in the chest as he had suggested.

"Go on now, Trouble," he said softly.

By the time he and Ariadne had tidied up a little – putting away all the things the boys had been using – and he had made his way into the bedroom, the two children had washed themselves and got into bed, where they were eagerly awaiting Hercules' arrival. Hercules smiled broadly and got onto the bed, allowing the children to snuggle in on either side.

"Now," he rumbled. "Where should I begin?"

"At the beginning," Pythagoras giggled.

"Of course," Hercules replied. "Cerberus is the beast that guards the entrance to Hades, the underworld. He is a giant dog with three heads and each head has vicious, foaming jaws and sharp teeth…"

Back out in the main room, Icarus had returned from a short walk on the shore where they had beached. He sat and chatted to Ariadne for a while until Cassandra joined them, fresh from her religious observances.

"Hercules is taking his time tonight," Icarus mentioned.

"He was going to tell them a story," Ariadne replied. She looked at the door to the bedroom. "He is very good with them," she added with a sigh. "It is a shame that he and Medusa were not together for long enough to have children. He would have made a good father."

"I didn't know Medusa," Icarus admitted. "What was she like?"

Ariadne grimaced.

"I have to admit that I did not really know her properly myself," she answered. "She worked in the Palace kitchens and our paths rarely crossed. I knew her through Jason and through Korinna, my maid, that is all. Everything Hercules and Pythagoras have said about her… I wish I had known her better. I think I would have liked her. She gave her life for mine and it seems… wrong that I did not know her as well as I would have liked."

They lapsed into silence for a moment, each caught up in silent regrets about what had happened since Pasiphae had stolen the throne. Presently, Icarus roused himself.

"I will just go and check that Hercules is alright," he said.

He moved across the room and opened the door to the chamber that Hercules was sharing with the two boys. In the doorway, he stopped and smiled warmly.

Hercules was fast asleep on the bed with the two children nestled into his sides. Icarus shook his head fondly and slipped into the room on silent feet. He carefully shook out a blanket he found on top of a low chest and gently draped it over the slumbering wrestler and the boys. Then he turned and left the room, pulling the door closed as quietly as he could and leaving Hercules and his charges to sleep undisturbed.

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Monday, April 24th, 2017 09:28 pm
Title: A Little Problem (Chapter 2)
Author: Yassandra
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing/characters: Jason/Ariadne, Pythagoras/Icarus, Hercules, Cassandra
Rating: G
Warnings: N/A
Disclaimer: Not mine. BBC and Urban Myth Films own them.
Word count: 25317 (This chapter - 5259)
Summary: A routine mission away from the Argo goes awry when Hercules makes a mistake and triggers a curse. Now he's left with a little problem - well, two little problems really...

A/N Written for round six of the Small Fandoms Bang, and also for Hurt/Comfort Bingo for the 'de-age' prompt.


Chapter 2 - Something Like a Situation

The child's chin wobbled.

"How do you know my name?" he asked.

Icarus gaped at him for a moment, unsure how to answer, before his brain kicked into action.

"Erm… I know your family," he said, crossing his fingers behind his back. "You have met me before… The first time was several years ago now."

It wasn't a complete lie, he told himself, and he couldn't exactly tell this child the truth.

Pythagoras looked at him sceptically.

"If we have met before," he began, "why do I not remember you?"

Icarus desperately tried to think of a believable answer.

"Err… well… like I said it was a few years ago," he stammered. "You were younger then. Perhaps that is why you do not remember."

Pythagoras stared at him, his eyes betraying his fear.

"Where is my mother?" he asked again, his tone increasingly suspicious. "And Arcas?"

Icarus mentally cringed, although he tried to keep it from showing on his face. Pythagoras had once told him that his mother had died some years ago, but he could hardly tell a confused and frightened little boy that – especially since the child would have no good reason to believe him.

"Your mother is at home… on Samos. Your little brother is with her," he replied.

Pythagoras' small face creased into a frown.

"Why am I not with them?" he demanded.

Icarus floundered for a moment – even transformed back into a young child, Pythagoras was still incredibly sharp.

He's still a genius, he reminded himself. A small genius, but still a genius.

"Your mother had to go away for a while," he improvised quickly. "She went to look after someone who was unwell… a relative. She asked Hercules here to look after you while she was away… We had to go on a short voyage you see and she thought it might be good for you to see a little of the world beyond Samos."

The child's eyes narrowed thoughtfully, but he turned his attention to Hercules.

"I know you," he said flatly. "You're the pig man… and I remember something about you and pies."

Icarus nearly snorted with laughter at Hercules' affronted expression.

The burly wrestler glared at him.

"If this one's Pythagoras, where's Jason?" he growled.

"I don't know," Icarus answered, looking slowly around.

As he turned he caught a flicker of movement out of the corner of his eye, but by the time he managed to look directly at the spot it was gone. Icarus stepped back around the pile of treasure, moving very slowly and carefully. To his right a golden bowl fell with a clatter but as Icarus turned his head to look at it, he caught sight of the faint flicker of movement again out of the corner of his left eye.

"Hide and seek," he muttered to Hercules. "He's playing hide and seek."

"I'll give him hide and seek," Hercules growled. "I'll tan his hide if he starts playing up."

"Hercules, he's probably frightened," Icarus answered in a quiet murmur. "I know I would be." He looked towards the spot where he had last seen movement. "It's alright," he called, raising his voice to normal levels. "We are not going to hurt you. You can come out."

Nothing moved.

Icarus felt a small hand slip into his and looked down to see Pythagoras standing next to him, his small face reflecting fear.

"It's alright," Icarus murmured, crouching down to the child's level. "There's nothing to be scared of. We're just looking for another one of our friends who has got a bit lost."

As he spoke to Pythagoras, he caught sight of a small dark haired child darting between two piles of treasure over the blonde child's shoulder moving faster than he would have thought was possible. Icarus smiled and stood up, moving slowly and carefully over to the place where he had seen the child disappear. He crouched down again and rested his elbows on his knees, peering into the dark space between the piles. There at the back, right against the wall of the cavern, was a second small child. This child had wild dark curls and huge eyes set in a thin face. He also looked very angry.

"Hello Jason," Icarus murmured as gently as possible. "Why don't you come out from there?"

The little boy shook his head stubbornly, his eyes blazing.

"We don't have time for this," Hercules growled loudly, shoving Icarus out of the way and reaching into the gap to grab the little boy.

He jumped back with a pained cry, holding one hand protectively in the other.

"The little bugger bit me," he declared loudly, the anger in his voice clear.

Icarus resisted the urge to chuckle.

"I think this is a case where a little patience and kindness may pay off," he murmured quietly.

"Patience and kindness? He needs a clip round the ear!"

"Hercules!" Icarus hissed, nodding towards Pythagoras.

The child was half cringing back, his blue eyes very wide.

"Remember what his father was like," Icarus continued.

Hercules shot him a startled look.

"Pythagoras told you about that?" he asked.

"Yes," Icarus murmured simply. "I know him better than you think… besides, after everything that has happened we agreed there would be no more secrets between us."

The burly wrestler nodded thoughtfully.

"Fair enough," he said.

He turned towards the little blonde boy and crouched down.

"Don't be frightened," he said. "I'm not going to hurt you – I'd never want to hurt either you or Jason, Pythagoras."

"But you said he needed hitting," Pythagoras replied.

"I was joking," Hercules said. "It was a joke." He looked back at Icarus. "What in the name of the Gods do we do now though? They can't stay like this forever!"

"I think it is fairly obvious that they have been cursed by some form of magic," Icarus answered. "I think the best thing we can do is to get out of here and get them back to the Argo where we can speak to Cassandra and look for a way to put this right."

"And how do you propose we do that when we can't even get him out from in there?" Hercules groused, pointing towards the two piles of treasure that Jason was hiding between.

Icarus sighed and turned back to peer between the piles. The dark haired little boy was watching his every move suspiciously through narrowed eyes.

"You can come out now," Icarus said gently. "Hercules is not going to try to grab you again."

Jason made no move to leave his hiding place; he drew his legs up and wrapped his arms around them, resting his chin on his knees.

Icarus turned looked back over his shoulder at Hercules.

"I think we are going to have to be patient," he said.

Before Hercules could answer, Pythagoras darted forwards and wriggled into the narrow gap. Icarus could hear his high childish voice murmuring but couldn't make out exactly what he was saying. Suddenly he wriggled back out and stood up, smiling broadly. Moments later, the second little boy wriggled out of the gap too and came to stand beside him.

It surprised Icarus that as a child Jason was actually slightly smaller than Pythagoras. He was quite small for his apparent age and painfully skinny.

"Hello Jason," Icarus said gently. "It is nice to see you properly."

The little boy didn't answer. Instead, he turned towards Pythagoras and whispered something in his ear.

"He wants to know who you are," Pythagoras said firmly.

Icarus smiled.

"I am Icarus," he answered, "and this is Hercules." He gestured towards the burly wrestler.

Jason whispered something to Pythagoras again.

"Are we going to be staying with you?" Pythagoras asked.

"For now," Icarus replied.

He didn't fail to spot the look of resignation that came across Jason's small face.

"We need to get them back to the boat," Hercules declared.

"Indeed," Icarus replied. "If nothing else, we need to find them some proper clothing."

He looked at the two little boys with a sigh. Both of them were wearing their usual tunics (as they had been when the curse had hit them) but whereas they had shrunk into children, their clothing had remained at normal size and therefore swamped them both. He opened the bag he was carrying (he was grateful that he'd thought to bring one of reasonable size – it had seemed sensible since he hadn't known how large the vial containing Aphrodite's tears would be) and moved around the cavern, picking up the other items of clothing that his two companions had lost during their transformation and shoving them into it.

As Icarus was gathering up the clothes, Hercules approached the two boys and knelt down.

"How old are you?" he asked Pythagoras gently.

"If you know my mother and she asked you to take me with you on a journey, then you should know how old I am shouldn't you?" the little blonde replied, his eyes narrowing with suspicion.

"Right… right… of course I should," Hercules answered, silently cursing his old friend's intelligence. "But the thing is that I'm a very old man and I forget things."

Pythagoras looked at him solemnly.

"You are old," he said. "You must be even older than Stolos the baker… and he is the oldest man in my village. Does being old hurt?"

Hercules resisted the urge to growl and ignored the snigger he heard from Icarus somewhere behind him.

"No," he said as patiently as he could. "Being this old doesn't hurt… although there are plenty of people around who are a lot older than me."

"Really?" Pythagoras asked sceptically. "I have never met anyone that old."

"And I am sure you have met a great many people," Hercules rumbled sardonically.

"No," Pythagoras admitted in a small voice. "Not all that many. Not many people come through my village." He bit his lip and looked down at the floor. "I am sorry if I have said anything wrong," he added. "My mother is always telling me that I should think before I speak."

"No harm done," Hercules said gently. "But you never answered my question… how old are you?"

Pythagoras looked up at him from under his eyelashes.

"I am eight," he said quietly. "It was my birthday a few weeks ago."

That, Hercules reflected, was perfectly true. Pythagoras' birthday had come and gone while they were at sea, marked as well as they could with a decent meal and a few homemade gifts. He was, however, a good deal more than eight.

"And what about you?" Hercules said, looking at Jason.

The child glared back at him without speaking.

"Cat got your tongue?" Hercules asked, grinning.

His smile fell away as the child continued to stare at him. He sighed. The last thing he really wanted to be dealing with was a sulky, bad tempered child. Somewhere behind Hercules there was a loud crash as one of the piles of treasure fell over. The dark haired child jumped, head whipping round to peer anxiously past Hercules.

"Sorry," Icarus' voice came across the cavern.

Hercules ignored him, focussing his whole attention on the two little boys in front of him.

Icarus is right, he thought. He is frightened… they both are.

Without even stopping to think about it, he moved forwards purposefully and laid a hand gently on Jason's shoulder. The child turned to look at him, eyes wide. Hercules could feel the boy's thin shoulder trembling slightly under his hand. He resisted the urge to wince.

"I am not going to hurt you," he tried to reassure both children. "And I am going to make sure that no-one else does either."

Jason stood still for a moment before launching himself at the startled wrestler and wrapping himself around Hercules, clinging limpet-like to his large friend. Hercules enveloped the lad in a hug. He half turned and opened his arm in silent invitation to the anxiously watching Pythagoras. In seconds he had his arms full of both children.

"Alright," Hercules said comfortingly. "Everything is going to be alright. I know that everything is scary but I promise it will be fine. I think we need to get you both out of here and to somewhere a bit nicer. How does that sound? We'll all go back to the boat and we'll see if we can't find you boys some proper clothes and something to eat," he went on, not waiting for an answer to his previous question. "And then we will get everything sorted out."

He gently detached the two children, stood up and nodded to Icarus.

"Alright, let's go," he said, taking a small hand in each of his and setting off back across the chamber and up the stairs with the two young boys on either side of him and Icarus bringing up the rear.

Once they were back in the corridor at the top Hercules stopped and turned towards Icarus, a deep frown creasing his forehead.

"Do you remember the way out of here?" he muttered.

"Once we get out of this passage?" Icarus murmured, brow furrowing as he thought. "Erm…"

"You don't know do you?" Hercules accused.

"Well do you?" Icarus demanded.

"No," Hercules admitted grudgingly. "But this place is a maze… I said so earlier."

He looked down to find the two children looking at him curiously.

"Are we lost?" Pythagoras asked.

"No, no, no," said Hercules. "I just… don't quite know where we are at the moment."

Pythagoras giggled.

"That is what being lost means, silly," he pointed out.

"He might be a child but he is still going to be clever," Icarus murmured to Hercules.

They started to walk towards the end of the passage, stopping once more when they got to the end, trying to work out whether to go left or right.

"I got lost once," Pythagoras chattered on, brightly. "Mother asked me to take Arcas outside and play with him. We went out into the fields and played for a long time but then we couldn't find our way home. Arcas was crying and it took hours and hours to find our way home. Mother was really scared when she couldn't find us outside and she told me I was a brave and clever boy for finding my way home… but she said I was not allowed to take Arcas into the fields to play again until I was bigger… Do you think I am big enough now that I am eight?"

Icarus exchanged a helpless look with Hercules.

"Um… maybe wait until you are a little older," he said.

Pythagoras nodded gravely but looked a little disappointed.

"Perhaps I will be big enough when I am nine," he said. "Or maybe Mother will think that I am grown up enough once I have got back to Samos from this journey with you… Do you think she might? She taught me what to do if I got lost again. She said that all I had to do was look at where the Sun was and I would know the direction… because if it is morning and I have not eaten my midday meal it will be in the east but if I have eaten and it is afternoon it will be in the west. Mother said that I can always work out what direction I am facing in because of where the Sun is."

"Which would be a lot more useful if we didn't have a roof over our heads and could actually see the Sun," Hercules muttered.

Pythagoras looked crestfallen.

"That would be a problem," he answered sadly.

Icarus glared at Hercules, who half shrugged and gave the inventor's son a blank look, clearly unaware that he had upset the little boy. Icarus nodded meaningfully at Pythagoras and saw the look of dawning comprehension come over the bulky wrestler's face.

"Yes, well I am sure it will come in very handy once we are back outside," Hercules rumbled. "It will help us to find the ship. It's a clever trick and… erm… you are a clever boy for remembering it."

Pythagoras positively glowed at the praise.

"Mother says that I am very clever," he said. "I know lots and lots of things… but there are a lot of things that I do not know… I want to though. I want to know everything."

Hercules found himself smiling indulgently; of course Pythagoras wanted to know everything – inquisitiveness was in his basic nature.

"Am I talking too much?" the little blonde asked, suddenly looking anxious. "Father is always telling me I talk too much. He says that no-one wants to hear my voice… and then he gets angry. He is always angry at me but I do not know why… I don't mean to make him angry."

Hercules felt a sudden brief surge of anger at the child's father. How could anyone have ever treated sweet, gentle Pythagoras that way?

"No," he growled. "You talk as much as you like. We do need to work out which way to go though."

Hercules peered down the left hand passageway before turning to look to the right. Both directions looked very much the same.

"I think we should go that way," he said, pointing to the right.

"Are you sure?" Icarus asked.

"No," Hercules admitted. "But since we don't know the right way to go, it seems to me that one way is as good as the other. If it starts to look wrong we can double back. Unless you have a better idea?"

Icarus sighed.

"No," he said. "Neither of us can remember the way so we should try to find our way out as best we can."

As they were talking, Jason had let go of Hercules' hand and stepped around the burly wrestler to peer curiously down the two corridors; first right and then left. He turned to look up at the two adults, currently talking to one another, then looked back down the left hand passageway again, before taking off down it at a fast trot.

"Jason!" Hercules yelled, reaching out to grab him just a second too late. "Come on," he growled to Icarus. "We need to catch him."

They set off running after the fleeing child expecting to catch him easily. Yet in every passageway they raced down, Jason seemed to be disappearing around the next corner, always just about in sight but well beyond reach.

"When we catch him, he's going to be sorry!" Hercules puffed. "I will not be letting him out of my sight again… even if I have to tie a bit of rope around his waist."

The corridors twisted and turned, this way and that, until the two adults had lost all sense of direction. Their pace was perhaps a little slower than it would normally have been, given that they were having to accommodate Pythagoras' currently much shorter legs, but even if they had been running as fast as they could, Icarus suspected they wouldn't have been able to keep up with Jason. He said as much to Hercules between gasping breaths. Hercules gave him a funny look.

"He's still touched by the Gods," the burly wrestler panted. "Just like Pythagoras is still clever, Jason is still going to be ridiculously fast and agile."

Finally the corridor they were in opened out into a large atrium, it's roof missing at one end and open to the sky. Weeds were growing up through the cracked marble of the floor and in one corner a tree was growing up through the rubble where the walls had once been – evidence of just how long this palace had been abandoned and how close it was to being completely reclaimed by nature.

Jason had sat down on the broken base of what must have once been a carved pillar and Pythagoras trotted over to join him. Icarus stood there with his mouth hanging open for a moment, before closing it with an audible snap and turning to share a startled look with Hercules. This was the way they had come into the palace.

"How did you do that?" he asked. "How did you know the way out?"

Jason shrugged and whispered something into Pythagoras' ear.

"He doesn't know," Pythagoras said. "It just looked like the right way."

"Is there any reason that Jason couldn't have told us that himself?" Hercules growled.

"He has been told he is not allowed to talk to strangers," Pythagoras stated.

"But he's talking to you," Hercules rumbled.

"But I am not a grown up," Pythagoras replied, with a look that said he felt Hercules was being particularly dense.

Hercules shot him a disbelieving look.

"Of course," he muttered to himself. "Because that makes perfect sense."

He marched purposefully over to the two boys and crouched down in front of them, reaching out to grasp Jason's shoulders firmly.

"Now listen," he said. "You cannot be running off like that. I know you found the way out for us and that's a good thing… but anything could have happened to you. You need to make sure an adult knows where you are and goes with you. If you have been told not to speak to strangers, then I am pretty sure you will have been told not to run off too."

The dark-haired child bit his lip and looked at the ground. Hercules grasped the boy's chin gently but firmly and tilted his face up until he was looking into his eyes.

"You scared me," he rumbled softly, "and I want you to promise not to run off like that again. Can you do that for me?"

Jason nodded.

"Yes," he whispered.

Hercules smiled and tousled the child's dark curls.

"Good lad," he said.

He stood up with a slight grunt and looked back across the room at Icarus before turning back to the children.

"Let's get back to our boat," he said.

"Is it a big boat?" Pythagoras asked as they stood up and began to make their way out of the atrium. "I do not think I have ever been on a boat. I have watched the fishing boats setting sail from our beach though. Is it bigger than a fishing boat?"

"It's a lot bigger than a fishing boat," Hercules answered with a grin. "Just you wait and see."

"How is it that I do not remember travelling on it before if I came here from Samos with you?" the blonde child asked.

Hercules gave Icarus a helpless look.

"Erm… I don't know," he said. "Maybe you just forgot."

Pythagoras frowned, his lower lip jutting out as he thought about what the burly wrestler had said.

"But why would I forget?" he asked. "It does not make sense."

"Well we think there was a curse on that cavern we were in," Icarus answered, trying to make up something that the child would accept. "It made you forget about the ship and the journey to get here… but you didn't completely forget everything, did you? After all you remembered that Hercules likes pies."

"That is true," Pythagoras replied thoughtfully. "But wouldn't a curse have affected you too?"

"It did," Icarus assured him. "Hercules couldn't remember how old you were could he? And neither of us could remember the way out."

"No," the blonde child admitted.

By this time they had left the ruined palace and made their way outside. Hercules looked at the path leading down to the coast and bit back a curse.

"What is it?" Icarus asked.

"Look," the big man groused, pointing to the path.

Icarus looked where Hercules was pointing blankly. The path was a dirt track littered with small stones.

"What?" he asked.

"They won't be able to walk down there," Hercules ground out, gesturing to the two children. "The ground is covered with stones and they're barefoot."

Icarus finally saw the problem.

"Oh," he replied.

"Oh indeed," Hercules growled. He looked at the two little boys calculatingly and finally came to a decision. "We'll have to carry them," he said. "Can you take Pythagoras if I take Jason?"

He looked down as he felt a tugging at the edge of his tunic. Jason was scowling up at him, lower lip jutting mutinously.

"I don't need to be carried," he said. "I'm not a baby. I can walk."

Hercules gave a long suffering sigh and crouched down next to the child.

"You listen to me," he rumbled. "No-one is saying you are a baby… but it's a very long walk to the boat and the stones on that path will cut your feet to shreds… and I'm not going to carry you like a baby either – you have a choice: you can either go on my back or on my shoulders… but you are not walking."

He watched Jason mulling it over.

"Tell you what," he added. "I don't really want to be carrying you for all that long either, so if we come to a bit where there aren't any stones you can walk then, alright?"

Jason hesitated for a moment and then nodded.

Hercules smiled.

"Alright then, Trouble," he said. "Back or shoulders?"

He studiously ignored the startled look that Icarus threw in his direction at the affectionate nickname he had called Jason.

"Can I have a piggy back?" Jason asked.

Hercules frowned slightly at the strange terminology. He supposed that Jason meant that he wanted to ride on his back but it was definitely a phrase he hadn't heard before.

"Back it is then," he said, turning slightly so that the lad could scramble up into place.

Then he stood up slowly, hands caught under the boy's legs to hold him in place. As he did so, Icarus swooped in on Pythagoras and lifted the other child up onto his shoulders.

They set off down the path towards the Argo. As Hercules had said, it was a long way from the palace to the beach. Nevertheless, he found himself smiling indulgently at the bright chatter of the two children as they pointed things out to each other and the two adults, making the time seem to pass more quickly. It would be a relief to be back on the ship though. After all, the quicker they got there, the quicker they could see about getting Pythagoras and Jason back to normal.

When they were about halfway there, they stopped to give Hercules and Icarus chance to get their breath; the two boys might not be all that heavy but it was still a long way to carry them. As soon as he was put down in the scrubby grass at the side of the path, Pythagoras went to examine something with Jason in tow. They were still in sight though, so Hercules wasn't too worried.

After a moment, he became aware that Icarus was directing a troubled look at the two boys.

"What's wrong?" the burly wrestler demanded.

"It's probably nothing," Icarus replied. "It was just something that struck me as a little odd that was all."

Hercules barked a laugh.

"Our friends have been transformed into children," he pointed out. "This whole situation is odd."

"I know that," Icarus said, rolling his eyes. "But… when we first spoke to Pythagoras after he was turned into a child, the first thing he did was to ask about his mother and brother."

"That's natural," Hercules declared. "To ask about his family. They will be the only people he really remembers after all."

"That is not what was odd," Icarus replied.

"Then what was?" Hercules demanded, beginning to lose patience.

"It would be natural for a child – for anyone really – to ask about the people who care for him; the people that he lives with; his family," Icarus went on. "So why didn't Jason?"

Hercules blinked.

"What?" he asked.

"Why didn't Jason ask about anyone?" Icarus said. "We told the boys that they were going to be staying with us for a time and he just looked resigned… like he was expecting it… and he didn't ask where any of his family were."

"Well he wouldn't ask about his mother," Hercules rumbled. "He didn't even know she was alive until a couple of months ago."

"Yes, but what about his father?" Icarus asked. "Or… even if his father was not there when he was growing up, there must have been someone who raised him. Why didn't he ask about them?"

Hercules' eyes narrowed as he thought about it.

"I don't know," he answered.

He shook himself.

"Interesting as this conversation is, we ought to be getting back to the boat," he growled.

"You are right," Icarus replied. "It is probably nothing anyway."

It didn't take them long to round up the two little boys and to set off once more.

As they came through the dunes at the edge of the beach and saw Argo pulled up onto the sand ahead of them both Hercules and Icarus heaved a sigh of relief. The burly wrestler hailed one of the sailors on deck and a ladder was dropped down over the side for them.

"Right," Hercules said to the two children. "Pythagoras goes up first with Icarus behind him, then Jason and I'll bring up the rear."

It wasn't all that long until they were all up on deck, the sailor who had dropped the ladder to them having lifted the children up over the rail. He looked at them curiously as he went back to his work but didn't say anything.

"Hercules?"

The burly wrestler heard Ariadne's voice behind him and resisted the urge to wince. He turned to greet his Queen with an almost manic smile, knowing that he was going to have to explain what had happened to her husband and not relishing the task.

"You are back sooner than I expected you to be," Ariadne murmured. "After you left we discovered that there is a town just beyond the dunes on the far side of the beach. Several of the crew have gone to obtain fresh supplies and Cassandra has gone with them to pray at the temple. I am afraid we were not expecting you back until nightfall or I would not have let them go. We could have set off again sooner if I had known."

"We found the ruins of the palace quicker than we thought," Hercules rumbled.

"You have the draught containing Aphrodite's tears then?" the young Queen asked.

"Yes," Hercules replied. "We do."

"But where are Jason and Pythagoras?" Ariadne asked.

She had noticed that her husband and his other best friend weren't there immediately but had presumed they were just behind Hercules in boarding the ship. Now, though, she began to worry.

"Ah," Hercules answered with a grimace. "Well it's a funny story…"

"Has something happened to them?" Ariadne asked, her voice growing increasingly concerned.

She spotted the two little boys standing behind Hercules.

"And who are these children?" she said. "You cannot simply bring random children along with us. They probably have families who are worrying about them. What were you thinking of?"

She looked again at the boys, noting that they were wearing what appeared to be Jason and Pythagoras' tunics.

"What is going on?" she demanded.

"I am afraid, My Lady, that that is a long story," Icarus murmured, "and it covers both who these children are and where Jason and Pythagoras are right now." He looked around the deck. "Perhaps we should go below," he suggested, "and we will explain everything."

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Monday, April 24th, 2017 09:24 pm
Title: A Little Problem (Chapter 1)
Author: Yassandra
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing/characters: Jason/Ariadne, Pythagoras/Icarus, Hercules, Cassandra
Rating: G
Warnings: N/A
Disclaimer: Not mine. BBC and Urban Myth Films own them.
Word count: 25317 (This chapter - 2935)
Summary: A routine mission away from the Argo goes awry when Hercules makes a mistake and triggers a curse. Now he's left with a little problem - well, two little problems really...

A/N Written for round six of the Small Fandoms Bang, and also for Hurt/Comfort Bingo for the 'de-age' prompt.

Chapter 1 - Tears of a Goddess

"Come on. It must be through here."

Jason moved lightly through the corridors of the long abandoned palace, his companions at his heels.

"We're never going to find it in this maze," Hercules complained. "I always say it's never too late to give up and go back. A man should know when he's beaten."

Jason shot an exasperated look at him.

"Cassandra said that if we wanted to get past the Scylla we need the draught containing Aphrodite's tears," he said, for what felt like the hundredth time. "It should be just up ahead in the treasury… but remember what she said – don't touch anything else in there!"

At the back of the group, Pythagoras exchanged a look with Icarus, rolling his eyes at Jason's single minded determination and Hercules' complaining; both were expected. Icarus' lips twitched as he suppressed the urge to laugh out loud.

In a way Hercules was right, Pythagoras reflected: the palace they found themselves in was vast and labyrinthine. It would be more than easy to get lost in here. Jason was moving forwards confidently, however, as though he knew exactly where he was going; as though he was being drawn onwards. But then he always did. Perhaps it was another aspect of being touched by the Gods? Pythagoras made the mental note to try to discuss it with his friend at a more opportune moment. If Jason's unnaturally acute sense of direction was a Gods given gift it could come in very handy in the future.

He would have to pick his moment though. Talking about the gifts that Jason had inherited from his mother was always a touchy subject. In fact anything to do with Pasiphae was a touchy subject as far as Jason was concerned. Pythagoras privately suspected it was because, at least in part, Jason was afraid of what he might do; what he might become. He had been lured away into darkness once and the mathematician believed that his friend was afraid of it happening again – however unlikely that seemed to everyone else.

They rounded another corner. Ahead of them the corridor seemed to end in a blank wall.

"What did I tell you!" Hercules whinged. "We're lost."

Fortunately, perhaps, his friends chose to ignore him.

Jason moved into the dead end. He looked at the wall to his left for a long moment and then turned to the right where an apparently new torch still unexpectedly sat in the sconce; a strange sight since everything else in this abandoned palace was rapidly rotting away. Jason's eyes narrowed as he peered at it, before turning back to look at the opposite wall.

"What is it?" Pythagoras asked, coming to stand at his shoulder.

"Don't know," Jason answered thoughtfully. "Something Cassandra said… about shadows showing the way forwards." He looked at the sconce again. "Can I have the torch for a minute?" he asked.

Icarus handed it to him without a word. Jason carefully lit the torch on the wall and handed it back with a half-smile of thanks. He peered at the sconce again then fumbled in a small pouch at his belt, taking out a small metal object. He bit his lip.

"Cassandra gave me this before we left Argo," he said softly. "She said that when there seemed to be no way forwards this would guide us."

"That's the problem with mystic oracles," Hercules grumbled. "Unless you can manage to pin them down, they're so vague that you can't really understand what they're going on about."

Pythagoras glanced at him disapprovingly. Up until now Cassandra had always seemed far more helpful and specific in her advice than the old Oracle had been, although he did have to admit that what she had told Jason this time seemed more than a little random.

"What are you thinking?" he asked his heroic friend, who was still looking between the sconce and the opposite wall.

"That there's a tiny socket at the front of the sconce that this would fit in perfectly," Jason murmured.

He stepped up to the sconce and slotted the little metal object into the socket with an audible click.

Pythagoras peered at it closely. It was a tiny effigy of Aphrodite, the smallest that Pythagoras had ever seen, her arms outstretched by her sides showing off her naked glory.

Jason exchanged a quick look with Pythagoras and turned to face the opposite wall. The light from the torch behind the little effigy cast her shadow large on the wall. Jason moved stepped over to it without speaking and examined the shadow carefully. He placed the palms of his hands flat against the shadow of the Goddess' and gently pushed. There was a grinding noise and then the entire section of wall swung away to reveal a set of steps cut from the rock that the palace was built on and plunging down into darkness.

"I guess we go that way then," Icarus remarked softly. Somehow it seemed almost sacrilegious to raise their voices in such a silent place.

Holding the torch aloft, the inventor's son began the descent down the steps, his companions at his heels.

The stairs opened out into a surprisingly large chamber. Icarus held the torch aloft and stared around in wonder. From somewhere behind him he heard one of his friends' gasp. The contents of the room were incredible. Gold and precious objects littered every surface; everywhere they looked revealed a new wonder.

"We found the treasury then," Icarus remarked dryly.

"Remember… we mustn't touch anything," Jason murmured earnestly. "We need to get the draught and get out of here."

Pythagoras rolled his eyes once more. Jason was stating the obvious again; they all knew why they were here after all. He peered around the chamber.

"How do we find it though?" he asked. "Do we know what the vial actually looks like? In all this treasure we could easily miss it. Hercules, stop that!" he added, spotting his old friend about to touch a golden cup. Perhaps Jason's warning had been needed after all, he reflected.

"I do not think that that is going to be a problem," Icarus murmured, wonder colouring his tone.

Pythagoras looked sharply at him. Icarus was standing still, staring at something in front of him. The mathematician followed his lover's gaze. He drew in a sharp breath.

On a pedestal on its own on the far side of the chamber there was a small, bejewelled bottle, well-sealed with wax. A shaft of light from somewhere above bathed it in luminescence, making the jewels glitter brightly. The pedestal itself was carved with depictions of Aphrodite herself, in many forms. Icarus was right. It was obvious that this was what they had come for. It had clearly been the most highly prized treasure in the chamber for the former occupants of the palace.

"What do you think happened to them?" Icarus asked, echoing Pythagoras' thoughts.

"Who?" Hercules demanded testily, coming to stand beside Pythagoras.

He still hadn't fully forgiven Icarus for his betrayal and generally avoided speaking to the young man wherever possible, so Pythagoras took any attempt to engage in conversation as a good sign.

"The people who lived here," Icarus answered. "They left everything of value behind. I can't see anyone doing that willingly."

"Does it matter?" Hercules demanded. "Let's just do what we came here to do and get back to the boat."

"That may be more difficult than it seems," Pythagoras murmured, staring hard at the pedestal.

In front of it a chasm opened up in the floor. The four men approached carefully and peered down into it. The bottom was out of sight.

"Looks deep," Icarus mumbled.

Pythagoras resisted the urge to roll his eyes again. Sometimes he didn't know whether the award for stating the obvious should go to Jason or Icarus. He turned his attention to the beam that spanned the chasm, stretching from the floor of the main chamber where they stood to the small platform that the pedestal stood on. It looked none to stable; it appeared to have been charred at some point and looked more than a little rotten.

"That does not look safe to use," he stated, "so we must look for another way to cross."

"Maybe we could build a bridge," Icarus said.

"Build a bridge?" Hercules spluttered. "Build a bridge? And I suppose you have all the things we would need to build a bridge in your bag, do you?"

Icarus flushed.

"Hercules!" Pythagoras admonished sharply. "Icarus was only trying to help."

"It was a ridiculous idea," Hercules replied loudly.

Icarus rolled his eyes. He was growing used to the fact that any idea he had would automatically be ridiculed by Hercules. Pythagoras had been quick to tell him that Hercules would forgive him eventually but he couldn't help but wish that the big man would get on with it.

"And do you have any better ideas?" Pythagoras demanded of his older friend. "It may not be such a ridiculous idea as you seem to think. If we were to search upstairs, we might perhaps find some wood that we could use to put a makeshift bridge together."

Hercules snorted.

"I might have known you'd take his side," he growled.

As the two old friends descended into bickering (not an unusual occurrence by any means), Icarus was distracted by a movement that he caught out of the corner of his eye. He turned with a frown to see Jason pulling the strap of his sword up over his head.

"Would you mind holding this?" the young hero asked softly, handing the sword to Icarus.

Icarus blinked in surprise.

"Of course," he muttered, taking it off Jason.

Jason flashed him one of his soft, almost shy smiles and moved to unlace his breastplate, completely ignoring his arguing friends. He slipped the armour over his head and held it out to Icarus too.

"And this?" he asked, before bending and unlacing his sandals and stepping out of them.

"Why are you getting undressed?" Icarus asked in confusion.

"I need to be able to move as freely as possible," Jason responded.

Finally alerted to the fact that his impulsive friend was up to something, Pythagoras turned away from the still spluttering Hercules.

"Jason? What are you doing?" he asked suspiciously.

"Going over there to get Aphrodite's tears," Jason answered serenely, moving behind the rest of them and backing up to give himself a good run up. He started to rock from the heel of one foot to the ball of the other, hands swinging loosely at his sides and his eyes intent as he stared at the beam across the chasm.

"Are you mad?" Hercules demanded. "It'll never hold your weight."

"Trust me," Jason replied with a soft smile, never taking his eyes off his target.

"Jason," Pythagoras began, moving towards his friend.

Before he could get there though, Jason took off, racing towards the chasm at full speed. At the last possible moment he jumped and flicked in the air, bringing his hands down in the centre of the beam and pushing back off them into a spectacular somersault. He had landed on the other side before any of his friends had had chance to catch their breath.

"Show off!" Hercules called across the gap.

Jason shot him a bright, lop-sided grin over his shoulder. Then he turned back to the pedestal in front of him. He licked his lips, reached out and carefully lifted up the vial, half expecting to set off some sort of booby trap like in the Indiana Jones films he used to watch as a kid.

Nothing happened.

He turned back to face his friends. Getting back across was going to be much trickier than getting over here, he decided. The platform was decidedly on the small side and the pedestal was in the way, meaning that he couldn't get a decent run up.

Oh well, nothing ventured and all that.

Jason carefully tucked the small vial inside the lacings of his wrist brace, relying in the tight strip of leather to keep it in place. He backed up as far as the pedestal would allow and ran towards the beam, knowing that the lack of run up would mean that he couldn't launch himself as far as he had when he had crossed the first time.

This time he only made it about a third of the way down the beam before his hands came down. He pushed himself off into a handspring, hoping his momentum would carry him far enough along the beam. As his feet came down though, he heard the wood crack and desperately launched himself forwards towards the floor of the chamber where his friends waited even as the beam gave way and fell into the chasm beneath him.

He nearly made it back to safety but the jump was just that bit too far and he found himself scrabbling frantically at the edge of the chasm with his fingers, before Hercules' strong hand caught hold of his wrist and hauled him back to safety.

"Idiot," the bulky wrestler grumbled testily once Jason was back on solid ground.

"That was an unnecessary risk." Pythagoras sounded irritated.

Jason shrugged.

"It worked, didn't it?" he replied nonchalantly.

"Yes," Pythagoras retorted, "but it very easily could have resulted in the loss of the vial… or your death… or both. We could have come up with a far less risky solution if only you had given me the time to think. We are supposed to be working together. You simply cannot keep making unilateral decisions without consulting anyone else… and you really cannot keep taking that sort of risk. How do you think we could have explained it to Ariadne if anything had happened to you then? And how do you think she would have taken the news?"

Jason sighed. This was not an argument he wanted to have now (or at any time if the truth be told). He still felt that what he had done was right (because he had recovered the draught that they needed after all) but knew that Pythagoras would never agree – he recognised the signs of an imminent storm from his usually gentle friend.

"It's done now," he murmured, turning away from the mathematician and towards Icarus (who also looked a bit cross, Jason couldn't help but notice). "Let's get back to the Argo."

Pythagoras glared at his back for a moment, before stalking off, grumbling under his breath.

Jason sighed again and reached inside his wrist brace, pulling out the little bejewelled vial and handing it to Icarus to put into the bag that the inventor's son carried. Icarus took it without comment, one eyebrow raised.

Before Jason could take any of his belongings back from Icarus, Pythagoras' voice rang out through the chamber once more.

"Hercules! No!"

The genius sounded horrified. Both Jason and Icarus turned automatically to look towards him.

Hercules had clearly been examining the treasures on the far side of the chamber. On a gilded plate there were several gold apples, so lifelike that it almost seemed you could take a bite out of one of them. Apparently forgetting Cassandra's admonition not to touch anything, Hercules was reaching out unthinkingly to pick one of them up when Pythagoras called out.

The blonde was not far from Hercules and was moving to try to stop his old friend from making a possibly fatal error. Jason didn't stop to think. Forgetting Icarus for a moment, he darted across the room, intent on helping Pythagoras in stopping Hercules.

Quick as both young men were, they were still too late. Hercules picked up one of the golden apples to have a good look at it before either one of them could get there. The apple started to glow. Hercules dropped it in surprise just as Jason barrelled into him, knocking him flying.

The flare of bright, white light that bathed the room stabbed Icarus' eyes and he flung one arm up over his face to protect them. When the light finally faded enough to allow him to drop his arm, blinking painfully and eyes still watering, his gaze met Hercules' shocked face before turning slightly to look for his lover.

He froze.

Where was Pythagoras?

He turned to look in horror at Hercules. It seemed as though the two of them were alone in the room; as though the other two had completely disappeared from the chamber.

The burly wrestler pushed himself to his feet and purposefully made his way across to where he had been standing before. He peered around a pile of treasure, clearly searching for his friends. Icarus started to move to his side.

"What in the name of the Gods?"

Hercules' horrified exclamation brought Icarus to his side in an instant. He peered around the pile of treasure himself, his heart in his throat at the thought of what he might see; of what might have befallen Pythagoras.

Whatever he had been expecting it was not this.

Standing in a puddle of clothing, with Pythagoras' tunic hanging down past his calves, was a small blonde boy with the bluest eyes Icarus had ever seen.

The child blinked.

"Who are you?" he said, his voice tremulous. "Where is my mother? And where is Arcas?"

Icarus gulped. This was not good. Alongside him, Hercules swore loudly. The child frowned deeply.

"My mother says that only uncouth men swear," he stated, "and that I should not speak to them."

Icarus gulped again.

"Pythagoras?" he asked. "Is that you?"


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Friday, April 14th, 2017 11:04 am
Title: Time's Wingèd Chariot
Author: Yassandra
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing/characters: Jason/Ariadne, Pythagoras/Icarus, Hercules, Atalanta, Cassandra, Mac
Rating: T
Warnings: Major Illness, Main Character Death, Some Swearing
Disclaimer: Not mine. BBC and Urban Myth Films own them.
Word count: 25793
Summary: Jason knew he was ill before he ever arrived in Atlantis - knew that he was dying - but since arriving there he hasn't really felt ill. When things start to go wrong though and he suddenly finds himself getting much worse, how will the people that know and love him best react to the news? And just how far will they all go to save his life - whether Jason wants it or not?

A/N Written for round six of the Small Fandoms Big Bang, and also for Hurt/Comfort Bingo for the 'sacrifice' prompt. It also fills the following prompt on the Atlantis Bucket List: "The reason Jason keeps risking his life (taking the sub down, taking the black stone…) is that he’s already dying (of cancer or something)".
Please go and check out the lovely artwork by knowmefirst here on Dreamwidth and give the artist some appreciation too :-)





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Friday, April 14th, 2017 10:56 am
Title: Time's Wingèd Chariot (Chapter 3 - Part 2)
Author: Yassandra
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing/characters: Jason/Ariadne, Pythagoras/Icarus, Hercules, Atalanta, Cassandra, Mac
Rating: T
Warnings: Major Illness, Main Character Death, Some Swearing
Disclaimer: Not mine. BBC and Urban Myth Films own them.
Word count: 25793 (This chapter (both parts) - 10430)
Summary: Jason knew he was ill before he ever arrived in Atlantis - knew that he was dying - but since arriving there he hasn't really felt ill. When things start to go wrong though and he suddenly finds himself getting much worse, how will the people that know and love him best react to the news? And just how far will they all go to save his life - whether Jason wants it or not?

A/N Written for round six of the Small Fandoms Big Bang, and also for Hurt/Comfort Bingo for the 'sacrifice' prompt. It also fills the following prompt on the Atlantis Bucket List: "The reason Jason keeps risking his life (taking the sub down, taking the black stone…) is that he’s already dying (of cancer or something)".
Please go and check out the lovely artwork by knowmefirst here on Dreamwidth and give the artist some appreciation too :-)



Chapter 3 - The End of the Beginning (Part 2)

Why is it that strange and mystical temples are always deep in the woods? Jason can’t help wondering this as they creep towards the structure.

They’ve pulled the Argo up onto a beach in a small secluded cove and a small group of them have headed off to search for the Temple of Hera, leaving Diocles in charge.

This is Scythian territory so they need to be careful; want to try to avoid any encounters if they can help it. Hercules is stumping along at the rear of their little group while Icarus scouts ahead. It is a task that the young man has volunteered for. Jason would normally like to do it himself but even he can see the wisdom of letting someone else take the lead at the moment.

Today is quite a good day so far. In the past couple of months since everyone learned the truth, he’s had more bad days than he would have liked – days when he just can’t seem to catch his breath; when it hurts so badly it’s all he can do not to scream; days when everything is just too much effort and exhaustion grips him. He’s lost a lot of weight too (knows it because his clothes and armour are far looser than they used to be) and never seems to have much of an appetite to speak of. Sometimes he catches one of his friends watching him anxiously and wants to reassure them that everything will be alright – but really, how can he?

This morning though, he feels just a little bit tired rather than downright unwell and he’s glad of it because there’s work to be done. He glances around the group, mentally assessing their strengths. Atalanta and Ariadne are both carrying bows (Ariadne is dressed in a man’s tunic and trousers that she’s managed to find from somewhere and damn it all but even dressed like that she’s still the most beautiful thing Jason’s ever seen), and Hercules, Pythagoras, Icarus and Jason himself all have their swords. The weakest link (as far as Jason can see) is Cassandra. To be honest he’s been a bit worried about bringing the (unarmed) Oracle of Poseidon into a potentially dangerous situation.

So far everything seems to be going well (almost too well, the cynical part of his mind thinks) and now they have arrived at the Temple of Hera without ever seeing a Scythian (and Jason thanks whatever Gods might be listening for that small mercy).

The building itself is surprisingly well kept and brightly lit. The priest who greets them at the door shows no surprise at their arrival and directs them straight into the main body of the Temple. Jason is immediately suspicious – his luck is never this good.

“Welcome to the Temple of Hera,” the priest intones.

His voice is very deep and sonorous and reminds Jason of Melas (he wonders if it’s a qualification that all chief priests need). From the look on Cassandra’s face it seems that he isn’t the only one who sees the likeness.

“My name is Brygos and I am the High Priest. Ask what you will of me. I am bound by my duty to the Goddess to answer.”

“You know who we are?” Jason asks suspiciously.

A smile touches Brygos’ lips.

“Indeed,” he says. “Your coming here has long been foretold. You have the favour of Hera.”

Jason tries to keep himself from visibly grimacing; he has been in ancient Greece for long enough to know that to be favoured by the Gods (to even be noticed by them) is a double edged sword.

“My Lady.” Brygos turns to Cassandra reverently and genuflects deeply. “Our Temple is honoured by your presence.”

“You have what we are here for?” Cassandra asks softly.

“Everything is in readiness, My Lady,” the priest answers. “It has long been known that you would one day come to retrieve both the items that are in our care.”

“Forgive me, I think you have made a mistake,” Jason says with some confusion. “We have come in search of a lyre that can see us safely past the sirens. Nothing else.”

Brygos turns and gives him a knowing look.

“What you require is here,” he says. “Come, I will take you to it.”

He ushers them towards a side chamber, moving quickly enough that Jason finds himself growing short of breath once more as he tries to keep up.

“Do you have any trouble with the Scythians?” Pythagoras asks the priest as they walk.

“They usually leave us alone,” Brygos answers. “While they do not worship the Gods, they also do not wish to risk angering them. They have attacked the Temple twice over the past few years but were repelled on both occasions.”

They enter the side chamber and Brygos makes his way to a small altar in the centre of the room. On the altar is a golden lyre, beautifully decorated, and a small, non-descript earthenware kylix – a broad bowl-shaped vessel with a handle on each side and a foot at the base. It is plain and unadorned – peasant ware – yet Ariadne finds her eyes being drawn to it.

“The lyre is yours to take,” Brygos says gently, “but the cup must remain here once the ritual is completed.”

“What ritual?” Jason asks. He looks around the group suddenly realising that he’s the only one in the room who doesn’t seem to know what’s going on (and that is most definitely an uncomfortable feeling).

“The cup belongs to Panacea, daughter of Asclepius,” Pythagoras explains in his ‘school-teacher’ voice.

Jason looks confused.

“Wait… who’s Asclepius?” he asks.

Hercules snorts and shakes his head.

“I will never cease to be amazed by your ignorance and stupidity,” he says.

Jason ignores him and looks back at Pythagoras (on the whole he’s got better at not asking what Hercules deems to be stupid questions over the last year or so and doesn’t often hear the bulky wrestler bemoaning his ignorance these days).

“He is the God of the healing arts,” Pythagoras explains.

“And Panacea is his daughter?” Jason asks.

“Yes,” Pythagoras responds. “Goddess of universal remedy. It is said that she can heal any illness.”

“How?” Jason asks. He can’t help but be interested under the circumstances; can’t help but hope that Pythagoras is right.

“It is said that she uses a poultice or potion, depending upon the illness,” Pythagoras murmurs. “Cassandra has told us that this cup is the vessel for Panacea’s remedy. She foresaw us using it.”

“Why didn’t you tell me this sooner?” Jason demands.

“Because hope is a fickle mistress,” Pythagoras replies. “I did not know if we would be able to retrieve the cup or not and it seemed cruel to get your hopes up when it might have come to nothing.”

“So the story about needing the lyre to get past the sirens was a lie then?” Jason asks.

“No,” Pythagoras insists. “It was all true. Cassandra’s gifts make her incapable of lying.”

“Come,” Brygos interrupts them softly. “We must prepare for the ritual.”

“What is this ritual?” Jason enquires.

“The blood of the person who is to be healed must be mingled with the blood of the sacrifice and added to the kykeon within the cup and Panacea called upon to bless it,” Brygos replies. “Then it must be drunk for its healing power to take effect.”

“Sacrifice?” Jason asks suspiciously.

“The Fates demand a price for altering the natural course of events,” Cassandra murmurs quietly, although her voice is heard clearly. “They demand a blood sacrifice. A life for a life.”

Jason stares at her with growing horror, before turning back to his other friends angrily.

“So you are telling me that someone has to die for this to work?” he demands. “Did you actually think I would go along with this?”

“Jason,” Ariadne begins.

“No,” Jason growls, beyond angry. “This is not happening. I am sorry but if the price is someone’s life then I am not paying it!”

“So the rest of us are supposed to just sit around and do nothing?” Hercules responds hotly. “You expect us to watch you die without trying to stop it?”

Before Jason can respond, Icarus bursts into the chamber. He had chosen to keep a lookout at the main door of the Temple but now he has left his post.

“We have company,” he blurts. “There is a hoard of Scythians heading this way.”

Jason glares at his companions briefly. He’s still pretty pissed off at them but there are more pressing concerns right now. He turns back to Icarus.

“Show me,” he says.

They hurry out of the chamber and back across the main Temple to the doors. Jason peers out through the crack in the door to look at the approaching Scythians. It is a raiding party and contains more men than he would like to see. He swears loudly and slams the door.

“Right,” he says, turning back to the room. “It looks like they’re aiming for the Temple all right.” He looks apologetically at Brygos. “They may have stumbled across our tracks and followed us here.”

“It is of no matter,” the priest replies. “No doubt they would have attacked us sooner or later anyway.”

“How many of them are there?” Pythagoras asks.

“More than I would really like to be facing,” Jason admits. “The only advantage we’ve got is that they will only be able to get through the door a few at a time.” He turns to Atalanta and Ariadne. “I know this room is a little small for archery but do what you can. Pick as many as you can off as they come through the doors. You will not get all of them but hopefully it should still whittle them down a bit.”

He moves over to Cassandra and puts a hand on her shoulder.

“We will try to protect you if we can,” he says, “but I do not know how successful we will be.”

“Do not worry,” Brygos says in his deep, mellifluous voice. “The Gods will protect her… as will I.”

Jason isn’t sure how much protection the priest will be but beggars can’t be choosers so he nods his agreement and turns back to face the main doors, taking up a position beside Hercules.

“You shouldn’t be in the forefront of this,” the big man mutters. “You should stay back and protect the Oracle.”

Jason shoots him an irritated look. He knows that Hercules is only speaking out of concern but this really isn’t the time or place.

Then the door bursts open and Scythian warriors burst in, and there isn’t time left to think. The world reduces to the battle that rages around Jason (as it so often does when he is in the middle of a skirmish). As he predicted, the Scythians can only come through the door a few at a time and they are met with a barrage of arrows from Atalanta and Ariadne (and just how does Atalanta manage to fire so fast and so accurately? Her hands are almost a blur). It reduces their numbers significantly – although enough still get through to keep the men in the group busy too.

The Scythians seem to be never-ending. As Jason hacks and stabs and parries, he can feel himself tiring rapidly, his breath coming in short panting gasps that catch in the back of his throat. It feels like he’s caught in a vice; like there’s an ever-tightening band of metal around his chest and no matter how hard he tries he just can’t seem to get enough air into his lungs. He’s growing increasingly dizzy and off balance, still fighting but losing all finesse and grace. When he looks up though, he can see a light at the end of the tunnel: no more Scythians are pouring in through the door; they have nearly beaten them.

He turns to face another attacker; a burly man with no hair and very few teeth dressed in badly cured animal skins. Jason is flailing a little more than usual but still has more than enough skill to dispatch this Scythian to Hades.

Then it happens. As they both turn, the Scythian manages to catch Jason on the side of the head with the butt of his sword. He stumbles back against a pillar, forcefully driving what is left of his breath from his lungs. His sword tip lowers to the floor and he stares blankly at the Scythian warrior, stunned; trying to draw in a breath that doesn’t want to come. The Scythian gives a feral smirk and raises his sword, preparing to drive it through Jason’s body.

As he strikes, though, Atalanta manages to get there, stepping between Jason and the Scythian. The sword sinks into her stomach even as she drives the arrow she is holding through the Scythian’s throat, killing him. She staggers backwards, hands clutching the wound in her abdomen that is pouring blood, and collapses against a wall. Jason vaguely hears Hercules’ enraged cry as he takes on the last of the Scythians but cannot focus on anything apart from the fallen woman. He crawls across to her and sits at her side, hearing only his own wheezing breathing, his vision blurring alarmingly as he moves.

Atalanta smiles that mysterious, enigmatic smile she sometimes gives.

“I have done what my Goddess requested of me,” she gasps, back arching slightly as she rides out a wave of agony.

The wound in her stomach is clearly fatal and she knows it. Jason can’t bring himself to lie to her – to tell her that everything will be alright – and, even if he wanted to, he simply doesn’t have the breath right now to form a full sentence.

“You… have,” he manages to pant.

Atalanta’s clear eyes meet his and her smile widens slightly. She reaches out with one blood-stained hand and grazes the knuckles down the side of his face in a soft caress, the same way she did the first time she saved his life – when she healed him back in the Forest of Calydon more than a year ago.

“My Goddess Artemis told me that I must protect you from harm,” she says, echoing her words from that first meeting. “I have done all I can. Now you must go on to Colchis and destroy the Fleece.”

Jason nods wordlessly. A solid lump seems to be sitting in his throat and tears are slipping down his cheeks. The world seems to have narrowed down to just the two of them. He knows that the rest of his companions are still nearby (and possibly still fighting Scythians) but all that seems to matter to him right now is the dying woman in front of him.

“I hope you find peace with your Goddess,” he says hoarsely (and it is not lost on him that he has said these words before – only then it was under very different circumstances and to a very different woman).

“She has been at my side all my life. She will not leave me now,” Atalanta assures him.

She looks over Jason’s shoulder at something that he suspects only she can see and her smile grows very bright. Then the light in her eyes dims and slowly flickers out as her breathing stills, head dropping forwards onto her chest, face hidden by the curtain of her long hair.

“Is everyone alright?” Jason can hear Pythagoras in the background, checking on his companions.

Then Ariadne gasps and Hercules gives a strangled cry. Jason can’t seem to summon up the energy to look up to see where they are; can’t take his eyes off Atalanta’s still body. He is exhausted and his breath is coming in short wheezing pants, and it would be all too easy to lie down next to the huntress and let himself drift.

A hand on his shoulder startles him back into some form of reality and he looks up to find Brygos watching him with concern and compassion. The priest is carrying the kylix from the altar, which he uses to gather up some of Atalanta’s blood. Jason watches him dumbly, feeling he should probably protest but not quite being able to form the words.

“Give me your hand,” Brygos instructs, turning back to Jason. “Quickly now.” He looks at Atalanta’s body and then back to the young man. “She gave her life for you… do not let her sacrifice be in vain.”

He takes a knife from Cassandra, who is hovering behind him, and grabs hold of Jason’s wrist with his free hand, turning it so the young man’s hand is palm up and holding it tightly in place. He draws the blade across Jason’s palm, maintaining his grip on Jason’s wrist when the young man flinches, and hands the knife back to Cassandra, closing his now empty hand around Jason’s and forcing it into a fist; applying pressure to Jason’s fingers to force the blood to drain from the cut on his palm into the cup.

Moving swiftly, Brygos hands the cup to Cassandra and stands. As Jason watches, body and mind heavy, the chief priest goes to join the girl. Cassandra places the kylix on the main bomos and stands back with her hands outstretched at her sides, as Brygos comes forwards and stands before the altar, hands raised in supplication, palms upwards, and begins to chant; to pray to Panacea for her blessing.

Ariadne has come to join Jason where he is sitting (half slumping really). She nestles into his side and wraps her arm around his waist. Jason leans into her, resting his head against her shoulder and lets his eyes drift closed, only to open them again at the feel of her hand carding through his hair. He still can’t seem to get enough air and it almost feels like his lungs are full of fluid (wonders idly if this is what drowning feels like).

The chanting finishes and Brygos strides back across the room carrying the cup, coming to a stop before the young couple and dropping down to his knees. Pythagoras hovers near his shoulder.

“Drink,” the priest says firmly, holding the kylix up to Jason’s lips.

Jason swallows a mouthful, gags and tries to turn his head away, only to be thwarted when the priest’s other hand catches the back of his neck and holds him firmly in place.

“You must drink all of it,” Brygos instructs.

Jason frowns but does as he’s told. As the last disgusting mouthful goes down, a wave of burning heat sweeps over him and agony grips him. He stares at the priest desperately, unable to speak. He is on fire and the only sound that he can still hear is his own laboured breathing. The world darkens around him and his vision shuts down as his heart begins to slow, stutter and finally to stop altogether, and he slumps forwards into Brygos’ waiting arms.

“What have you done?” Pythagoras demands, horrified, reaching out to pull the priest away from his friend.

“Wait,” Brygos commands harshly, eyes intently watching the still form in his arms.

He lays Jason gently on the ground, his head in Ariadne’s lap, and straightens, muttering prayers.

“You must trust him,” Cassandra says as the priest continues to chant softly. “He knows what he is doing. It is all in the hands of Panacea now.”

Brygos falls silent, still watching Jason. For a long moment nobody moves, then Jason’s eyes fly open as he draws in a great gasping breath. Ariadne gives a low cry and reaches out to her husband, watching as he rapidly regains the colour he has lost over the past few weeks; his lips and fingertips changing from the slightly blue tint they have had lately into a healthy pink. Jason takes several deep breaths before pushing himself back into a sitting position, legs bent and arms resting on his knees.

“What just happened?” he asks, his voice strong and firm – lacking the breathless quality that it has held too often recently.

“You died,” Ariadne half sobs, her fear still evident.

Jason blinks.

“What?” he asks.

“Panacea consented to help us and blessed the remedy,” Brygos answers. He looks sadly at Atalanta’s body. “The price was high indeed, but the reward was also great.” He turns back to Jason. “Live long and live well,” he says. “You carry Hera’s blessing and favour with you.”


Pythagoras slips up onto the main deck of the Argo in search of his friend. It is late in the evening three days since they laid Atalanta to rest and set sail once more. The stars shine brightly in the heavens and the waves lap gently against the side of the ship.

He finds Jason sitting in the prow, looking up at the stars, his eyes lost in thought, and stops for a moment to watch his friend. Jason looks healthier than he has for a long time. He’s still painfully thin and probably will be for a while yet – his appetite has returned with a vengeance (much to everyone’s pleasure) but regaining lost weight takes time (time that Pythagoras is more than happy to think that his friend now has). Still, he no longer has a drawn look about him; his eyes are bright and he has colour in his cheeks once more. He turns his head and smiles widely as he spots Pythagoras peering at him and waves his friend over to join him.

Pythagoras smiles and moves forwards, settling himself down comfortably alongside Jason.

“Ariadne will be wondering where you have got to,” the mathematician says lightly.

“I was just looking at the stars,” Jason answers. “I’ll be in in a moment.”

They lapse into silence for a few minutes. Presently, Pythagoras looks across at his friend, noting that Jason appears to have lost himself in thought once more.

“Are you alright?” he asks.

Jason looks at him out of the corner of his eyes.

“Yeah,” he says. “I was just thinking about Atalanta.”

“She was an incredible woman and a fine warrior,” Pythagoras replies.

“She was,” Jason says. “I hope she has found peace… That her Goddess came for her.”

“I do not think you need to worry about Atalanta,” Pythagoras answers, looking up at the stars. “I was speaking with Cassandra earlier and she told me that Atalanta was destined for the Isles of the Blessed.”

“The Isles of what?” Jason asks with a confused look.

“The Isles of the Blessed,” Pythagoras replies. “When we die,” he continues, “we are taken across the river into Hades.”

“Yes I know,” Jason answers. “I have been there, remember?”

“Within Hades, the worst souls – those destined for eternal torment – go to Tartarus,” Pythagoras goes on.

“Been there too,” Jason mutters.

Pythagoras ignores the interruption.

“The souls of those who have lead a good life go to Elysium,” he says. “It is the part of Hades reserved for those who deserve it.” He looks straight at Jason. “But the greatest souls – the bravest heroes – do not go to Hades at all… they go to the Isles of the Blessed – the Fortunate Isles. They are a winterless earthly paradise where the heroes of legend live forever with all the pleasures they could ever wish. Atalanta will be reunited with her Goddess there.”

Jason smiles softly and nods.

“Good,” he says. “That is good.”

They sit in comfortable silence for a few moments longer, both looking at the stars and thinking.

“So what now?” Pythagoras asks, half turning his head to look at his friend. “Where do we go from here?”

“Colchis,” Jason answers with certainty. “We find the Golden Fleece and we end this.”

“And after that?” Pythagoras says. “What will you do once we have defeated Pasiphae once and for all?”

Jason blinks.

“I… don’t know,” he says slowly. “It has been so long since I actually thought I had a future that I have never let myself think that far ahead.”

Pythagoras grins. He gets up and turns, offering his friend a hand to pull him to his feet.

“Well you had better start thinking about it,” he advises, “because I suspect that sooner or later Ariadne is going to want to start thinking about the next heir to Atlantis.”

He laughs at Jason’s startled expression and claps his friend on the back as they head below decks together.


Jason stands in a window overlooking the city with his new-born daughter in his arms. From up here Atlantis is beautiful and in the distance, beyond the city walls, he can see the sea; the bright moonlight dancing on the crests of the waves.

“This will all be yours one day,” he murmurs softly.

The baby blinks at him sleepily and yawns. Jason looks down at her and smiles, rocking her gently. A soft noise behind him alerts him to someone’s presence.

“I thought we would find you here.” Pythagoras speaks quietly, in deference to the late hour.

“I wanted to show her Atlantis,” Jason replies, tearing his eyes from his daughter to look out at the view again.

“How is Ariadne?” Hercules rumbles from somewhere behind Pythagoras.

“Sleeping,” Jason murmurs, smiling down at his daughter. “She’s been a bit busy today.”

He turns to face his friends with an enormous smile and eyes full of wonder.

“Would you like to meet our daughter?” he asks.

“Thought you’d never ask,” Hercules grumbles, but he still reaches out to take the baby off Jason and turns away, cooing at the child.

“Does she have a name yet?” Pythagoras asks, coming up to Jason and slinging an arm around his shoulders.

“Give us a chance,” Jason answers. “She’s only two hours old.”

“I’d have thought you would have already picked out a name,” Hercules says, rocking the baby. He looks down at the tiny child. “You’re a beautiful girl, aren’t you? Yes you are. Yes you are.”

Jason grimaces.

“We couldn’t agree on one we both liked before she was born,” he admits.

His two closest friends exchange a look.

“What?” Jason asks.

“Jason… it is tradition that the father names a child,” Pythagoras says. “It is his sole prerogative.”

Jason frowns.

“Without even talking to the mother?” he asks incredulously. “I couldn’t do that to Ariadne,” he adds, shaking his head. “She has as much right as I do to pick out a name.”

“It is very nice that you should feel that way but it is not customary,” Pythagoras states.

Hercules snorts – albeit quietly to avoid waking the now sleeping baby in his arms.

“Since when has he ever worried about custom?” he demands. “I’m still amazed that the nobles didn’t have apoplexy the first time they met him properly after Pasiphae was finally defeated.”

“They nearly did when they realised that Ariadne and I share the same bedroom all the time. They thought we should have separate rooms and only share a bedroom when… well… you know,” Jason mutters. “They seemed pretty horrified that we only have one set of chambers between us. Apparently it’s ‘unseemly’.”

“You should try not to antagonise them too much,” Pythagoras advises. “You still need their support.”

“I know that,” Jason answers. “And I do not intend to upset them… but mine and Ariadne’s sleeping arrangements are our business and nobody else’s. How we choose to live in our own home is for us to decide. I will do everything that is required of me in public but my private life is my own affair.”

Pythagoras chooses to let the subject drop. He can see Jason’s point (and privately agrees with him) but his friend still hasn’t fully grasped the fact that as King his life is no longer completely his own.

“Ariadne is in good health then?” he asks. “I can see that the babe is well enough, but the birth itself… it went well?”

“Yeah,” Jason replies. “I don’t think the midwives like me very much at the moment though.”

“What did you do?” Pythagoras says with resignation.

“Nothing,” Jason answers defensively. “It’s just that they were trying to kick me out of the room when she was being born,” he nods at the baby, “and I told them I wasn’t leaving.”

Pythagoras looks momentarily aghast.

“Surely that was inappropriate?” he mutters. “The birthing chamber is no place for a man.”

Jason raises an eyebrow as he takes his daughter back off Hercules, gently rocking her in his arms. The chief midwife has shown him how to hold the baby properly – how to support her head and hold her securely – and he concentrates on getting it just right.

“Why is it inappropriate?” he demands. “It was normal where I come from… Anyway, I told them that I was there at the conception so I was damned well going to be there for the birth.”

Pythagoras sighs and shakes his head. Sometimes he despairs of ever teaching Jason what is acceptable behaviour in Atlantis.

“Where’s Icarus?” Jason asks with a frown. “I thought he would be with you. I haven’t seen much of him lately. Is he alright?”

Pythagoras smiles.

“He is perfectly well,” he responds. “His father needed him. Apparently Daedalus has been working on an improved version of those wings he created and he required Icarus’ help.”

He is surprised when Jason’s frown deepens even further.

“What is it?” he asks. “What is wrong?”

“It is nothing,” Jason replies. “It is just… maybe when it comes time to test the wings, Daedalus should get someone else to do it. Not Icarus I mean. After last time, it might be pushing his luck a bit to try flying again.”

Pythagoras grins.

“Do not worry,” he says. “I have no intention of letting Icarus anywhere near the test flight. Icarus frightened me enough last time and I have no desire to see him fall like that again.”

“Good,” Jason replies.

He looks down at his daughter and can’t keep the smile from forming as a sense of wonderment fills him once more.

“She’s so perfect,” he murmurs, half to himself. “I can’t believe Ariadne and I actually made her.”

“She’s all yours,” Hercules says, his voice uncharacteristically gentle and full of emotion. “Yours and Ariadne’s… and she is going to be the most beautiful and the most precious girl ever… and no man will ever be good enough for her. You’re going to spend half your life wondering how you managed to get lucky enough to have such a lovely daughter and the other half with your sword in your hand, chasing off unsuitable young men who come along to try to steal her away.”

Jason chuckles.

“You sound very sure of that,” he says.

“Oh I am,” Hercules replies, smiling down at the baby. “I am told that’s what all fathers think… especially new ones.” He grins at Jason. “It doesn’t mean it’s not true though.”

“I am sure I will have help chasing away the unsuitable young men though,” Jason states, his eyes dancing. “She is going to have you two keeping an eye on her too, isn’t she?” It is more a statement than a question. “After all, she is going to need someone to teach her about life and love… and triangles… and I cannot think of anyone I would rather have protecting and teaching my daughter.”

“Did you ever think,” Pythagoras begins, “that we would ever be standing here like this? Atlantis at peace; Pasiphae gone forever; you and Ariadne married – King and Queen – with a child of your own; Icarus and I… Sometimes it seems almost too good to be true.”

Jason snorts softly, mindful of the slumbering infant he is holding.

“I didn’t think I’d even be alive by this point,” he points out. “It is good though… It’s perfect.”

The three men lapse into the comfortable silence of old friends; completely relaxed in one another’s company.

Presently, Jason rouses himself.

“I had better get this little one back before Ariadne wakes up and wonders what I’ve done with her baby,” he says.

In the doorway he pauses and looks back over his shoulder at his two closest friends and then behind them to the window and the city beyond. He smiles. From where he is standing the future looks pretty bright indeed.

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Friday, April 14th, 2017 10:51 am
Title: Time's Wingèd Chariot (Chapter 3 - Part 1)
Author: Yassandra
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing/characters: Jason/Ariadne, Pythagoras/Icarus, Hercules, Atalanta, Cassandra, Mac
Rating: T
Warnings: Major Illness, Main Character Death, Some Swearing
Disclaimer: Not mine. BBC and Urban Myth Films own them.
Word count: 25793 (This chapter (both parts) - 10430)
Summary: Jason knew he was ill before he ever arrived in Atlantis - knew that he was dying - but since arriving there he hasn't really felt ill. When things start to go wrong though and he suddenly finds himself getting much worse, how will the people that know and love him best react to the news? And just how far will they all go to save his life - whether Jason wants it or not?

A/N Written for round six of the Small Fandoms Big Bang, and also for Hurt/Comfort Bingo for the 'sacrifice' prompt. It also fills the following prompt on the Atlantis Bucket List: "The reason Jason keeps risking his life (taking the sub down, taking the black stone…) is that he’s already dying (of cancer or something)".
Please go and check out the lovely artwork by knowmefirst here on Dreamwidth and give the artist some appreciation too :-)




Chapter 3 - The End of the Beginning (Part 1)

Consciousness returns slowly and painfully. As Jason becomes more aware, sheer agony lances through his chest and he arches back on the bed, eyes still tightly closed.

A gentle hand appears behind his head, tilting it forwards firmly, as a cup is pressed to his lips.

“Drink,” a voice says kindly. “It will help.”

Jason parts his lips and the other person tilts the cup, a slow but steady flow of fluid pouring into his mouth, and swallows obediently when prompted; allowing himself to be fed the tonic like a baby bird or perhaps a small child.

When he has drunk what is deemed to be a suitable amount, the hand gently lowers him back onto a pillow, propped up to be almost sitting, and the voice admonishes him to rest.

Jason lies there for a few moments, allowing whatever was in the cup to begin to take effect, before trying to open his sleep encrusted eyes. He struggles with it until he hears his companion give a long suffering sigh.

“You really cannot do what you are told, can you,” the voice says with both exasperation and underlying fondness.

The bed moves slightly beneath Jason, as though someone is reaching for something, and then a damp cloth is wiped gently across his eyes, removing the gummy sleep and allowing him to open them.

He is lying in the bed he shares with Ariadne aboard the Argo. Pythagoras is perched on the edge, his face grave and his eyes worried.

The pain has receded into a dull ache and Jason opens his mouth to speak but finds himself dissolving into helpless coughing once more; his mouth filling with the copper tang of blood.

Pythagoras’ eyes narrow with concern, as he grabs a cloth from the side of the bed and holds it to his friend’s mouth.

“Do not try to speak,” he admonishes. “I am afraid the smoke has affected you quite badly.” He hesitates for a moment. “We need to talk,” he continues. “But you need rest first.”

As the coughing fit passes, Jason drops back against the pillows and watches his friend wearily.

Pythagoras busies himself with disposing of the bloodstained cloth and reaching for a cup of water, which he raises to Jason’s lips.

The water is cool and soothing as it slips down Jason’s throat and he blinks gratefully at his blonde friend.

“Pythagoras,” he tries.

His voice is little more than a breathless raspy whisper and the sheer effort it takes just to get out that one word is shocking.

“You really should not try to speak,” Pythagoras replies.

Jason licks his lips and tries again.

“You… know… don’t you?” he manages through heavy breaths.

Pythagoras looks back at him steadily, his eyes suspiciously bright and damp.

“I think so, yes,” he says softly, his voice sad. “We will talk later… I believe that we have to… but for now just rest.”

Jason sighs but does lie back, too tired to do much else. He closes his eyes and drifts away, knowing that the conversation he has been dreading for weeks must happen once he is awake again.


“So what exactly is wrong with him?” Hercules growls grumpily.

Pythagoras takes no offence at his old friend’s tone; he knows from long experience that Hercules is at his gruffest when he is worried.

The central room tends to be the place where they gather and they are all there now: Pythagoras and Hercules, Icarus, Ariadne, Cassandra and Atalanta (although Pythagoras does wonder why the strange, half-wild huntress is there – she isn’t usually part of their inner group; their family). The only one missing is Jason.

They are back at sea again; the supplies have been loaded and King Dexicos and Queen Ismene have been left to rebuild their home. The fire gutted about a quarter of their Palace but, thanks to the work of the servants and guards, the royal chambers have remained untouched – and thanks to Icarus and Jason the Princess is safe.

Hours have passed since Jason first regained consciousness and he has been sleeping peacefully ever since Pythagoras spoke with him. The young genius is grateful for that fact but cannot help worrying about the state his friend is in. He knows – or thinks he knows – deep down that this is something serious (has suspicions about what it might be); now that he thinks about it the signs have been there for weeks and he wonders now how he never noticed them before. He had known that Jason seemed more tired than usual (of course he had known) – had put it down to the stress of leading this expedition – but he doesn’t know how he managed to miss the weight loss or the pain lurking in his friend’s hazel eyes; how he managed to miss Jason’s gradual deterioration.

“As I told you, Jason has been badly affected by the smoke he inhaled,” he says patiently, silently hoping that none of his friends will press for any more details until he has had a chance to speak to Jason properly.

“Why do I think that there is something you are keeping from me?” Ariadne questions suspiciously. “Pythagoras, if there is something I need to know then I must insist you tell me.”

Pythagoras silently curses Jason for putting him in this position. It seems distinctly unfair that he should have to be the one to talk to Jason’s wife in his friend’s place.

“Ariadne,” he begins (all titles have long since been forgotten between them – Ariadne insists that her given name is used when she is amongst friends).

“But Icarus was in there too,” Hercules protests loudly, interrupting. “Why hasn’t he been affected in the same way?”

“Perhaps… Icarus was… just… lucky.”

Pythagoras looks up sharply towards the doorway. Jason looks more than a little unsteady on his feet and his voice is quiet and breathless, but he is clearly determined to be here.

“Should you even be out of bed?” Icarus enquires mildly.

Jason shoots him an exasperated look.

“I am fine,” he mutters, although the fact that he has to stop to catch his breath makes his words less than convincing.

Pythagoras raises an eyebrow.

“Define ‘fine’,” he says with asperity.

“You are angry with me,” Jason states, still struggling for breath.

Pythagoras slams the cup he is holding down onto the table and turns back to glare at his friend.

“I think I have a right to be,” he says sharply. “After all you have been keeping a fairly major secret from me for how long?”

Jason bites his lip.

“I knew before I came to Atlantis,” he answers quietly, knowing that Pythagoras will not like his response.

Pythagoras sucks in an incredulous breath.

“The whole time you have been here,” he says disbelievingly. “All that time and you never said a word… you did not think to tell us.” He looks back at Jason with eyes that are full of sorrow. “Does my friendship mean so little to you?” he asks in a small voice.

Jason crosses the room and catches hold of the mathematician’s arm. He is as pale as a ghost and so short of breath that it is a moment before he can speak, but his grip on Pythagoras’ arm is certain; his hand warm and comforting.

“Your friendship means the world to me,” he says earnestly. He swallows hard before continuing. “When I first came here, I was still in denial. I didn’t want to believe that it was true… I mean I knew it was… but if I did not acknowledge it, then I could almost forget about it… and I felt so good that I began to think that they might have got it wrong.”

“But you did not really believe that,” Pythagoras replies softly. “Which is why you have always been so reckless… so disregarding of your own well-being.”

“Maybe,” Jason acknowledges. “It started getting worse just after we found Argo… the night before we set sail actually… although maybe it had been getting a bit worse for a while and I just didn’t notice… I mean I just thought that I was tired before that… that everything was catching up with me…”

“Why did you not tell me then?” Pythagoras asks.

“Because I did not know how… Besides, I know how nervous everyone is about this journey… I was worried that the crew would start leaving if they thought that something wasn’t right… And I never wanted to see pity in your eyes… I never wanted you to see me as someone who was…”

Jason breaks off and looks away.

The room is silent for a moment. Ariadne looks around the room. Atalanta is watching the scene impassively yet knowingly, while Icarus is biting his lip. They clearly both know what’s going on (as does Cassandra but really that’s no surprise). The Queen’s eyes narrow.

“You never wanted Pythagoras to see you as someone who was what?” she demands. “Why do I get the feeling that I am the only one here who does not know what is going on?”

“You’re not the only one,” Hercules growls. “And I for one want to know what you are talking about.”

Jason swallows and crosses to his wife’s side. He reaches out and takes both her hands in his.

“You are so very beautiful,” he murmurs. “I don’t tell you that enough.”

“You tell me every day,” Ariadne points out. “And you are avoiding the question.”

“No I am not,” Jason replies softly. “I just want you to know that I love you,” he pauses for a moment, looking into Ariadne’s dark eyes with a wistful smile. “And that I am sorry,” he adds.

“Sorry for what?” Ariadne asks in confusion. “Jason, what is going on? You are scaring me.”

“I have never wanted to scare you,” Jason answers. “Or to hurt you for that matter.” He sways slightly on his feet and closes his eyes against the wave of light-headedness, still wheezing as he breathes. “Actually, would you mind if we sat down?” he asks.

“Of course not,” Ariadne replies, leading him to a bench and sitting down next to him.

She looks at her husband searchingly.

“We do not need to do this now,” she declares. “You are not well.”

“I am alright,” Jason protests.

“No you are not,” Ariadne states firmly. “I saw the blood Jason… I saw you collapse. I have never been so frightened.”

“I am sorry,” Jason murmurs. He reaches out with one hand to caress the side of her face. “This is all my fault.”

“What is wrong?” Ariadne asks. “Please… I need to know.”

Jason sighs.

“I have been selfish,” he replies quietly. “So very selfish.” He pauses and swallows hard. “I should never have married you.”

Ariadne’s blood runs cold. She recoils from her husband.

“This is about her, isn’t it?” she demands. “You regret marrying me because of how you feel about her.”

“No!” Jason retorts sharply. “How many times do I have to tell you that I am not in love with Medea… I am in love with you.” He stops for a moment, panting slightly. “And I could never regret marrying you… but that doesn’t alter the fact that it was selfish of me to do so.”

“Then what are you talking about?” Ariadne asks crossly.

“I am going to make you a widow before you have really had the chance to be a wife,” Jason answers quietly. “I have an illness… a disease. It started in my lungs but before anyone realised that I had it, it had spread. It is in both my lungs and has spread to the muscle beneath – the diaphragm – and into my chest wall… it may have spread further than that by now… I don’t really know to be honest. Anyway, by the time it was diagnosed it was already too late… there was nothing anyone could do.”

Ariadne stares at him in horror, her eyes beginning to fill with tears.

“It is karkinos then,” Pythagoras murmurs in the background. “I suspected as much when I saw how much blood you were coughing.”

Jason frowns for a moment, working out what his friend has said.

“I think that is what you would call it,” he says. “Where I come from we have a slightly different name.”

“So what are you saying?” Hercules demands. It’s clear to everyone that he knows the answer to his own question already but does not want to believe it.

Jason goes to speak but breaks off into a deep cough once again. He throws his hand up over his mouth, knowing that what is going to come out will not be pleasant to see. Icarus steps forwards and hands him a cloth – something that Jason is grateful for as it will hide the worst of what he is likely to cough up. He can feel Ariadne rubbing his back gently (almost too gently, as though she is afraid he will break if she rubs any harder) and wants to reassure her that he is alright but he really doesn’t have the breath.

Once the coughing fit subsides, he sits up properly and tries to hide the bloodstained cloth in his lap, aware that both Ariadne and Hercules’ eyes are on it.

“Sorry,” he gasps breathlessly.

“The smoke has irritated your lungs,” Pythagoras says bluntly as he pushes a cup of water across the table to Jason. “It will take several days for the irritation to subside – especially with your underlying condition.” He looks searchingly at Jason. “You should not really be out of bed yet,” he adds.

Jason nods. He turns to look at Hercules. The burly wrestler’s expression is stricken.

“Jason,” he begins.

“It’s alright,” Jason replies.

“How?” Hercules demands. “How is anything alright?” He turns to glare at Pythagoras. “There must be something you can do. You’ll think of something… you always do. There’s no man cleverer than you. You’ll think of something. I know you will. You have to.” There is desperation in his tone and Pythagoras exchanges a look with Jason, neither of them wanting to be the one to destroy their friend’s hope.

“There really is nothing that I can do,” Pythagoras says sorrowfully. “If there was anything – anything at all – I would do it... but there are no real effective treatments for this. There are many things that have been tried but nothing that I know of that has worked. From what I have read, it is believed that karkinos is caused by an excess of black bile in the body which causes growths to develop… but neither bloodletting nor balancing the humours in any other way has proved effective.” He glances at Jason. “The best that any practitioner of medicine can do is to provide pain relief and try to control and minimise the symptoms.”

“But…” Hercules begins.

“Hercules I am dying,” Jason says bluntly. He pauses for a moment as what he has just said hits him. “I’m dying,” he repeats more slowly. He swallows hard. “I’ve never said those words out loud before,” he admits. “I’ve always skirted around the issue.”

Pythagoras sits down opposite him and tries to smile, although it is not convincing.

“So,” the mathematician says. “Where do we go from here?”

Jason frowns.

“What do you mean?” he asks.

“Speaking as a physician, being on a ship on a long voyage is not the most comfortable place for someone to spend their last…” His voice falters.

“You mean you don’t think it is a comfortable place to die,” Jason clarifies with a half-smile. “I don’t see why not.” He looks around the room. “Seems fitting somehow,” he says. “I’ve spent a fair bit of my life at sea. The man who raised me owned his own ship. He taught me to love the ocean... And everyone that I really care about is here. Why would I want to be anywhere else? Besides… we still have a job to do – Pasiphae still needs to be defeated.”

“You can’t still be intending to go to Colchis now,” Hercules explodes. “You must be insane.”

“Probably,” Jason agrees. “But if we do not go to Colchis and we do not destroy the Golden Fleece, then Pasiphae will win.”

“So let her!” Hercules yells. “I say we take this ship and go and find somewhere comfortable and quiet, far from Atlantis, and settle there.”

He is angry at the situation (at the world) rather than at his friend and the explosion was inevitable. Jason takes no offence.

“Perhaps Hercules is right,” Ariadne murmurs. “This is a battle we cannot win and at least we will be together when…” She breaks off as she breaks down.

Jason throws his arm around her shoulder and pulls her close, resting her head on his shoulder and murmuring something that only she can hear into her hair.

He sighs and closes his eyes for a moment. When he opens them again, it is with the look of grim determination that his friends have become used to (and come to dread). He looks at the until now silent Cassandra.

“What will happen if we do not destroy the Golden Fleece and do not defeat Pasiphae?” he asks, in the tone of one who already knows the answer to his question.

Cassandra looks at him with her clear, wide eyes.

“Atlantis will be destroyed and thousands will perish,” she states. “The Gods are angry. They threaten vengeance and desolation. Their voices are raging. They say that until the witch Queen is vanquished and the true heir is restored, the people of Atlantis will never know peace. They threaten to fall on the city and their revenge will be terrible.”

“So we go on,” Jason says firmly.

“But does it have to be us that destroy the Fleece?” Icarus asks seriously. “I understand why you want to do this,” he continues, looking at Jason. “I know what you are trying to do… but does it have to be us... have to be you that does it?”

“The Gods have spoken,” Cassandra says. “Only the combined power of the son of Poseidon and the daughter of Hekate will see the source of Pasiphae’s power destroyed. For neither can succeed without the help of the other.”

“Then we really do have no choice,” Jason replies. “Or at least I do not.” He breaks off again with a brief but painful sounding cough.

“It would seem not,” Pythagoras murmurs. He looks sharply at his younger friend, taking in the weary slump to the shoulders and the little lines of pain that have deepened around Jason’s eyes.

“If we are to do this… if we are to go to Colchis,” he continues firmly, “then you must rest and regain your strength now. Your lungs will have been weakened further by the fire. Allow yourself a few days to recover… and I will do all I can to help.”

“Pythagoras is right,” Ariadne chimes in before Jason can respond. “We are at sea with nothing immediately pressing. We should all take the opportunity to rest for a day or two.”

“You are both right,” Jason acknowledges. “And I am not even going to try to fight you.”

He catches an anxious look that Pythagoras throws to Hercules.

“What?” he asks.

“It always concerns me when you give in without a fight,” Pythagoras admits.

Jason chuckles, but once again it turns into a brief wracking cough.

“Let’s just say that I am learning when to pick my battles,” he says.

Pythagoras stares at him for a moment and then snorts with laughter. He catches Icarus’ confused look and tries to sober up.

“I am sorry,” he says, “but I am sure that I can recall an occasion when you attacked an entire patrol single handed.”

Jason gives Ariadne an awkward glance.

“To be fair, I wasn’t entirely myself at the time,” he mutters.

“We do not need to talk about that now,” Ariadne says firmly, almost daring the others to argue with her.

Jason nods.

“If that’s decided, then I think I am going to go and lie down for a bit,” he says. “I am quite tired.”

He pushes himself up from the table. His breathing is still shallower than it should be and the lack of oxygen makes him dizzy, making him sway unsteadily. Hercules is there immediately, dragging Jason’s arm across his shoulders and wrapping an arm securely around his friend’s waist.

“Come on,” he growls. “Back to bed with you.”

Jason tries to smile at him, although it lacks its usual brilliance, and heads off to the room he shares with his wife with Hercules supporting him and Ariadne following, leaving his other friends lost in silent thought.


Ariadne enters the central room with a heavy heart, silently closing the door to her room behind her. At the table Atalanta is making arrows; sharpening the points with her knife. Ariadne sits down and watches her for a moment before reaching out and grabbing an arrow shaft and a second knife off the table. She is glad to be doing something – especially something that doesn’t require a great deal of thought. Atalanta stops and watches her for a moment, her expression (unseen by Ariadne) both knowing and sad.

“You are tired,” the huntress observes at length.

Ariadne looks up, startled.

“Yes,” she agrees. “I am.”

“You are not sleeping?”

“Jason had a bad night,” Ariadne answers. “He was in pain and breathless. He feels guilty for keeping me awake but I would far rather that than to wake up alone and not knowing where he is.” She glances at the door she entered through. “He is sleeping now.”

“You love him very much,” Atalanta says.

“With all my heart,” Ariadne replies.

“And it hurts you to see him suffer… yet you try not to let anyone see it. You are very brave.”

“Not really,” Ariadne says. She sighs. “My life has taught me that the future is so very uncertain. All we have is the here and now, because we do not know what will come tomorrow. Every day is precious and must be enjoyed… I do not know what the future may bring but we are here together now… and that is enough… There will be time enough for tears later.”

Atalanta reaches out and takes another arrow shaft from the table.

“There is more, is there not?” she says.

Ariadne closes her eyes for a moment and turns her head away. When she looks back she finds that Atalanta is directing a clear-eyed unblinking gaze in her direction.

“I tried to deny my feelings for Jason for so long,” Ariadne murmurs, her voice full of emotion. “I pushed him away because I was scared of how people might judge me. I believed that our love would weaken my position because the nobility would never accept Jason; that I would not be able to protect my people properly because of it… but Eurydice was right…” she is speaking more to herself than Atalanta now and doesn’t bother to explain who Eurydice was. “She said that love was as destructive as it was harmonious and that it would not be denied… I wasted so much time… and now I begrudge every moment when we should have been together and were not.” She swallows hard. “It is hard,” she admits, “watching the person you love most in the world slipping away piece by piece… watching him grow weaker with every day that passes. I had thought it was difficult when my father was ill but this is so much harder.”

“And what would you do if there was a chance to save him? To cure him?” Atalanta asks softly, her eyes intent.

Ariadne stifles a cry and brings her hand up over her mouth.

“I would give anything to save Jason,” she gasps. “You know of a way, don’t you?” She reaches out and grabs Atalanta’s arm.

“Ever since I was abandoned in the forest as a child my Goddess Artemis has walked at my side,” the huntress replies obliquely. “She talks to me… she came to me and told me that if I wish to cure Jason I must speak with Poseidon’s Oracle… that I must ask her about the Temple of Hera.”

Ariadne feels the first surging of hope in her heart, although she tries to clamp down on it before is overcomes her. She gets up from the table. As she does, Icarus wanders in.

“The helmsman says we are not far from an island,” he says. “He wants to know if we should make landfall here or carry on.”

Ariadne hurries over to him and clasps his hand.

“Icarus I need you to find the Oracle for me and bring her in here,” she says urgently.

Icarus frowns.

“What is wrong?” he asks.

“Nothing,” Ariadne assures him. “But I must speak with her urgently. I have a question that only she can answer.”

The young man looks at her searchingly, nods and rushes back out of the room. He returns in incredibly quick time with Cassandra in tow. Both Pythagoras and Hercules hurry in with them.

“What is wrong?” Pythagoras asks quickly. “Icarus said that it was urgent.”

Atalanta gives a faint and mysterious smile. She looks straight at Cassandra.

“My Goddess told me to ask you about the Temple of Hera,” she says.

“The Temple of Hera,” Cassandra echoes. “It is far from here and will require all our courage to reach… but we must journey there. Only there will we find the means to pass the sirens.”

“The sirens!” Hercules exclaims. “We want to avoid them. Going near the sirens is suicide! It’s worse than suicide… whatever that might be.”

“But we must pass them if we are to journey to Colchis and then return to Atlantis,” Cassandra says. “In the Temple of Hera, we will find a lyre that can silence the sirens.”

“My Goddess Artemis told me that there is a cup in the Temple of Hera that I must ask you about,” Atalanta says softly.

“The cup of Panacea,” Cassandra replies, her voice mysterious. “Daughter of Asclepius and Goddess of the remedy to cure all ills. It is in the Temple of Hera.”

“What does this cup do?” Ariadne demands.

“It can heal even mortal illness,” Cassandra responds.

A ripple of surprise (and hope) runs around the room

“Why didn’t you tell us about this before?” Hercules demands. “What are we waiting for?”

“The Gods choose when to reveal things to me,” Cassandra answers. “I must obey their will and listen to their instructions. They did not choose to allow me to see the cup before. My vision has been clouded of late. I must warn you now, though. There is a price to pay for using the cup of Panacea… and the price is high indeed. It will require great sacrifice.”

“And what is this price?” Ariadne asks.

“In return for allowing someone to be healed with the cup, the Fates demand an exchange,” Cassandra says. “A life for a life… and it must be the life of someone who cares for the person being healed. That is the price of using Panacea’s remedy.”

Ariadne swallows hard and closes her eyes for a moment.

“Very well,” she says.

“Jason will never agree to that,” Pythagoras points out. “He will never allow anyone to sacrifice themselves for him.”

“Then we do not tell him,” Ariadne answers simply. She looks at Cassandra. “You say that we must go to this Temple anyway.”

Cassandra’s smile is otherworldly.

“Yes,” she replies. “For only there will you find the means to continue. We will not be able to pass the sirens without the lyre from the Temple.”

“Where is this Temple?” Hercules asks.

“To the north,” Cassandra answers. “On the borders of the lands of the barbarians.”

“You can guide us there?” Ariadne asks.

Cassandra nods in response.

“We go north then,” the Queen decides. She turns towards Icarus. “Tell the helmsman that we will make landfall to re-provision… and tell him that he needs to prepare to set a course to the north once we are ready to set off again.”

Icarus offers her a smile and nods. He sweeps out of the room taking Cassandra with him to make sure the course they are plotting is correct. Atalanta gathers up her arrows, gives Ariadne an enigmatic smile and leaves with them.

Ariadne turns back to find Pythagoras and Hercules both watching her intently.

“Are you alright?” the young genius asks her.

“Yes,” Ariadne answers. “As well as I can be… I have hope now, which is more than I had when I got up this morning…”

“What are we going to tell Jason?” Hercules asks. He looks around. “And where is Jason anyway?”

“Sleeping I hope,” Ariadne responds.

Pythagoras looks at her shrewdly.

“He did not have a good night?” he asks.

“No,” Ariadne replies. “It was the worst night we have had in weeks… probably the worst since that fire. He was in a great deal of pain.”

Pythagoras frowns, mind clearly already in healer mode.

“I will look at strengthening the tonics,” he says.

“As for what we tell Jason,” Ariadne murmurs. “We will tell him about the Temple and the lyre… but we will not tell him about the cup of Panacea.” She glances at the door of the room she shares with her husband. “I do not want to raise his hopes until we are certain that we can use the cup and I do not want to give him the chance to object,” she continues. “You have said often enough that Jason has always been stubbornly ruled by his heart and I do not believe that he will ever accept any of us choosing to risk our lives for him.”

Hercules rests his hands on the table and leans on them. He blows out a long breath.

“So we do what we’ve always done,” he rumbles. “We protect Jason… even if that means protecting him from his own idiotic sense of honour… We protect him from himself.”

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Friday, April 14th, 2017 10:46 am
Title: Time's Wingèd Chariot (Chapter 2)
Author: Yassandra
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing/characters: Jason/Ariadne, Pythagoras/Icarus, Hercules, Atalanta, Cassandra, Mac
Rating: T
Warnings: Major Illness, Main Character Death, Some Swearing
Disclaimer: Not mine. BBC and Urban Myth Films own them.
Word count: 25793 (This chapter - 9069)
Summary: Jason knew he was ill before he ever arrived in Atlantis - knew that he was dying - but since arriving there he hasn't really felt ill. When things start to go wrong though and he suddenly finds himself getting much worse, how will the people that know and love him best react to the news? And just how far will they all go to save his life - whether Jason wants it or not?

A/N Written for round six of the Small Fandoms Big Bang, and also for Hurt/Comfort Bingo for the 'sacrifice' prompt. It also fills the following prompt on the Atlantis Bucket List: "The reason Jason keeps risking his life (taking the sub down, taking the black stone…) is that he’s already dying (of cancer or something)".
Please go and check out the lovely artwork by knowmefirst here on Dreamwidth and give the artist some appreciation too :-)




Chapter 2 - Life (or something like it)

Atlantis has been one hell of an adventure so far.

When he had first arrived, Jason had been at least half convinced that he was already dead (or that this whole scenario was a fantasy conjured up by his dying mind). It hadn’t really taken all that long for him to realise that he wasn’t and that this was real but even so it had really seemed a bit of a no brainer to him to offer himself as a sacrifice in Pythagoras’ place – after all, he was already dying so it wouldn’t matter all that much if he was killed.

As it had turned out, Pythagoras had felt somewhat differently about the matter.

Not that he knew there was anything wrong with Jason of course (beyond thinking he was a bit touched in the head at times) and Jason wanted to keep it that way for now. It wasn’t that he wanted to deceive his friends – it was more that he didn’t think he could bear the pity he would see in their eyes if they knew the truth.

Besides, since he had come to Atlantis, he hadn’t felt particularly unwell. The hot dry climate seemed to agree with him. Most of the time he could almost forget that he had ever been told that he was terminally ill.

There were bad days of course. Days when his chest felt tight and breathing felt more difficult; days when he was in pain. But so far it had been fairly easy to hide it all. He would simply take himself off on those days (would leave the house early before either one of his friends was up) and would find somewhere to hole up until everything passed – usually the Temple to be honest; tucked behind a pillar or statue where no-one would look. He knew that Melas knew he was there (and that the Oracle most likely did too) but no-one ever disturbed him and no-one ever commented on his presence.

One month slipped easily into another and the bad days became fewer and farther between. Jason wondered at that point (still does wonder when he remembers to think about it) whether maybe the doctors where he had come from had got it wrong; or perhaps his illness hadn’t come with him to Atlantis (if that was at all possible) and that the bad days he’d had when he first arrived here had simply been the last vestiges working their way out of his body.

Part of him knows that that’s wishful thinking of course; that nothing is ever that simple. But he throws himself into his life here wholeheartedly, and if he takes more risks than is strictly necessary – is a little more reckless and careless of his own well-being than his friends would like – well, what does it really matter? He’s long since accepted that his life won’t be all that long and if he can stop someone else from being harmed (or, you know, save Atlantis and all its inhabitants from drowning – that would be good too) he’s going to do it no matter what it costs him.

The days slide by until one day, camped in the woods, trying to evade Pasiphae’s soldiers, he realises that he’s been here for two years. It’s a startling thought to be honest – he’s already outlived the estimate that the consultant at the hospital gave him in the outset by at least a year and shows no signs of becoming unwell. He sits on his blankets in the early morning light while his friends and the love of his life are still asleep around him and thinks about it.

When Orpheus had said that Jason’s journey was only just beginning, he hadn’t fully taken the man seriously. After all, he knows that his time here will be short. Ariadne had asked him whether he thought they would ever get to be as old (and as happy) as Orpheus and Eurydice and he had told her that he didn’t know – but as far as he was concerned he thought he did know; thought that there was no way in hell, but couldn’t bring himself to tell Ariadne that.

But now he wonders. Did the hospital get it wrong? Is it possible that he might actually live a full and long life?

There’s no real use in speculating about it here and now though – not when Pasiphae is actively seeking to kill them all. They will have to be on the move soon; can’t afford to stay in one place for too long. Jason pushes himself to his feet and makes quick work of rolling up his blankets and stuffing them into the bag that he carries, before turning to Pythagoras’ bag and rifling through it in search of breakfast (it’s far safer to let Pythagoras look after the food supplies most of the time – Hercules would eat everything in sight given half the chance, so they tend not to trust him with it).

By the time he wakes the others up, Jason has managed to find a hunk of bread and some fruit which he splits between the four of them. It’s not much (and certainly far less than he would like to be able to give to Ariadne) but it will stop them from starving at least.

He’s perhaps a little quieter than normal as they prepare to leave their camp; trying to hide all evidence that they have ever been here. He’s thinking about everything that’s happened ever since he went to the library that day; thinking about his Dad and about where his journey in search of the truth behind his Dad’s disappearance has brought him. He can see his friends exchanging worried looks out of the corner of his eye and supposes that with everything that’s happened in the last few weeks he can understand it.

They haven’t discussed where they’re going this time; haven’t talked about what they’re going to do next. Defeating Pasiphae and reclaiming Atlantis still seems like a distant dream. The wise course of action should surely be to get as far away as they can; put themselves beyond Pasiphae’s reach. Perhaps they could take shelter with Ariadne’s brother Therus (if they can find him); certainly Ariadne would be safer there than wandering the woods endlessly, trying to avoid being captured.

Jason knows without even needing to think about it that Ariadne will never take that course of action; will never abandon her people to his mother’s evil. To a large extent he understands it (agrees with it). So they never stray too far from the city; always keep close by in the hope of finding the opportunity they need to defeat Pasiphae.

The woods are beautiful this morning. If it weren’t for the danger of their situation, Jason would actually be enjoying himself. He forges ahead of the group, feeling their eyes on his back the whole time. He wishes he could reassure them that he really is alright (that he really is himself once more) but somehow he isn’t sure that would actually help.

They crest a rise and the land falls away beneath them into a deep valley. In the far distance Atlantis rises on a hill, the ground in between the city and where they are standing stretching for miles. At this distance Atlantis looks so peaceful – serene even – and Jason stops still, taking in the view before him.

“You are very quiet this morning,” Pythagoras observes from somewhere over Jason’s left shoulder.

Jason turns to look at him and frowns when he realises they are alone. Where are Hercules and Ariadne? It isn’t a good idea for them to split up. Then he sees them, back in the edge of the trees; trying to look as though they are busy. Ah. Pythagoras must have volunteered to be the one to talk to him then (or been volunteered by Hercules, he thinks uncharitably).

“I am fine,” he answers softly. “I was just thinking, that was all.”

“About what?” Pythagoras asks warily – he’s learned the hard way that some of Jason’s ideas are more than a little dangerous after all.

“About my father,” Jason replies.

He watches the worry on Pythagoras’ face morph into understanding and compassion and has to turn away.

“I am sorry,” Pythagoras says genuinely. “With everything that has been happening, you have not even had the chance to grieve.”

“I barely knew my Dad,” Jason protests quietly. “I think if anyone has the right to grieve in this group it’s Hercules.”

“Hercules is grieving for Medusa,” Pythagoras points out, “and we all know it and are trying to help him through it… but the fact that Hercules is grieving does not mean that you are not allowed to feel sad too.”

Jason sighs softly, the sound little more than a gentle exhale, and closes his eyes as the image of his father dying in his arms just a few days ago springs to mind.

“There was so much I wanted to ask him,” he says. “So much I needed to know.” He swallows hard. “In the end I don’t suppose it matters… but I just wish…” he trails off, trying to control himself.

Pythagoras wraps an arm around Jason’s shoulders without even thinking about it.

“Your father loved you,” he states, his voice thicker than usual. “He was so very proud of you. If you know nothing else then believe that.”

“I hope so,” Jason replies. He huffs a faint laugh that somehow doesn’t sound amused. “I came to Atlantis looking for him… looking for what had happened to him… do you remember?”

“Indeed I do,” Pythagoras answers. “How could I forget? Your arrival was somewhat dramatic after all. I do not think I have ever had anyone land on my roof before and have certainly never found anyone else hanging by their fingertips from the balcony and had to rescue them.”

The corners of Jason’s mouth begin to twitch towards a smile (even if it’s not quite there yet) and Pythagoras feels himself relaxing a little.

“I can see that it would be an unusual occurrence,” Jason says.

He looks back at the view and sighs, but it is not an unhappy sound.

“I realised this morning that I’ve been here for two years,” he adds.

“Yes it must be,” Pythagoras agrees, doing a couple of quick calculations in his head. “I am glad that you came to Atlantis… glad it was our roof you landed on... even though I am sorry you did not get to spend more time with your father before he died.”

“Yeah,” Jason says. “I wish I’d got to spend a bit more time with him too.” He looks sideways at Pythagoras. “But just so you know, on the whole I am glad I came to Atlantis… and I am very glad it was your roof I ended up on.”

Pythagoras is ridiculously touched somehow; Jason is not given to discussing feelings in this way normally; is a bit more closed off than that.

“Anyway,” his brunette friend continues in a much more decided tone of voice (Pythagoras has privately dubbed it his ‘hero’ voice and is always wary when he hears it), “I have been thinking.”

Pythagoras nearly groans – those particular words combined with that tone of voice never bodes well.

“I can’t leave Diocles rotting in the cells,” Jason goes on. “I would have been killed in the arena if it was not for him. I owe him a debt and I mean to honour it.” He pauses for a moment, knowing that Pythagoras is likely to come up with some (probably quite reasonable) objections to what he is about to say. “I am going back to Atlantis. I mean to free Diocles.”

Pythagoras stares at him in consternation (although really he should know better than to be shocked at one of his friend’s mad schemes by now). Jason still isn’t fully healed from his sojourn in the arena; the scabbed over cuts standing out lividly against his tanned skin.

“Jason, that is insanity,” Pythagoras states sharply. “Pasiphae will kill you on sight.”

“Only if she catches me,” Jason replies with a sudden and unexpected grin.

“Be serious,” Pythagoras grumbles.

“I am,” Jason says firmly, the grin sliding away into a look of determination. “Diocles saved my life and I am not going to let him die.” He turns to look at Pythagoras fully, aware that in his peripheral vision Hercules and Ariadne are coming to join them. “We need to find a way into the arena… I was hoping that Icarus could help.”

“Icarus?” Pythagoras says.

“Indeed,” Jason replies. “His help has been invaluable, hasn’t it?”

“You would be asking him to risk his life,” Pythagoras protests.

“He has already done that several times,” Jason says. “I would not ask him lightly, you know that. Besides, he could always say no.”

“And if he does?”

“Then I look for another way,” Jason replies. “But I am going back to Atlantis and I am going to do this.”

He’s got that stubborn look on his face again and Pythagoras knows from experience that that means he won’t be talked out of the decision he’s made – no matter how stupid or reckless that decision might seem to the rest of them.

“Jason,” Pythagoras begins.

“You do not have to come with me,” Jason interrupts earnestly. “I will understand if you do not want to help.”

“Of course we’re coming with you.”

Hercules’ voice is harsh and his two friends turn to face him, startled; they had both known he was approaching but hadn’t realised he had actually joined them. At his shoulder Ariadne watches them grimly, her beautiful face set in a deep frown.

“We’ve only just got you back, so if you think we’re letting you go wandering off on some suicidally insane mission on your own you’ve got another thing coming!” the burly wrestler continues, clearly warming to his subject. “Though why I listen to you and let myself be dragged along, I don’t know. Just planning to enter Atlantis at the moment is madness, let alone trying to break into the cells beneath the arena – under the very noses of the guards – and releasing one specific prisoner.”

Jason turns towards Pythagoras.

“It will be easier if Icarus can help us to find a way to the cells,” he says softly. “He doesn’t actually have to be involved in rescuing Diocles beyond helping us to find a way to get from the streets into the arena without being spotted.”

“He would still be killed if he was caught,” Pythagoras states seriously.

“I know,” Jason admits. “And I will understand if he doesn’t want to help… but will you at least ask him? I presume you have a way of contacting him…”

“I do,” Pythagoras agrees. “When I first asked for his and his father’s help, we arranged that he would leave the city at the same time every seven days and come to the hunting lodge. It is how I have been getting supplies for us.”

“Are you mad?” Hercules demands. “He could be followed at any time and he would lead them right to us.”

“We are both careful,” Pythagoras protests. “The guards think that he is searching for items for his father to study or to use for his inventions. Daedalus is a known eccentric and it has never been unusual for him to send Icarus off looking for odd things. Since most of the gate guards are native to Atlantis and not Colchis, they are used to seeing Icarus on missions for his father. They no longer even bother to question him.”

Hercules frowns. Something seems wrong with that set up but he can’t quite put his finger on what it is. Besides, Pythagoras is a genius, he muses. Surely he would have realised if there was something truly wrong?

“Even if Icarus does by some miracle manage to find a way for us to get to the cells beneath the arena, how in the name of the Gods are you planning on getting into Atlantis without being spotted in the first place? And how exactly were you planning on escaping afterwards?” Hercules demands, glaring at Jason. “This is madness. Complete madness. And you are going to get us all killed!” He points one meaty finger accusingly at his friend.

Jason’s mouth twitches towards a smile again.

“I have a plan,” he says.


The Argo is a nicer boat that Jason was expecting – certainly nicer than anything he expected them to be able to find when they arrived at the harbour. But then, lots have things have happened that he wasn’t expecting since the fateful morning when they entered the Temple to receive the blessing of the Gods (a lot of things have happened since that fateful morning when he took to sub down to look for his father’s wreck, his mind unhelpfully supplies. He’s no longer the same boy he was then; isn’t sure he even recognises himself any more).

For a start he never expected his mother to return as one of the undead (and his mind flashes unbidden to various zombie movies that he watched back in college). He never expected to have to flee Atlantis again and he certainly never expected to be going on a quest to find and destroy the Golden Fleece after all (and, what do you know? It turns out he is that Jason after all – although with his luck he supposes he should really have been expecting it!). He knows that the others have deep misgivings about the journey they are on (and truth be told, he does too, but he can’t let anyone know that) but he has to try; has to at least attempt to stop Pasiphae; cannot give up as long as there is breath left in his body.

Finding a ship to take them to Colchis had been surprisingly easy – almost suspiciously so, as though the Gods had conspired to provide the vessel for them (and if Jason had almost spat out the mouthful of wine he had just taken when he heard the name, he hopes no-one noticed). Diocles and his friend Leon managing to escape Atlantis and joining them at the harbour (with a few of the other men who Jason and his friends had rescued from the arena) had seemed a wonderful coincidence (and gave them the beginnings of a crew) but when Atalanta had appeared at the tavern they were staying in (so far from her home in the Forest of Calydon that there was no way her arrival could be by pure luck alone) Jason had begun to suspect some sort of divine intervention (although he still has mixed feelings and uncertain beliefs where the Gods are concerned).

Atalanta had simply told them that her Goddess had instructed her to join them (and, Jason supposes, where to find them) in a tone that had brooked no argument.

So now they have a crew and they are (finally) almost ready to depart. Jason believes (hopes) that they will all relax a bit once they are at sea; that once they are beyond the reach of Pasiphae and her army they will all be relieved. As it is they have transferred from the rooms they were staying in at the harbour-side tavern to the Argo. The last supplies will be loaded onto the ship tonight and tomorrow at dawn they will set sail.

It can’t come soon enough for Jason. He’s tired – the sort of bone deep weariness that makes you ache inside. He’s been feeling this way for a while to be honest – although it’s been worse for the last few days since they arrived at the port. He supposes it’s the stress of the past few months finally catching up with him.

It’s evening and supper is over. Jason is sitting at the table in the central room alone. He isn’t entirely sure where everyone else has gone. He thinks he heard Pythagoras muttering something about checking on his herbs and he knows that Ariadne and Cassandra went to the bathhouse, but as for everyone else, he doesn’t really have a clue.

Perhaps he should have gone with Ariadne to the bathhouse. Once they set sail there isn’t likely to be much chance of having a relaxing bath for some time – they will have to make do with washing in bowls of water for the foreseeable future. Somehow he hadn’t been able to summon up the energy to move though, so Ariadne had gone off (dragging Cassandra with her to try to get to know the girl a little better) and Jason has been left here alone ever since.

He closes his eyes and reaches up with one hand to pinch the bridge of his nose between his thumb and forefinger. A light, floral smell wafts towards him and he smiles; Ariadne’s perfume is instantly recognisable.

“Are you alright?”

She appears from somewhere behind him, gliding gracefully into his line of sight and sitting down next to him. The dress she is wearing is darker than the one she was wearing when they escaped from Atlantis and bears some resemblance to the dress she was wearing the day they met. Apparently there is a dressmaker in town who is still loyal to the girl she believes is the true Queen, who had insisted on presenting a dress of Ariadne’s choice as a gift.

“I am fine,” Jason replies with a smile. “You look beautiful.”

Ariadne hesitates for a moment.

“I have been thinking,” she says. “What if we do not try to find this Fleece and destroy it? What if we were to take this ship and sail far away? We could settle somewhere. Have a simple life.”

Jason frowns.

“Then Pasiphae would win,” he replies. “She would be Queen and the people of Atlantis would suffer for it. I cannot let that happen… and I don’t really think you can either.”

“You are right,” Ariadne sighs. “Of course you are right… it is just that I hate to see you looking so worn down.”

Jason draws her into his arms and drops a kiss down onto her head, breathing in the scent of rose petals from her hair.

“I feel the same way about you,” he says softly. “You are everything to me. You do know that, don’t you?”

“And Medea?”

Jason sighs and eases Ariadne back until he can look her in the eyes.

“Medea means nothing to me,” he answers firmly. “It is you that I married. You that I wanted to marry.” He hesitates for a moment before plunging on. “The morning after our wedding… when Medea came to me to tell me that she was returning to Colchis and how she believed Pasiphae could be defeated… she wanted us to be together.”

He reaches down and tilts her face up with his fingers.

“I said no,” he says. “I told her I had married you.”

“Do you regret it?” Ariadne asks, tears in her voice.

“No,” Jason replies. “Never.” He swallows hard. “There is a part of me that was drawn to Medea,” he admits, “and I think there always will be. In a lot of ways we are very alike.”

“You are nothing like that witch,” Ariadne replies angrily, pulling away from Jason.

Jason reaches out to her and pulls her back into his arms.

“Oh I am,” he answers softly. “I am more like her than you know. I know what it is to be rejected… to be different… an outsider.” He sighs. “Medea and I share a bond… because we are both touched by the Gods. It’s not something that I can control. When she is near, I can feel her… I know where she is… but I don’t love her.”

He drops another soft kiss into his wife’s hair, relishing the feel of her in his arms.

“I love you,” he says. “I always have. From the first moment I saw you. I’d never really believed in love at first sight until then. It’s you that I want to spend the rest of my life with. It always has been and it always will be.” He tilts Ariadne’s face again to look deeply into her dark eyes. “I will love you until the last breath leaves my body,” he says. “I promise you that.”

“Then I can ask for nothing more,” Ariadne replies.

She leans in and draws Jason into a deep kiss, before settling back against him, her head nestled comfortably against his shoulder.

“With everything that has happened, I sometimes believe that the world has gone mad,” she says quietly. “Pasiphae feared our union so much that she was willing to do anything to stop it. I sometimes think that our marriage is the only good thing to have come out of the last few months.”

As she speaks, Jason has gently lifted her arm and is dropping tender kisses along the inside of her wrist and up her palm until he reaches the tips of her fingers. Ariadne smiles and rests her palm against the side of his face.

“No-one can say that we shouldn’t be together now,” Jason says. He looks at Ariadne with his heart in his eyes. “I feel more for you than I can ever express.”

“And I love you with all my heart,” Ariadne replies.

She feels Jason sigh faintly against her.

“What is it?” she asks.

“It’s nothing,” Jason answers. “I am just tired.” He huffs a faint laugh. “I think the last few months are finally catching up on me.”

“Then let’s go to bed,” Ariadne murmurs, standing with one graceful movement and reaching down to take her husband’s hand to lead him to their room.

“Isn’t it a bit early?” Jason protests half-heartedly, his eyes dancing. “What happens if the others come back?”

Ariadne laughs lightly.

“We are newly married,” she points out mischievously. “I do not think that anyone would question our need to be alone or that we have chosen to disappear to the bedroom together.”

Jason grins and allows himself to be pulled along into the bedroom he shares with his wife and carefully closes the door behind him, shutting out the rest of the world before he pulls Ariadne into his arms once more and kisses her deeply.

He isn’t entirely sure what wakes him early the next morning. It should be pleasant lying here with his wife in his arms – it is pleasant but his back is aching badly and he generally feels a bit bleurgh. Now they are not fleeing for their lives, trying to avoid Pasiphae’s troops at every turn (and, yes, he does realise that they’re still not completely safe but they’re a lot better off than they were in the woods), his body and mind have relaxed a little more and he suspects that as a result he might be coming down with something.

Jason feels a cough beginning to bubble up in his chest and grimaces. The last thing he really wants is to be ill now – there’s still too much to do, what with trying to find and destroy this Golden Fleece Cassandra has told him about. He carefully extracts himself from under Ariadne, not wanting to wake her if at all possible; she hasn’t had many opportunities to sleep late in the past few months.

He slips out into the main room on silent feet and sits down at the table, pouring himself a cup of water. The cough that was threatening in the bedroom bursts out now, leaving him breathless with his chest burning. It’s a wet hacking that leaves the hand covering his mouth feeling damp and disgusting. Jason grimaces again as the coughing subsides and grabs a cloth from the table, wetting it from the water jug so that he can wash off the residue on his hand. As he goes to wipe the mess away, he glances at his hand and freezes: his palm is smeared in red.

Shit.


They’ve been on the Argo for nearly two months, island hopping from one place to another but never seeming to get any nearer to Colchis (or at least as far as Jason can tell – although he would be the first to admit that his knowledge of the geography of ancient Hellas isn’t all that great). It doesn’t help that the boat has to be beached overnight whenever possible to allow her to dry out. Otherwise, he is told, she could become waterlogged.

The first time it happened Jason had expressed a certain amount of concern, only to be told by Hercules (rolling his eyes at Jason’s apparent ignorance) that this was completely normal given her soft-wood construction. Apparently ships of this period are very light but very prone to waterlogging.

So far, Jason has managed to keep his illness from his friends (well, he thinks Cassandra probably knows – what with her being the Oracle and all). He won’t be able to do it forever and doesn’t really want to to be honest, but he’s not entirely sure how to raise the subject. Saying “by the way guys I forgot to mention it earlier but actually I have a horrible illness that’s going to kill me” over dinner seems like a spectacularly bad idea somehow. The problem is that he knows that the longer he leaves it the harder it will become to say anything – but also, the harder it will become to hide the truth.

He’s already getting tired too easily (is tired most of the time) and has little appetite some days. He forces himself to eat more to stop his friends (his family, because that’s what they’ve really become) from worrying about him and on the whole it seems to be working so far.

The coughing blood is a bit harder to hide – although up until now he’s been able to excuse himself whenever he feels his chest getting tight and a cough building. He gets away with it because there are so many things on this ship that need his attention, so for him to need to be somewhere else urgently is not unusual.

Sooner or later his companions are going to find out that something is wrong. Jason knows that. He’s worried though. Technically he’s the leader of this particular little ‘quest’ and he’s worried how the crew will react if they realise he’s ill. No-one thinks that finding and destroying the Fleece will be easy and Jason knows that most of the crew are afraid. It wouldn’t take much for them to start deserting and he’s worried that this may be the thing that tips them over the edge.

One evening, standing at the rail of the ship looking at the stars, Jason decides that the sea air is actually making things worse. Just as the hot, dry air of Atlantis seemed to help him, the humid atmosphere at sea level is exacerbating his chest.

Today has been a particularly bad day. His shoulders and chest have been aching constantly and he’s felt breathless all day; is tired and in pain. He’s deliberately avoided everyone as much as possible – no mean feat in a confined space, because, although the Argo isn’t small, she isn’t all that large either.

He sighs and tries to rub away the ache currently residing in his left shoulder, futile though he knows the attempt might be.

The sky is pocked with stars, bright and beautiful. Jason tries to relax his shoulders and take as deep breaths as he possibly can. He’s always loved the ocean; found a deep peace in the sound of the waves. The rocking of the ship lulls him gently.

“Why have you not told anyone?”

The speaker is as unexpected as the question and Jason turns to face Icarus, thoroughly startled.

“About what?” he asks, genuinely perplexed.

“That you are not well,” Icarus states flatly.

Jason blinks, caught completely off guard and off balance for once. Icarus doesn’t generally speak all that much. It’s not that he’s unfriendly and he is more than willing to join in the conversation when asked, but as a rule he is one of the quieter members of the group.

“I do not know what you mean,” Jason mutters, less than convincingly.

Icarus comes to join him at the rail and looks out over the sea.

“Yes you do,” he says. “You cough into a piece of cloth when you think no-one is watching and there are times when you are clearly in pain, no matter how much you try to hide it. I have seen the blood on the cloth.”

“It seems you have seen more than I thought anyone had,” Jason answers softly.

Icarus half smiles, although there’s no real joy in it.

“There are both advantages and disadvantages to growing up with a father who is an eccentric genius,” he says. “One of the first things he taught me was to observe. He did not always require my participation in our conversations, but he did always like me to watch and learn.”

Jason wonders idly how you can have a conversation between two people if one of them is not expected to participate. Then he shakes himself, realising that he’s concentrating on the wrong thing.

“So what do you intend to do?” he asks. “Are you going to tell Pythagoras what you’ve seen?”

“I should,” Icarus acknowledges. “Since he acknowledges that he is a medical practitioner it would seem foolish not to tell him. After all, he is likely to have some form of remedy to help you to become well again.”

Jason smiles humourlessly.

“He cannot help,” he replies quietly. “I have already been told by a doctor that there is nothing that can be done.”

“This was a good doctor? A doctor that you trust?”

“Yes,” Jason answers. “He was highly regarded and the illness that I have is something that he specialised in.”

Icarus licks his lips and stares out across the moonlit waves.

“Oh,” he says. “I am truly sorry.”

“It’s fine,” Jason responds with a slight sigh. “I am used to it now.”

“I am still sorry,” Icarus says gently. He hesitates for a moment. “Can I ask you something?”

“Of course,” Jason replies.

“Why have you not told anyone? And why are we doing this?” Icarus gestures around himself at the Argo.

Jason is silent for a long moment. Long enough that Icarus begins to think he won’t answer at all.

“At first… when I first came to Atlantis… for a long time I didn’t feel unwell at all,” he says quietly. “I almost began to believe that the doctors I had seen where I come from had got it wrong… and the longer I left it, the harder it was to say anything… I will tell them. I just want to be as normal as I can for as long as I can be.” He looks around the deck. “As for the rest of it… ever since I came here I’ve been told I have a destiny; a purpose. The Oracle… the last Oracle… told me it was my destiny to save Atlantis… to protect the people. I cannot leave them to suffer under Pasiphae. Ariadne is a good Queen. She does not want power in the way that Pasiphae does. She will devote her life to the city and its people. If I can make sure that she regains the throne – that she is safe and Pasiphae is defeated once and for all – then I will… even if I don’t get to be part of it afterwards.”

“Pythagoras is right,” Icarus murmurs.

“About what? Jason asks.

“You really are the noblest of all of us,” Icarus replies.

“And will you tell him what you have found out?”

Icarus hesitates for a moment.

“As I said before, I should,” he says slowly, “but I will not… for now at least.”

“Why not?” Jason asks.

“Because it is not my secret to tell,” Icarus answers simply. “But I think that he will know soon enough anyway… they all will… you will not be able to hide this forever and I suspect it will be better for everyone if you tell them yourself.”


The Argo is beached at the island of Halonnesus for a day or two to allow them to restock their supplies. The King of this tiny island, Dexicos, has been alerted to their arrival and invited King Jason and Queen Ariadne and their retinue to dine with him. Jason notes the use of the title wryly – he supposes he should try to get used to it (even if it isn’t strictly accurate – he never actually got as far as receiving the blessing of the Gods and being officially declared King after all).

Leaving the ever loyal and helpful Diocles in charge to arrange for the supplies to be loaded, they are planning to set off for the Palace. Ariadne has put on the dress she was wearing when they escaped from Atlantis and has dressed her hair with the jewels she had carefully put away until now. She looks every inch the Queen and Jason feels almost like his heart will burst when he looks at her; she is so very beautiful.

He tells her so as he nuzzles into her neck (one of his favourite things to be honest). Ariadne playfully swats him and tells him not to mess up her hair. It’s all very light and very domestic and Jason is glad of it. There are times when their relationship is still a little rocky; when Ariadne still struggles with the doubts that Pasiphae put into her mind. It isn’t helped by the fact that, more often than not these days, she wakes up in the mornings to find that her husband is not in bed with her.

Jason knows that he should reassure her but he isn’t entirely sure how. He’s still struggling to find a way to tell her the truth; still hasn’t worked out what to say to her – or to any of his friends.

After their conversation of a few weeks ago, he knows that Icarus knows the truth (catches Icarus watching him at times) and the inventor’s son has been amazing actually. Icarus has become adept at diverting the conversation to let Jason slip away when he needs to and he has kept his promise and not told anyone Jason’s secret. He’s also taken to getting up early and coming up on deck to keep Jason company in the early mornings when he’s feeling at his worst.

Because Jason hasn’t told Ariadne what’s going on, he can’t explain why she wakes up alone so often. The truth is that most days he wakes up in the early hours of the morning with sharp and unrelenting pain in his chest (and sometimes his shoulders and back too) that takes his breath away and leaves him feeling like someone has set his lungs on fire. Then the coughing starts – persistent and painful. So he slides out of bed as soon as he wakes up, almost desperate not to disturb Ariadne’s slumber, and stumbles up onto the deck to try to ride out the pain (sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn’t).

The first time Icarus joined him, he brought with him one of Pythagoras’ painkilling tonics (filched from the mathematician’s stores somehow). Jason doesn’t know how Icarus knew it would be needed but he was incredibly grateful that he did.

Of course, Icarus wouldn’t be able to steal from Pythagoras’ supplies forever – at least not without the mathematician finding out. It had therefore been a surprise (shocking at the time but fortunate with hindsight) when Atalanta had approached Jason early one afternoon a couple of weeks ago now and pressed a small bottle into his hand out of sight of their other friends.

“What is this?” Jason had asked.

Atalanta had smiled enigmatically.

“My Goddess came to me,” she had said. “She told me that I must protect you from harm.”

“You told me that once before.”

“And it is still true,” Atalanta had replied. “She told me that I must join with you on your great journey and that I must help you wherever and however I can.”

She had looked out across the still ocean.

“I am a child of the Earth and I use the gifts that my Goddess Artemis has given me,” she went on, “and those gifts are great indeed… but they are not boundless.”

She had turned to look keenly at Jason.

“When Goddess came to me, she told me you were seeking to destroy the Golden Fleece,” she had said. “She also told me that you will face many trials… but that the greatest of them would come from within yourself.”

“What do you mean?” Jason had asked.

“I know what is wrong with you,” Atalanta had answered directly. “I wish that it was in my power to heal you… but it is not. Artemis has given me such gifts that allow me to heal injuries with her aid, but I cannot heal illnesses like yours. There are few indeed who do have that power.”

Jason had sighed.

“I don’t expect anyone to be able to help me,” he had replied softly. “I have known from the start what was likely to happen in the end. I know there’s nothing anyone can do and it’s alright… I have had enough time to get used to the idea. As long as I can finish what I started – destroy the Fleece, remove Pasiphae from Atlantis once and for all and see Ariadne returned to her rightful position – then that will be enough.”

“That in itself may not be easy,” Atalanta said. “My Goddess told me that you are in pain at times. The contents of the bottle should help.”

“Thank you,” Jason had answered honestly. “And… thank you for not asking why I haven’t told anyone too.”

“That is your business and your decision,” Atalanta replied. “As I told you, my Goddess told me that I must protect you from harm and that I will do to the best of my ability.”

She had wandered off to another part of the ship after that. Jason had watched her go thoughtfully. He was never totally sure what to make of her; Atalanta seemed half shrouded in mysticism at least half of the time – although he was more than willing to acknowledge her skill and ferocity as a warrior.

Ever since that encounter things have been a little easier. Whatever is in the bottle that Atalanta handed Jason, it’s pretty amazing stuff. Yes, he still stumbles out of bed and up onto the deck, breathless and in pain, but the tonic helps him return to as close to normal as possible a lot more quickly than he would have expected. It’s not perfect and he’s still pretty much constantly tired (and definitely lacking in appetite) but it at least allows him to function; to maintain the illusion that everything is alright.

Atalanta has replaced that first bottle twice so far, and so far it’s working.

This evening Jason feels better than he has in weeks. He’d rather be taking advantage of it and spending some quality time with Ariadne than going to some stuffy supper at King Dexicos’ Palace (he’s still not good at diplomacy and small talk). He nuzzles into Ariadne’s neck again, hoping to distract her. Ariadne giggles (a wonderful sound that Jason doesn’t hear nearly enough) and shoves him away.

“Stop it,” she admonishes, but her tone is playful rather than severe. “We do not have time for this. King Dexicos is expecting us.”

“Let’s stay here,” Jason replies.

Ariadne rolls her eyes.

“You know we cannot,” she says. “Dexicos has been kind enough to invite us to dine and we should not keep him waiting. We cannot afford to offend him Jason… not while our ship is beached on his land.”

“You are right,” Jason answers with a wry smile. “As always. You are much better at knowing who not to offend than I am. I am not sure I will ever get the hang of this diplomacy stuff.”

“Then it is lucky that you have me at your side,” Ariadne says playfully.

“I just wish we had a bit more time for us,” Jason murmurs.

“We will find the time,” Ariadne answers, “but not tonight.”

The Palace itself is far smaller than its counterpart in Atlantis; tastefully decorated and appointed. The furniture is of good quality but nowhere near as rich as Jason has seen in Ariadne’s Palace. Their hosts are pleasant people; welcoming and kind. The King is a scholar and is soon deep in conversation with Pythagoras, and the Queen is sweet and very down to earth.

“So how long have you two been married?” she asks over dinner.

Ariadne smiles softly.

“Three months,” she replies.

“Just three months?” Queen Ismene murmurs. “Still in that first flush of young love.” She smiles a little naughtily. “I remember what it was like to be a newlywed,” she goes on. “The pleasure you take in each other’s company… and the desire not to be apart; to have time alone for just the two of you. I do not think that Dexicos and I left the bedroom for the first few months… apart from when he was attending to his other duties of course...”

Ariadne blushes deeply and prettily. Jason finds her captivating, although he would have to admit that his own face is heating up rapidly too.

Queen Ismene laughs brightly.

“Ah to be young again,” she murmurs.

The evening is a lot more pleasant than Jason had feared it would be. So when the disaster strikes it is both sudden and shocking. They are lingering in one of the Palace’s sitting rooms, drinking wine and enjoying good conversation.

Then Pythagoras smells smoke.

Within minutes the whole room is engulfed and a servant is stumbling in to tell the King that an oil lamp has been left unattended too close to a curtain and the Palace is on fire. They hurry towards the entrance only for Queen Ismene to gasp that her daughter is still inside (they were told earlier that the Princess was a little young to join them for supper so she is not with them now). Jason yells to Pythagoras and Hercules to make sure everyone gets to safety and then he’s off, racing back into the burning building with Hercules’ annoyed cry still ringing in his ears.

The corridors are filled with smoke and it’s getting harder to breathe but Jason pushes on, coughing sharply now and again. He senses someone at his shoulder as he runs, their feet pounding in time to his, and turns his head to find Icarus alongside him, his face set in grim determination.

It occurs to Jason as they run that he doesn’t actually know where the Princess is likely to be – or even where the royal chambers are. Running back into a burning building with no clear idea of where he is going is quite possibly one of his more stupid ideas but he’s sort of committed now.

Icarus grabs his arm.

“The royal chambers are to the west,” he grinds out.

“How do you know that?” Jason asks, grimacing at the rasp he hears in his own voice; the wheeze in his breathing.

“Because I asked the King before I followed you in here,” Icarus states grimly. He looks appraisingly at Jason. “You should go back,” he says. “I can find the Princess.

Jason glares at him but doesn’t slow his pace. Icarus is right but he isn’t about to admit it.

In one of the corridors near to where the royal chambers should be they encounter a young girl of about twelve or thirteen. She is beautifully dressed and looks enough like Queen Ismene that there can be no mistake that this is the girl they are looking for.

“Princess?” Icarus says.

“Who are you?” the girl demands. “And what is going on?”

“Your father sent us to fetch you My Lady,” Icarus replies respectfully but hurriedly. “The Palace is on fire.”

“Why should I believe you?” the girl asks. “You could have been sent to kidnap me.”

“If we had wanted to kidnap you we would have already done it,” Jason answers.

Smoke is beginning to drift up the corridor towards them and from somewhere behind them comes a cracking noise that Jason really doesn’t like the sound of. He exchanges a worried look with Icarus.

“Please My Lady,” Icarus says urgently. “We must leave now. Your parents are in the courtyard in front of the Palace awaiting you. You must know that there will be guards at the doors too. Even if you do not trust us, we would hardly be taking you towards the guards if we were intending to kidnap you.”

The Princess stares at him for a moment and then nods her consent. They set off again at as fast a pace as they can (given that the child has shorter legs than either one of her male companions), retracing their steps towards the front of the building.

The smoke is even thicker now, making their eyes sting and stream and their breathing difficult. Icarus eyes Jason with worry. He can see that the other man is struggling much more than he is.

They round a corner and find the corridor ahead of them blocked by flames and burning debris.

“There’s another way,” the Princess yells above the roar of the fire. “Come on. It’s this way.”

She leads them back around the corner and through a door into a large chamber. On the far side is a smaller door and she races towards it confidently, the two men at her heels.

Through that doorway is a quiet corridor; a servant’s passageway, Jason decides. The air is clearer in the corridor (the smoke hasn’t really made it here yet) but he still feels like he’s struggling to catch his breath.

“We are nearly there,” the Princess states confidently (if a little breathlessly). “There is a room up ahead that we must go through which leads out into the entrance hall that leads on to the courtyard.”

They run on.

The corridor turns sharply to the right and they follow it, plunging through a small door in the wall into a dark room beyond. Unlike the corridor, this room is half filled with smoke – evidence that they are near the heart of the fire.

They are halfway across the room when Jason stumbles. Icarus doesn’t hesitate. He grabs hold of the back of his companion’s tunic and pulls him back to his feet, half dragging Jason across the room as he shoves the Princess ahead of him. They need to get out and they need to get out now. They’ve been in this building for far too long with the smoke clogging up their lungs.

The entrance hall outside the room is full of both smoke and people; servants and guards forming chains with buckets to try to douse the flames. Icarus can’t tell if it’s working but at least they are trying. A guard spots the three of them in the doorway to the chamber they have exited and comes hurrying over.

“Your Highness,” he greets the Princess. “Thank the Gods you are safe. We tried to get through to the royal chambers but the corridor is cut off by the fire.”

“Yes,” the girl replies. “I know. These men came to fetch me and we found our way out together.”

She gestures towards Icarus and Jason.

“The King and Queen are awaiting you in the courtyard, Your Highness,” the guard says. “They are most anxious for you.”

“Then I will go to them at once,” the Princess answers, coughing quietly.

Her face is smudged with soot and ashes cling to her hair and clothing. Icarus supposes that neither he nor Jason look any better. Jason starts to cough (a deep tearing sound that makes Icarus’ lungs ache just listening to it) and Icarus ducks his head under his friend’s arm without even thinking about it (because they are friends now – the last couple of months travelling together on the Argo has seen to that).

The three of them stumble out of the burning Palace into the torchlit courtyard. The Princess is immediately descended upon by her worried parents and whisked as far away from the building as possible while still remaining in the enclosure.

Jason drops to his hands and knees, coughing painfully and desperately trying to get more air into his tortured lungs. He senses Icarus sinking down beside him, also breathing hard, but can’t seem to summon up the energy to look; just trying to breathe is taking up his whole world.

He coughs again, feeling Icarus’ hand on his back, spluttering and spitting up more blood than he ever has before; an ever-growing puddle on the ground in front of him. Someone gasps, but Jason neither knows nor cares who it is. If he could just catch his breath he is sure he could ride this out, but he can’t and it hurts – oh God it hurts – more than it ever has before. It feels like he’s tearing apart inside. The lack of oxygen is making him increasingly light headed and his vision greys at the edges; black spots dancing in front of his eyes.

There are hands on his shoulders and a voice (desperation colouring its tone) urgently saying something to him, but Jason can’t focus enough to make sense of the words. Somewhere in his oxygen deprived brain he begins to think he might actually be dying.

With one last effort, Jason forces his head up and stares uncomprehendingly into Pythagoras’ fear filled blue eyes. He opens his mouth to speak but all that comes out is a desperate wheezing that morphs into another tearing cough, bright blood spraying the front of Pythagoras’ tunic.

Jason wants to apologise (he wants to say sorry for so many things) but the blackness closes in on him and he pitches forwards into waiting unconsciousness. As he does, the last sound he hears is Hercules’ strangled cry.

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Friday, April 14th, 2017 10:41 am
Title: Time's Wingèd Chariot (Chapter 1)
Author: Yassandra
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing/characters: Jason/Ariadne, Pythagoras/Icarus, Hercules, Atalanta, Cassandra, Mac
Rating: T
Warnings: Major Illness, Main Character Death, Some Swearing
Disclaimer: Not mine. BBC and Urban Myth Films own them.
Word count: 25793 (This chapter - 6294)
Summary: Jason knew he was ill before he ever arrived in Atlantis - knew that he was dying - but since arriving there he hasn't really felt ill. When things start to go wrong though and he suddenly finds himself getting much worse, how will the people that know and love him best react to the news? And just how far will they all go to save his life - whether Jason wants it or not?

A/N Written for round six of the Small Fandoms Big Bang, and also for Hurt/Comfort Bingo for the 'sacrifice' prompt. It also fills the following prompt on the Atlantis Bucket List: "The reason Jason keeps risking his life (taking the sub down, taking the black stone…) is that he’s already dying (of cancer or something)".
Please go and check out the lovely artwork by [livejournal.com profile] knowmefirst here on Dreamwidth and give the artist some appreciation too :-)




Chapter 1 - The Beginning of the End

But at my back I always hear
Time's wingèd chariot hurrying near;
And yonder all before us lie
Deserts of vast eternity.

(Andrew Marvel – To His Coy Mistress)

The day that they tell Jason he’s dying it comes as a bit of a shock.

It was never supposed to be this way, of course, and at first he tells himself that maybe, just maybe, they’ve made a mistake and got him mixed up with someone else; that they’re looking at someone else’s results from the battery of tests they’ve put him through.

It started on a Thursday. Or maybe not. Maybe it actually started well before that with something so innocuous that his mind can’t quite remember what or when. He doesn’t suppose it matters all that much. Only, it does matter. It matters very much because those first moments when someone noticed something was wrong have marked the course of his future – or lack of future, as the case may be.

It started in the library at the uni with the dust from the reserve collection irritating the back of his throat. He’d had an annoying cough that seemed to have appeared out of nowhere for a while if he was honest; had decided it was just one of those winter bugs that was doing the rounds even though he hadn’t actually felt ill with it.

He wasn’t really supposed to be in the uni library – had graduated quite some time ago – but he’s sort of made friends with the librarian who looks after the reserve collection and the rare books so she lets him slip in whenever he wants to do a bit of research on whatever site he’s supposed to be working on; turns a blind eye to his presence and he never takes the piss by messing anything up or being there too often.

This time it’s a site in the Mediterranean that Mac’s ultra-keen on. There’s a particular book he wanted to consult for a bit of background so Jason was dispatched to go and do the research while he’s away drumming up the financial support for a trip. Jason doesn’t mind to be honest; as Mac’s site supervisor, a role Jason knows he is distinctly young for (it’s caused a bit of friction with some of the older guys Mac’s brought on board on sites in the past), it’s sort of his job.

Mac’s intending to sail out to the Med sometime in May (or at least that’s what he’s suggested to Jason) and spending at least a month or two out there. Jason’s looking forwards to it, not least because winter seems to have gone on forever this year and the thought of a couple of months in the sun is definitely attractive (even if he will be working).

So it was that on a grey and drizzly Thursday in late February he had plodded miserably up the steps to the front door of the library ready to start another day of research on Mac’s behalf and more than ready to get into the warm. It had been dry when he left home so he hadn’t bothered with an umbrella – something he now bitterly regretted. It might have only been drizzle but it had soaked through his jeans, and his dark curls, now plastered to his head, dripped water down the back of his neck.

It was early – not long after the library had opened for the day – too early for most of the students on campus to be up (and Jason should know – he’d been one of them not so long ago after all). He had slipped in through the front doors, trainers squeaking on the tiled floor of the entrance, his jacket pulled around himself in a vain attempt to find a bit of extra warmth in it, and made his way rapidly towards the reserve collection – the bit of the library most of the undergrads would never enter.

He was cold and damp and wishing he was somewhere far away – somewhere hot and sunny with a nice beach for preference. He’d had a chest infection at the start of winter that seemed to take an age (and more than one course of antibiotics) to go away and he’d been feeling distinctly tired and a bit run down ever since – although he had put it down to the miserable weather getting him down and depressing him a bit.

Sarah, the librarian, had rolled her eyes and made some comment about him looking like a drowned rat, but she’d also invited him into her office for a cuppa and a warm in front of the small heater she had tucked away in there before he started on his research for the day. Jason had gratefully accepted. She’d had a bit of a soft spot for him ever since he’d wandered into her domain as an undergrad looking for a specific book for his dissertation. As a rule she didn’t see all that many undergraduates in the reserve and special collection – most of them would simply have no need to be there at their level of study; she tended to deal mostly with postgrads and the faculty.

Jason had settled down to work once he had finished his tea. He had found the book he was looking for with a little help and settled down at one of the study carrels to read, pulling a slightly damp notebook out of his backpack and starting making notes with a biro. Something had been irritating the back of his throat though and every so often he had given a deep hacking cough.

Finally, Sarah had wandered over.

“You want to get that looked at,” she had said.

Jason had looked up, startled. He had been deeply engrossed in his work and not paying attention to his surroundings, so hadn’t heard her approach.

“What?” he had asked in confusion.

“That cough. You’ve had it for weeks. Every time you come in here it’s cough, cough, cough.”

Jason had frowned.

“I’m fine,” he had replied, a little dismissively. “It’s just the dust in here.”

As it turned out, Sarah had been a bit offended by that (which had never been Jason’s intention). She had pointed out (rather stridently) that the library was hoovered every night and she wouldn’t have tolerated dust on her books, thank you very much.

Jason had been quick to apologise, not wanting to upset a woman who he considered to be almost a friend (and, if he was honest with himself, not wanting to risk losing his access to the uni library given that he didn’t really have right to be there).

“You want to get yourself to the doctor’s,” Sarah had sniffed, still a little huffy.

Jason had opened his mouth to respond but had been cut off by another coughing fit that had left him breathless. Sarah had tutted and disappeared to fetch a glass of water (although she had made sure to move any books over onto the next carrel to avoid the chance of accidental spillages) muttering under her breath about stubborn young men who didn’t seem to be able to look after themselves as she went.

As the coughing had subsided, Jason had taken his hand away from his mouth. It had felt a little damp (which in itself was fairly gross) and he had moved to surreptitiously wipe it on his jeans, knowing that he didn’t have a hankie.

“That’s disgusting,” Sarah had declared, handing him a tissue. She peered more closely at the hand he was wiping off. “Wait… is that blood?”

Jason had glanced at his hand. Sure enough there had been a faint red spray on his palm. He had quickly wiped it away on the tissue.

“It’s fine,” he had asserted.

Sarah had stared at him incredulously.

“Coughing up blood is not fine,” she had hissed. “For two pins I’d load you into my car and take you to A & E.”

“There’s no need for that,” Jason had objected. He had sighed. “I popped a blood vessel in the back of my throat when I was coughing the other night. I guess I’ve just set it off again.”

Sarah had still not looked happy. Jason had had to promise her faithfully that he would take the next available appointment at his GPs before she was pacified. Even then he had caught her staring at him through narrowed eyes whenever he had so much as thought of coughing. Consequently he hadn’t really been able to settle into the research that Mac had asked him to do and had ended up leaving most of it for another day.

He had been certain that the GP would just say it was a bug, or perhaps another chest infection. What he hadn’t been expecting was for the doctor to take it deadly seriously and send him to the hospital for a whole barrage of tests that had taken weeks to complete. Fortunately perhaps, Mac was still flitting in and out arranging funding and equipment, so Jason had managed to fit in all the various appointments and still complete any and all work that Mac wanted without letting the man know precisely what was going on. It wasn’t so much that he was keeping it a secret, it was more that he was sticking his own head in the sand and hoping it would all just go away.

That was, of course, what had brought him back to the hospital today – to finally receive the results from the battery of tests.

Even after having so many unexpected tests though, Jason still isn’t expecting the news. The consultant sits across from him and explains in no uncertain terms that although there are treatments they can do that may give him a little more time, they’ve caught the disease too late to actually cure it; that Jason is living on borrowed time.

It’s all so bloody unfair; there’s still so much that he wants to do – so much that he’s never had time for. The consultant keeps talking about different options for treatment but Jason is still reeling – still completely off balance – and isn’t really taking anything in by this point.

For a doctor he’s definitely on the cold and severe side; needs to work on his bedside manner. Not that Jason’s really listening. He nods and mumbles agreement at the right moments; says yes when the consultant asks if he understands what he’s being told; agrees to come in for follow up appointments to talk about the next steps; but all he can really think is “oh shit, oh shit, oh shit” repeated over and over in his head.

The nurse that comes in to the room after the consultant has swept out is kinder. She’s some kind of specialist but Jason still isn’t really focussing enough to know what it is that she’s a specialist in. Unlike the consultant who just seemed to expect Jason’s agreement, she asks him to tell her what he understands about everything he’s been told, gently correcting anything he’s got glaringly wrong. Jason thinks he probably mumbles out something acceptable because she nods and smiles gently, taking his hand in hers.

He needs to get out of here; can’t breathe in such an enclosed space; needs to get some fresh air. The nurse seems to understand that he can’t take anymore right now (certainly can’t take anything else in) but she doesn’t seem to want to let him leave on his own; keeps asking him if there’s someone she can call for him; suggests that she doesn’t think he should be by himself right now. Jason almost smiles, humourlessly. What exactly does she think he’s going to do? All he wants to do is go home, shut out the world and pretend that today hasn’t happened… and possibly get pissed – getting pissed sounds like an extremely good idea to him.

He thanks her, takes the card she proffers with her name and number on it, agrees to call her at some point in the next few days and shakes her hand. He stands and grabs his jacket from the back of the chair, hands full of leaflets and appointment letters and other bits of paperwork that he can’t quite function enough to identify.

“You really shouldn’t be alone,” the nurse frets. “There must be someone you can call. A friend… or a relative.”

Jason pauses in the doorway and looks back over his shoulder at her.

“No,” he answers softly. “There’s no-one. I don’t have anyone left.”


It’s been a week since they told him.

Jason hasn’t really been out of the house in that week (only to a follow up appointment that they’d made for him). For the most part he’s spent the last seven days curled up on the sofa watching incredibly bad daytime telly and old movies (and why are all the hosts of daytime programs that frankly alarming shade of orange permatan?). He’s eaten takeaway straight from the containers, got drunk more than once and generally just tried to shut out the world; to forget about everything.

It isn’t really working.

Instead the thoughts swim round and round in his brain. It’s worse at night and he finds himself lying awake in the darkness, staring at the ceiling and trying desperately hard not to think. He hasn’t had a proper night’s sleep in the last week – hasn’t slept for more than a couple of hours a night at most – and he can barely recognise himself when he looks in the mirror.

Towards the end of the week though, he starts to come to a few decisions; nothing earth shattering but they will mean a lot to him. For a start, he decides that he isn’t going to go ahead with any of the treatments they’ve offered him. From what he understands those treatments might give him a little more time but would make him horribly ill and, as far as he’s concerned, that’s not something he wants; he has too much he wants to do in the time they have given him to waste it.

He’s not sure anyone else would agree with him, of course – the professionals at the hospital certainly don’t (they’ve arranged for him to see a counsellor to help him “come to terms” with everything and he supposes that that might be a good idea) and he hasn’t told Mac anything yet. He’s always known his own mind though (Mac says he’s too stubborn) and he can’t see anything anyone might say changing how he feels or what he’s decided.

The irony of it is, that he feels fine at the moment; doesn’t really feel ill in any way. He’s been given lots of different things for symptom control but right now, aside from a couple of pills each morning, he doesn’t really need to take any of them; he knows that the time will come (and sooner than he would like) when he will need them but that time is not yet.

He also starts to plan out what he wants to do; to make a list of all the things he’s never managed to find the time for but that he always dreamed of – things that he’s been putting off because it always seemed that there would be plenty of time for them in the future.

Only there won’t be plenty of time in the future. If he doesn’t do them now, he never will.

Top of the list is finding out what happened to his Dad.

In the end he supposes that it won’t make all that much difference (his Dad will still be gone after all) but it’s always felt like there’s a little piece of him missing; he needs closure and this may be his one and only chance to get it.

Jason hasn’t got as far as working out how he’s going to do it though – especially without telling Mac what’s going on – and he wants to avoid that particular conversation for as long as possible; wants to try to avoid thinking about what the future will hold. He’s burying his head in the sand as much as possible and telling Mac (telling anyone) the truth would make it all too real.

It’s a surprise when the doorbell rings; he isn’t expecting anyone after all. He’s never really been a social bunny (has always been viewed as friendly but distant) and doesn’t often have people around – especially not at 10 in the morning.

It’s even more of a surprise when he opens the door and finds Mac on the other side. The man is supposed to be in Athens right now sorting out the relevant permits for his expedition and Jason can’t quite work out why or how he’s on his doorstep.

“Mac,” he blurts out, “why aren’t you in Greece?”

“Got everything sorted quicker than I thought I would,” Mac answers, half pushing past into Jason’s hallway. “We’re nearly there, sunshine. Just got to get the last of the funding sorted and we’ll be on our way at the beginning of May… Speaking of which, how’d you get on with the research?”

“Erm… okay,” Jason replies, feeling a bit off balance.

“Jolly good,” Mac says. “You can tell me all about it in the car.”

“In the car?” Jason echoes blankly.

“Yeah,” Mac answers. “Got a sponsorship meeting and I need you there. You’re the one that’s done the research after all and I’ll need you to talk through it.” He hesitates. “I know you don’t like these sorts of meetings Jas, but I really do need you on this one and it’s good experience. I know it’s short notice but I only got the word late last night that they wanted to meet with us and this is the only time they can do.”

He looks properly at Jason for the first time and frowns.

“Are you alright, sunshine?” he asks. “It’s not like you not to be dressed at this time in the morning.”

Jason looks down at himself and grimaces. He’d forgotten when he answered the door that he’s still wearing the elderly t-shirt and worn jogging bottoms that he sleeps in. The truth is that he hasn’t bothered getting dressed for the past week apart from the trip to hospital for the outpatient’s appointment.

“Had a lay in this morning,” he shrugs. “I didn’t think I had anything to do so I was being a bit lazy.”

Mac’s frown deepens. He knows that his godson is a habitually early riser after all (had taught him to be on the trips out on the boat as a teenager).

“Are you sure?” he asks. “You look a bit pale.”

Jason scowls and rolls his eyes.

“Yeah,” he mutters. “I’m fine. Just getting over a cold.”

Mac’s eyes narrow.

“If you’re not well you don’t have to come,” he says.

“I’m fine,” Jason repeats through gritted teeth. “Just let me go and get some clothes on.”

Mac looks at him appraisingly for a moment.

“Alright,” he says. “If you’re sure.”

Jason doesn’t bother to respond to that.

“Go on through,” he says. “You know where the kettle is. Get yourself a coffee and I’ll be as quick as I can.”

He starts to move down the hallway towards the bathroom, leaving Mac to his own devices.

“Jas?”

Mac’s voice stops him in his tracks and he turns to find the older man is standing in the kitchen doorway watching him thoughtfully.

“You know you can tell me anything, right?” Mac goes on. “So if there’s something wrong you can talk to me.”

Jason nods silently; he doesn’t trust his voice not to betray him. He turns back away from Mac and hurries into the bathroom.

One super quick shower later and he’s feeling vaguely human. He drags on a shirt and trousers (because somehow he doesn’t think that his usual t-shirt and jeans would be particularly appropriate for Mac’s meeting) and peers at himself in the mirror, grimacing at his own reflection. It’s no wonder Mac thinks something is wrong. He looks pale and hollow eyed, and a five day growth of stubble (rapidly heading towards a full beard with his dark hair) only heightens the effect. He brushes his teeth, has a quick shave (perhaps not the most thorough he’s ever managed but good enough for now), drags a comb through his unruly hair and tries to pinch some colour back into his cheeks.

It isn’t perfect but the effect is good enough; on the whole he manages to look almost normal. He nods to himself and heads towards the living room to join Mac, certain that (at least for now) he can maintain the façade.


It’s raining by the time they come out of the meeting and get back into Mac’s battered old Land Rover. Jason watches fat droplets of water meandering down the glass as he rests his head against the car window, lost in thought.

Mac watches him out of the corner of his eye, trying to keep his concentration on the rain slicked road but worrying more than he would like to admit. Jason is distracted, more distant than usual, and, although he played his part in the meeting (did everything that was asked of him and more), his heart clearly wasn’t in it.

Mac’s even tried to get a rise out of him by playing that cheesy 80s CD that Jason always takes the micky out of on the car stereo, but he doesn’t even seem to have noticed.

Mac’s frown deepens. He’s never been a demonstrative man but he loves his godson dearly – even if he isn’t all that good at showing it. Jason has been his son in all but name ever since the boy’s father went missing all those years ago. Sometimes he wonders if he should have tried to adopt the lad formally but he had never wanted Jason to forget his real father. So they had stayed as they were, with the boy calling him “Mac” (never “Uncle” or even “Dad”).

They’ve muddled through well enough together over the years and Mac has learned to read Jason (better than the boy thinks he can at least) so he knows without doubt that the young man is worried about something now – and that worries him.

“Jas?” he says, keeping his eyes firmly on the road and not on the young man at his side – although he does keep watch out of the corner of his eye. “You’d tell me if something was wrong, wouldn’t you?”

Jason starts visibly and turns to look at Mac with wide eyes.

“What?” he asks uncertainly. “Sorry… I was daydreaming.”

“Is something worrying you?” Mac asks. “You’ve seemed distracted all morning.”

“No,” Jason answers unconvincingly.

He’s never been a particularly competent liar; has always been a bit too honest for that. Mac remembers some particularly unconvincing excuses he gave as a teenager to try to get himself out of trouble with nostalgic fondness.

Still, he doesn’t really like the thought that the boy (his boy) isn’t being entirely open with him now.

“Jason,” he growls firmly. “If there’s something wrong I want to know what it is.”

“It’s nothing,” Jason replies evasively.

“Jas, please,” Mac says, glancing away from the road to look at his companion. “What’s the matter sunshine?”

Jason hesitates. He knows deep down that he should tell his godfather what’s going on – that Mac would want nothing more than to help him – and part of him longs for Mac to take charge of everything; to tell him that everything will be alright. If he tells Mac about the hospital and the diagnosis, he knows that his godfather will be shocked and desperately upset but that he will be unfailingly supportive; that he will take the hard decisions if Jason lets him.

Jason still isn’t ready to face it though – not really; just wants to ignore it in the vain hope that it will all go away (even if it does play on his mind day and night). He tries to smile, feeling the skin tighten uncomfortably across his face and knowing that there is a good chance that it looks more like a grimace.

“I’m just a bit tired,” he answers softly. “Haven’t been sleeping all that well,” he pauses for a moment and swallows hard, “and I’ve been thinking…”

“What about?” Mac asks.

“When we go out to the site in May… how close will we be to where Dad went missing?”

The question is not what Mac was expecting and takes his breath away for a moment.

“Not that far,” he answers guardedly. “A couple of hours away is all… why do you ask?”

Jason turns those devastatingly appealing eyes on him and Mac’s guard increases; his senses screaming at him that something is very wrong beyond what he can see.

“I need to know what happened to him,” Jason says quietly. “I can’t move on until I do.”

“I told you what happened to him,” Mac answers. “He took a sub down and it was lost. We searched for him long beyond the point where we should have given up. I couldn’t bring myself to accept that he was really gone… but he was, sunshine.”

He looks for somewhere that he can pull over to talk to Jason properly. There’s a gap in the parked cars at the side of the road so he signals and pulls into it, turning off the engine and twisting to face his godson fully.

“Your Dad wouldn’t want this for you,” he says firmly.

He’s always known that Jason has issues; has hang-ups about what happened to his father; has never quite been able to let it go. Over the years there have been times when the boy has shown signs of being obsessed and Mac has let it go on for long enough; it’s time to nip it in the bud before Jason goes too far.

“Mac,” Jason begins.

“Your Dad was a good man,” Mac continues, as though Jason hadn’t tried to speak, “but he’s been gone a long time. It’s time to let him go, Jas.”

“I know,” Jason answers. “I really do know,” he adds at Mac’s incredulous look. “But I can’t. Can’t you see that? I need closure. I need to know why.”

Mac sighs and reaches out to put a gentle hand on Jason’s shoulder.

“I don’t think there’s anything that will ever tell you why,” he remarks softly.

“Maybe not,” Jason replies, his voice suddenly thick. “But maybe if we can find the wreckage and I can see it for myself then I’ll be able to let go.”

He looks away from Mac, blinking back the sudden wetness on his eyelashes and setting his jaw stubbornly; he will not give in and break down now – no good could come of it.

“It’d be too dangerous,” Mac states. “Your Dad wouldn’t want you to risk your life.”

Jason snorts. His life isn’t exactly worth all that much at the moment – although Mac doesn’t know that.

“Why would it be any more dangerous than going down looking for any other wreck?” he points out. “You said yourself that it’s not far from where we’ll be diving anyway. Are the conditions likely to be that different?”

He genuinely doesn’t know the answer to that one; is relying on Mac’s memory of the site where his Dad disappeared. He knows that actually the conditions under the water could be vastly different between the two sites (the terrain and undersea currents might make one far more dangerous than the other after all) but he’s hoping that Mac will say that they’re not; that the caution that Mac uses to pick their dive sites now will have meant that Jason’s Dad’s last site was no more dangerous than any of the other sites he has worked on over the years (than any of the sites Jason has worked on with him).

Mac closes his eyes for a moment. When he opens them, he looks sadder than Jason thinks he’s ever seen him.

“No,” he says softly. “It isn’t any more dangerous than the site we’re planning on diving. When your Dad first said he wanted to dive there – when he first identified the site as worth a look – it’s one of the things he sold it to me on actually: how much safer it was than some of the stuff we had been doing.”

“Mac,” Jason begins but stops, trying to gather his thoughts.

“Jason, you know I’d do anything for you,” Mac says thickly, with an uncharacteristic display of emotion, “but you’re asking me to let you risk your life chasing a ghost.”

Jason swallows.

“Yes,” he acknowledges. “I am… but I need this. I need to be able to say goodbye finally. I need to find the wreck of his sub and I need to be able to see it for myself.” He swallows hard again. “I think Dad knew he wouldn’t be coming back,” he admits (and he’s never really admitted it out loud to another living soul before). “I think that when he said goodbye to me he knew he’d never see me again… but no-one ever found a body and you said yourself that you didn’t have another sub that you could send down to look for the wreckage properly. I know he’s gone… that he’s not coming back… logically I know that but part of me’s always thought that maybe it was a mistake… that maybe he’d come back through the door one day. He told me that one day I’d understand but I don’t… I can’t. I need to know Mac. I need to see it for myself and say goodbye. I can’t move on until I do.”

“I wish I could say that I don’t understand,” Mac says huskily. “But I do. I only wish there was a safer way.”

He stares out through the windscreen at the rain swept street for a long moment. The pavement is a sea of umbrellas and hoods as the pedestrians try to hurry along to their destinations, staying as dry as possible. A small child, having briefly escaped his mother’s grasp, splashes in the puddles; taking pleasure in the weather in a way that the adults have long since forgotten. Mac watches him for a moment, remembering a time when the young man at his side was just a little child, jumping in puddles on his way home from school while Mac tried to hurry him home and into the dry. He wishes he could go back to that simpler time.

Finally he turns back to face his godson again.

“Alright,” he says. “I’m still not happy about this but I’ll dig out the paperwork from the last time we were there… from when your Dad was lost. You need to remember that the conditions on the sea floor might have changed though… Your Dad was a long way down when we lost contact with the sub and the only scans we’ve got of the region are going to be well out of date. If, and only if, we have time at the end of the main trip we’ll go and have a look. We’ll spend a couple of days, do a sonar scan, check out the area and then if it’s safe enough you might be able to go down… But,” he adds firmly, “it’s my boat and I get the final say. If I think it’s too dangerous you don’t go.”

Jason’s smile is like the sun coming up. Mac doesn’t have the heart to dampen his youthful enthusiasm (never has had). He already knows that, unless there is something glaringly dangerous, he will let Jason take the sub down to look for his father’s wreck in spite of his own misgivings. The boy has always had him wrapped around his little finger – even if Jason doesn’t quite realise it (much to Mac’s relief).


They’ve been at the site of his father’s wreck for a while now – just long enough to make sure that it’s safe enough to take a sub down. The scans have shown that there is something down there (which may well be the wreckage of a small single person sub – it certainly looks that way to Jason’s trained eyes) but that it’s down deep. It’s deep enough that Mac insisted on spending a bit more time than usual surveying the site in general.

Now, though, everything is ready. The only thing that could stop Jason taking the sub down is the weather and all the reports have promised that it will be clear enough for the foreseeable future – for long enough to do what he needs to anyway.

Today is the day; today is the day when Jason finally has a chance to find out what happened to his Dad; to finally understand why he never came home.

He’s been up since four – a mixture of excitement and nerves making it almost impossible to sleep – reading quietly in his cabin to avoid waking the rest of the boat too early. It’s been almost impossible to concentrate though.

He looks up from the paragraph he’s just read for the fourth time without taking any of it in, feeling the urge to cough, and grabs a tissue from a box on the side, letting loose a string of swear words in his head as he feels a damp spray from his hacking gather in the handkerchief – knowing that if he looked it would be red. Mornings are the worst. Mornings are the one time of the day when Jason actually feels ill. He’s getting worse and he knows it; knows that he will have to tell Mac the truth sooner rather than later, before his godfather guesses for himself that there’s something very wrong. He’s promised himself that he will talk to Mac properly as soon as they are back to shore (knows that if he told Mac now, he’d never be allowed to take the sub down and that isn’t something he’s willing to risk).

Jason sighs and closes his well-thumbed novel (one he’s read so many times over the years that he knows every word by heart), carefully marking his place with an envelope and putting the book on the small shelf next to his bunk, before swinging his legs over the side of the bed and making his way across the small cabin to throw the frankly disgusting tissue in the bin under the small desk.

He glances around the room. Everything is as ready as he can make it (he thinks). He’s not anticipating any trouble today (after all he’s taken the sub down in far worse conditions without any trouble) but even so he thinks he’s left everything tidy. Jason’s never been a fatalistic person (if anyone asked he would describe himself as an optimist) but he’s still left a letter for Mac (in the envelope he’s using as a bookmark) explaining everything just in case something does go wrong. Somehow he can’t bear the thought that his godfather would be left with the same sorts of questions he’s spent the best part of his life trying to answer; needs Mac to fully understand everything – just in case he never gets the chance to explain for himself.

The clock on the wall reads six – still early but at least there will be other members of the crew beginning to get up and move around. Jason throws on his jeans and t-shirt and stuffs his feet into an elderly pair of trainers. As he’s leaving the room, he snags a sweatshirt from the back of the chair and pulls it on over his head as he’s making his way down the narrow corridor. Later on the heat will be stifling but it can be chilly out on deck this early in the morning.

He grabs a scaldingly hot mug of coffee from the galley and nearly burns his tongue as he gulps it down, before making his way out onto deck, greeting any of the crew that he sees in a somewhat distracted manner.

There’s a distinct breeze this morning and the sea is a little choppy – the wind stirring it up into small foaming waves. Jason leans on the railing at the side of the deck and looks out over the water, the breeze ruffling his dark curls. It’s pleasant to stand here breathing the sea air and letting his thoughts wander, and he feels a sense of peace and purpose that he hasn’t had ever since he got the damned diagnosis. Behind him the rest of the ship is beginning to wake up and get on with the day, but for a few minutes he can enjoy the peace and quiet.

Quite how long he’s standing at the railings, Jason couldn’t say. He hears Mac approaching (knows it will be his godfather without needing to look) but he doesn’t turn. He suspects Mac will make one final attempt to talk him out of going down and looking for the wreckage of his Dad’s sub but it won’t work – Jason is nothing if not stubborn when there’s something he’s made his mind up about.

Still, he just wants to get today over with – just wants to get this first (and biggest) item ticked off his bucket list – and then he’ll talk to Mac; explain what’s been happening for the past couple of months and let his godfather step in to help him. Whatever might happen tomorrow, one thing Jason is certain of – by this evening he will have some of the answers he has craved for so long.

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Tuesday, April 4th, 2017 09:41 pm
Well this is my rec list put together for the March Amnesty Mini Challenge for [livejournal.com profile] hc_bingo. I think I've managed to fulfill the criteria - although I have to admit that I found it harder than I would have liked to get to 15 recs. As this is probably one of my least favourite challenges (the only one I find more difficult is the crossover fic in April) I'm pleased to have managed to complete it. My prompts were 'Loss of Home/Shelter', 'Trust Issues' and 'Whipping/Flogging'.

Loss of Home/Shelter

1. Title: Protect and Serve
Author: [livejournal.com profile] deinonychus_1
Fandom: Atlantis
Medium: Fic
Pairing: Ariadne/Jason
Rating: G
Word Count: 973
Summary: For as long as she could remember, Ariadne had been told she was special.
Why I’m Reccing This: This beautiful little story is set in the time after series 2 when the heroes have escaped from Atlantis and are camping in the woods. It deals with Ariadne's thoughts on friendship and implies that actually Ariadne is happiest out in the woods with no home and shelter but with a group of people who are her friends than she ever was in the palace in Atlantis.

2. Title: He'll Come
Author: [livejournal.com profile] janecshannon
Fandom: Atlantis
Medium: Fic
Pairing: Jason & Medusa (friendship)
Rating: G
Word Count: 953
Summary: Jason has returned to the cave Medusa is hiding in with food and blankets. However she is not left unaffected by Hercules noble foolish attempt to sacrifice himself.
Why I’m Reccing This: Medusa has lost everything that matters to her: her home; her friends; her love; her hope. This missing scene, set while she is living in the cave, deals with her mentally preparing herself to leave everything behind and set out to get as far away from people as she can.


3. Title: A Moment in the Sun
Author: [livejournal.com profile] clea2011
Fandom:
Atlantis
Medium: Fic
Pairing: Icarus/Pythagoras
Rating: T
Word Count: 2323
Summary: “This is the fall of Atlantis,” Jason told Pythagoras as they picked their way through the ruins of what had once been the east wing of the palace. “Atlantis will sink into the sea, fade into myth and legend.”
This is what happened. And there was more than one legend created by the fall.
Why I’m Reccing This: Any fic which deals with the ultimate destruction of Atlantis has to be perfect for the 'Loss of Home/Shelter' prompt! This is a deliciously devestating number which deals with both the destruction of Atlantis (and therefore the creation of the myth of Atlantis) and the the start of Icarus' legend.


4. Title: A Lost City of Atlantis
Author: [livejournal.com profile] rilliane
Fandom: Atlantis/Percy Jackson and the Olympians
Medium: Fic
Pairing: Jason/Ariadne
Rating: G
Word Count: 24570
Summary: After coming back to the future, Jason discovers that not so many things have changed throughout the ages.
Why I’m Reccing This: Okay, so I don't normally go for crossovers but this one ticks a few boxes. This is a crossover between Atlantis and Percy Jackson and the Olympians. It deals with the aftermath of Jason's return to the modern world and how he can never really fit in now that he has lost the home he had found and all those he loves - and how he has to pick himself up and carry on afterwards.


5. Title: The Coup
Author: [livejournal.com profile] aussiemel1
Fandom:
Atlantis
Medium: Fic
Pairing: Jason/Ariadne
Rating: G
Word Count: 64373
Summary: Jason is badly injured in an assassination attempt at the palace and it is up to Hercules and Pythagoras to keep Jason and Ariadne safe.
Why I’m Reccing This: I have to admit that I have recced this fic before for a very different prompt but I still love the story and think it applies as much to this prompt as any other. The whole premise deals with Pasiphae taking Atlantis shortly after Jason and Ariadne become engaged and the couple (along with Hercules and Pythagoras of course) having to flee the city and escape into the woods despite the fact that Jason is actually very badly injured. It is a story of survival and deals with how the small group (plus an ally) act to recover the home they have lost.


6. Title: From the Frozen Waters
Author: [livejournal.com profile] janecshannon
Fandom:
Atlantis
Medium: Fic
Pairing: Aeson & Mac (Friendship)
Rating: G
Word Count: 2729
Summary: Aeson fled Atlantis with his infant son but a storm takes him to a land far stranger than his wildest imagination.
Why I’m Reccing This: This story follows Aeson from the time when he first enters our world with his infant son, losing his home and everything he has ever known, to the time when he leaves and abandons Jason, losing the new home he has found. Now I'm really not a fan of Aeson most of the time (because I simply cannot see a man who abandons a young child in the way that he did as a loving father) but this story does at least try to show that his motivations weren't simply selfish and to deal with his feelings of loss and fear. It's well written and well worth a read. A lovely little story all round.


7. Title: The Man in Cubicle Seven
Author: [livejournal.com profile] deinonychus_1
Fandom: Atlantis
Medium: Fic
Pairing: Charlie (Casualty) & Jason (Atlantis)
Rating: G
Word Count: 1852
Summary: He wasn’t sure what it was that made him want to see the man for himself, but Charlie’s gut instinct was telling him this was not a patient who should be left alone for too long.
Why I’m Reccing This: Unusually for me this is another crossover fic. Like I said, I generally don't enjoy crossovers but this was fantastic. It is a crossover between Atlantis and Casualty (not the most obvious of pairings) and deals with the aftermath of Jason coming back to the modern world when Atlantis is destroyed, losing everything and everyone he loves and his desperate attempts to get back there - even if that means committing suicide. It's heartbreaking and truly wonderful to read.


8. Title: Waking Nightmare
Author: [livejournal.com profile] deinonychus_1
Fandom: Atlantis
Medium: Fic
Pairing: Jason/Pythagoras
Rating: M
Word Count: 547
Summary: The doctors tell him to give it time.
Why I’m Reccing This: Once again this is a really devestating piece of fiction. As with the previous story on the list, this deals with the aftermath of Jason returning to the modern world and losing the only home (and people) that he truly loves. Deeply depressed, he descends into drug abuse to allow him to at least dream of the place he longs to be and the people he longs to be with - as he contemplates suicide as a way out of the waking nightmare his life has become. The story is depressing and haunting and utterly brilliant.

9. Title: A Longing That Persists
Author: [livejournal.com profile] aislinceivun
Fandom: Atlantis
Medium: Fic
Pairing: Jason/Pythagoras
Rating: T
Word Count: 6751
Summary: After losing the closest friends he’d ever had, the people he’d come to consider his own and the land that had become his home, Jason finds it very hard to adapt back to 21st century London.
Why I’m Reccing This: This is another story that deals with Jason losing the home he has found in Atlantis and the people that he loves when he returns to the modern world. It also has the added bonus of a cameo appearance by everyone's favourite warlock, Merlin. There are no happy endings here though (and there really can't be a happy ending)... but the story is still a thing of beauty in spite of that. Well worth a read.


10. Title: Why The Poets Sing
Author: [livejournal.com profile] amyfortuna
Fandom: Atlantis
Medium: Fic
Pairing: Jason, Pythagoras, Hercules
Rating: T
Word Count: 1024
Summary: Jason is missing home, Hercules is drunk, and Pythagoras is in love.
Why I’m Reccing This: Okay so this is a bit different in that it deals with Jason trying to adjust to his new situation and the loss of his former home right after he first arrives in Atlantis and kills the Minotaur. I like it because there aren't many stories out there that tackle the sense of loss and homesickness he must almost inevitably have felt. After all, no matter how much he felt he didn't fully fit in where he came from it would still have been the only home he actually remembered.

11. Title: Reluctant Adventurer
Author: [livejournal.com profile] deinonychus_1
Fandom:
Atlantis
Medium: Art
Pairing: Icarus
Rating: G
Word Count: N/A
Summary: To be honest, Icarus had never intended to leave the city with them that night. He had intended to try to help them escape, and then, assuming he survived, he was going to go home and lay low for a while. But instead he found himself being dragged along with Pythagoras and his mission; him the unworthy one, the reluctant hero and adventurer.
Now, from the relative safety of the ship, the fact that he never properly said goodbye to his father is something that plays on Icarus' mind on the long nights out at sea.

Why I’m Reccing This: This is a really lovely wallpaper. Icarus has essentially lost his home by throwing in his lot with Pythagoras and his friends and, as the only one of them with any family left in Atlantis, that's got to be extra hard on him... and I think this art brings that out really well.


Trust Issues

12. Title: Primal Instincts
Author: [livejournal.com profile] deinonychus_1
Fandom: Atlantis
Medium: Fic
Pairing: Jason/Pythagoras
Rating: T
Word Count: 953
Summary: The curse may have gone, but Pythagoras still has some important questions.
Why I’m Reccing This: This may seem a bit of an odd fic to rec for the 'Trust Issues' prompt but I actually think it's very appropriate. The whole fic is about Jason trying to avoid talking about the memories he has of being turned into kynikoi and the feelings it has stirred up; about his changing feelings and attraction for Pythagoras - that while he was a dog his primal instinct was to view Pythagoras as a mate and not just a pack member. I tend to think that a lot of that avoidance is because he doesn't really trust how Pythagoras will respond (although we all know Pythagoras would be more than happy!) and he doesn't trust himself and his own reactions.


13. Title: The Truth Beneath the Lies
Author: [livejournal.com profile] deinonychus_1
Fandom: Atlantis
Medium: Fic
Pairing: Pythagoras/Icarus
Rating: T
Word Count: 20844
Summary: When Pythagoras chooses to spend the night of the festival of Aphrodite, goddess of love, with his friends rather than with Icarus, it sets in motion a chain of events that neither of them could have predicted.
Hurt, angry and insecure, Icarus is easy prey for a woman who is not all she seems, and when she offers him a solution to his relationship problems he cannot resist. However, when he told the woman, “I never know what is going on in his head,” he never expected to wake up the following morning with the ability to hear Pythagoras’ thoughts.
Icarus knows he must find a way to break the enchantment, but even if he does, will Pythagoras ever be able to trust him again?
Why I’m Reccing This: Written for last years Small Fandom Big Bang, the whole plot for this stoy revolves around the idea of Icarus not trusting that Pythagoras really loves him enough. It deals with both Icarus' insecurities and trust issues really well and the aftermath of his actions: whether Pythagoras will ever be able to bring himself to trust Icarus again.

14. Title: Questions
Author: [livejournal.com profile] deinonychus_1
Fandom:
Atlantis
Medium: Fic
Pairing: Jason & Pythagoras (friendship)
Rating: G
Word Count: 2466
Summary: He had known that one day they would ask, but he still wasn’t ready for it.
Why I’m Reccing This: This is a lovely little story that looks at what might have happened if Jason's friends had started to openly question where he had come from, how he knew the things he did and who he actually was. In a late night chat with Pythagoras, Jason very much fears what their reactions to his story will be and his trust issues come to light in full. Fortunately Pythagoras is there to reassure him that on the whole his fears are completely unfounded. A very good read.


Whipping/Flogging

15. Title: Marked
Author: [livejournal.com profile] deinonychus_1
Fandom: Atlantis
Medium: Art
Pairing: N/A
Rating: PG13
Word Count: N/A
Summary: Jason has broken that laws of Atlantis one too many times, and on this occasion no amount of bravery or heroics will get him out of receiving punishment - Atlantis style.
Why I’m Reccing This: I have to admit that I never thought I would see a wallpaper from my favourite show depicting branding and flogging at the same time. This is a deliciously nasty piece of art and I immediately remembered it when I saw this prompt.
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Tuesday, March 7th, 2017 10:51 am
So I decided to give the February mini-challenge for [livejournal.com profile] hc_bingo a go and this is the result

Title: Chance and Sufferance
Author: Yassandra
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing/characters: Jason, Pythagoras, Hercules & The Oracle
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: Not mine. BBC and Urban Myth Films own them.
Word count: 7254
Summary: Hercules with toothache is always going to be painful for his friends.

A/N This story has been written for the February Amnesty Challenge for Round 7 of Bingo on the Hurt/Comfort LJ Community to cover the prompts: toothache, destruction/natural disasters, nervous breakdown and headaches/migraines (wild card). I hope you enjoy it :-)


"For there was never yet philosopher

That could endure the toothache patiently,

However they have writ the style of gods

And made a push at chance and sufferance."

(William Shakespeare – Much Ado About Nothing, Act 5: Scene 1)


"You should not be here"

The Oracle did not turn as she spoke, still concentrating on washing off her sacrificial knife and extinguishing the oil lamps. It was late, very late, and she was preparing to retire for the night. This was past the hour when the Oracle could be visited on any normal day and all of Atlantis knew it.

All of Atlantis except Jason it seemed. The young hero was descending the steps behind the Oracle steadily.

"I know," he admitted.

The Oracle felt a momentary flash of irritation. If he knew, then why was he disturbing her? She was tired and required rest without the incessant questions of overly curious young men – no matter how important they might be to the future of Atlantis.

"You have questions," she stated, barely able to keep the exasperation out of her voice.

"No," Jason answered. "Not this time."

The Oracle blinked in surprise and turned to face him as he stepped off the last stair and into the chamber. It wasn't often that someone managed to surprise her (one of the many consequences of her gift) and she wasn't sure whether to be annoyed or worried.

"Then why are you here?" she demanded, coming across the cavern to him. "What is it? What is wrong?"

Jason managed to look a little sheepish – a little embarrassed – as he looked back at her.

"Actually I was looking for sanctuary," he replied.

"Sanctuary?" the Oracle asked. "Why? Jason, what have you done?" she added suspiciously.

"Nothing," Jason answered defensively. "Maybe sanctuary was the wrong word. It's more that I needed to escape for a little while and I didn't have anywhere else to go… which, now that I think about it, is actually kind of sad." He looked more sheepish than ever. "Can I stay and keep you company for a bit?"

The Oracle stared at him, thoroughly startled. She was used to odd requests from people coming to seek the benefit of her visions and wisdom but none of them ever wanted to stay for a chat once they had what they wanted. Still, the young man looked so hopeful that she didn't have the heart to send him back out into the night.

"Very well," she said. "I was clearing up for the night and preparing for the morning."

"Can I help?" Jason asked.

The Oracle blinked in surprise again. She couldn't remember anyone having asked to help her before. Even the priests left her to it when it came to tidying up her chamber – although they were endlessly attentive at other times.

"The wicks on the lamps require trimming," she found herself saying.

Jason smiled and moved around the room to gather them up, sitting himself on the bottom step of the stairs and beginning the task she had appointed him. After a moment, the Oracle stepped into a side chamber and fetched some cut herbs, bringing them back to sit near the young man and starting to tie them into bundles.

They worked in silence for a few minutes, the Oracle watching her young companion thoughtfully.

"I sense turmoil in your heart," she said softly. "Do you wish to share it?"

Jason hesitated for a moment.

"From my time in the other world," he said slowly, "there were stories of a city called Atlantis. Stories of a city that offended the Gods so much that they destroyed it; that it sank beneath the ocean in a single day… What is to become of the city? Of us all?"

"I believe you already know the answer to that question," the Oracle answered. "You know the fate that awaits us all if we do not manage to divert it as well as I do. Our feet are already on that path, although we have not yet taken our first steps along it. Only you can stop this. The fate of all Atlantis rests in your hands."

"I still don't understand why," Jason said. "I don't understand why I am so special. It doesn't make sense."

The Oracle smiled gently.

"It is as I have told you before," she murmured. "You are not like other men, Jason… one day you will understand that."

"You tell me that it is my destiny to save the city and its people," Jason said humourlessly. "But how? Surely that's beyond anyone."

"Anyone except you," the Oracle replied. "You are not like ordinary men."

"I don't know if I can do this," Jason admitted quietly. "I don't know if I can be what you want me to be… but the thought of what will happen if I fail frightens me."

He looked down at the ground, almost ashamed of his own admission.

The Oracle put down the bunch of herbs she was tying. She reached out and took his hand, running her thumb lightly across the scraped and bruised knuckles.

"You are so much more than you believe," she replied. "Our prayers truly were answered when you returned to Atlantis."

"I have dreams sometimes," Jason said softly. "Nightmares. I dream of the city being destroyed. Of tidal waves and floods. Of seeing everyone I love die."

"And that is why you have sought me out this evening?"

Jason huffed a quiet chuckle.

"No," he replied. "I just needed to get out of the house tonight. My friends… well, we were all getting on each other's nerves a bit so I thought it would be better if I got out for a while. I came here because I couldn't think of anywhere else to go… which is truly pathetic."

"Surely you and your friends are still happy about recent events?" the Oracle murmured with a smile. "Ariadne is safe and Pasiphae has been exiled. It is a better outcome than any of us could have hoped for."

"It is," Jason answered with a small smile. "But it hasn't been a good day today. I think Pythagoras was coming close to having a nervous breakdown when I left. You see it all started this morning…"


"Argh!"

Hercules' bellow woke Jason up from a nightmare about Atlantis sinking. For a moment he lay there with his eyes closed, almost relieved that the dream had been broken. Then the sound of Hercules' hollering filtered through his sleep addled brain and he rolled out of bed as quickly as his body would allow, worried that they were under attack or something. The noise that the burly wrestler was making bore a startling resemblance to a bellowing bull and Jason was still too sleepy to work out why.

He stumbled across the floor.

"Argh!" Hercules hollered again, the sound coming from the direction of their covered balcony.

Jason headed in that direction. Everything seemed peaceful enough out here but clearly there was something very wrong if Hercules' yowls were anything to go by.

"I am sorry Hercules but if you had come to me sooner this could all have been avoided."

Pythagoras sounded frustrated and stressed.

Hercules' response was unintelligible but contained several loud groans.

"Since you will not let me examine you properly, there is little I can do," Pythagoras stated. "You will just have to wait for the tonic to take effect."

Jason relaxed. If Pythagoras was not especially worried then there was no need for him to be on high alert. He wandered out onto the balcony and plonked himself down on a stool at the table and reached out to grab himself a cup of water, blinking blearily at his friends. The sun was riding high in the sky, indicating that it was far later than Jason had been expecting; far later than he usually got up.

"So you finally decided to join us then?" Pythagoras said acerbically, looking at Jason. "I had begun to think you were planning on sleeping all day."

Jason blinked in surprise. It was rare for Pythagoras to be so sharp and generally indicated that either he or Hercules (or both of them) had irritated the usually kind mathematician.

"Sorry," he mumbled. "I didn't sleep all that well last night."

"I know," Pythagoras snapped. "You paced… incessantly."

Ah. So that was it. Too little sleep could make Pythagoras snappy at times – and clearly this was one of them.

"I'm sorry," Jason said again. "I did not mean to keep you awake. I didn't think."

"No," Pythagoras said sharply. "You never do."

Jason stared at him for a moment, eyes wide and startled. Even when he was tired and crabby, Pythagoras was never usually this scathing.

"And then, when you had finally stopped pacing about and making as much noise as a herd of wild horses trampling through the house, and everything had finally gone quiet – when I was right on the verge of sleep once more – he starts moaning and groaning loudly enough to wake the dead." Pythagoras gestured angrily towards Hercules. "I swear that the pair of you were conspiring against me last night."

"We weren't," Jason said hurriedly. "And I am sorry if I stopped you from sleeping. I wouldn't have disturbed you for anything. I was just having a bad night."

Pythagoras sat down heavily on the opposite side of the table from him and frowned worriedly.

"That has become a regular occurrence of late," he remarked. "Is something troubling you?"

Jason pulled a face.

"Not really," he said.

"Really?" Pythagoras demanded abruptly. "Because it seems to me that there is."

"His trouble is that he's never satisfied with anything," Hercules grumbled crossly.

His voice sounded muffled and he had one hand across his mouth, holding his own cheek as he glowered at both his friends.

"We rescued the Princess and survived to tell the tale," Hercules went on. "That should be cause for celebration – in spite of him being an idiot and turning down that purse of gold… which, might I remind you, would have come in handy around here – but is he happy? No! He wanders around the house at night, keeping everyone up when they should be sleeping, and looking damned miserable."

"I have never noticed you being kept awake by anything," Pythagoras sniped back. "You snore like a strangled pig."

Jason was beginning to feel distinctly uncomfortable at the more bitter tone that their usual banter had taken this morning. Both his friends seemed to be remarkably bad tempered this morning and he had to admit that the lack of sleep coupled with the sudden awakening because of Hercules' howling was making him decidedly cranky too.

"Guys, come on. Let's not do this," he murmured, trying to calm everything down. "I'm sorry I kept you up last night," he went on, looking straight at Pythagoras. "It was just a bad dream… nothing for you to be worried about."

"Truly?" Pythagoras asked.

"Truly," Jason confirmed.

Hercules let out a loud groan.

"What's wrong with him?" Jason asked.

"He has toothache," Pythagoras replied, irritation creeping into his tone once more. "He has a tooth that has been bothering him for some time now but he has never allowed me to examine him. Last night he ate a honey pie and nut pie that I told him would do him no good but he did not listen and now his tooth is worse than ever… and he still will not allow me to examine it. So he will just have to sit there and suffer until the tonic he has taken takes effect."

"I'm sitting right here," Hercules mumbled.

His voice definitely sounded strange coming out from behind his own hand.

"Yes Hercules," Pythagoras responded sharply. "I am well aware of that. I have been only too aware of it ever since you came out here and interrupted my work earlier. I was on the verge of something – some realisation – I could feel it… and then you appeared bellowing like the Minotaur and refusing to give me a moment's peace."

"But it hurts," Hercules muttered plaintively.

Pythagoras' expression softened.

"I know," he said, "and I wish to help... Truly I do. Will you let me examine you to see what may be done?"

Hercules mumbled something unintelligible but he did take his hand away from his face. The side of his jaw that he had been protecting with his hand was swollen and misshapen; it looked horribly sore.

Pythagoras tutted and stood up, moving over to his old friend and placing both hands on Hercules' shoulders as he peered at the older man's swollen jaw.

"Could you fetch a spoon please," he threw over his shoulder to Jason. "And you will find a long needle in a cloth roll in the trunk at the end of my bed." He thought for a moment as his younger friend plodded back into the kitchen. "Oh, and two cups – one of water and one of wine," he called.

Once Pythagoras had the things he needed, he carefully cleaned off the wooden handle of the spoon with the water and then dipped it into the wine, shaking off any loose droplets under Hercules' disapproving glare. Then he approached the big man once more.

"Open," he instructed. He hesitated for a moment and grimaced. "I need to ascertain whether it is only one tooth that is causing this or whether there are others which need attention too," he explained. "This may be a little uncomfortable."

He began to gently tap the handle of the spoon against Hercules' teeth, working methodically around.

"AAARRRGGHHH!" Hercules' bellow would have put the Minotaur to shame.

He tried to clamp his teeth closed, only to find that Pythagoras hadn't removed the spoon yet. Hercules wrenched himself away from the young genius and clapped his hands back over his clearly throbbing jaw, staring accusingly at his old friend.

In the background, Jason winced sympathetically.

"Right," Pythagoras said briskly. "You have been fortunate in that it appears there is only one tooth involved; the back tooth on the bottom right-hand side of your jaw. I need to look at it properly to see what can be done for you."

Hercules shook his head sharply, still glaring menacingly at Pythagoras.

Pythagoras sighed and rolled his eyes.

"I will not touch you for this part," he promised, "but I cannot help you if I do not know the full extent of the problem. You can either let me look or stay in pain… the choice is yours Hercules."

Hercules glowered at him but nodded once.

"I will require a little more light," Pythagoras said. "Let's go over there where the light is better."

He guided his larger friend to the edge of the balcony, positioning Hercules so that plenty of light fell on his face.

"Open your mouth as wide as you can," the young genius instructed the burly wrestler.

Hercules complied.

Pythagoras peered into his mouth for several minutes before pursing his lips and glaring at his friend.

"For goodness sake Hercules," he said sharply, the frustrated note coming back into his voice. "Why did you not come to me before now? If you had, I could have packed the tooth with a small piece of linen soaked in medicine. That would have prevented food getting into the hole and festering at least. Then when the pain was gone I could have heated a wire and cauterised it… But because you have left it and tried to ignore it there is nothing left to do but to remove the tooth."

Hercules closed his mouth and glowered darkly at Pythagoras.

"No!" he growled stubbornly.

"Hercules there is no choice." Pythagoras sounded exasperated. "If you do not have the tooth removed it will fester even more and you will become unwell. I will not see someone who I regard as a close friend lose his life to something so simple as a toothache when the remedy is so readily available. Remove the corrupted tooth and the source of the problem will be gone. You will be rapidly free from the pain and able to return to eating pies with impunity… As things stand I know that eating will be difficult with the pain in your jaw. Surely it would be better to get it all over and done with now? I will be as gentle as I can."

"No!" Hercules growled again.

"Fine then," Pythagoras snapped, throwing up his arms. "Be in pain. See if I care. But do not come running to me when it grows worse."

He turned and stalked away, muttering under his breath.

Jason watched these proceedings in surprise. He had seen his friends bickering before (like an old married couple, his mind unhelpfully supplied) but he had never seen them really argue about anything. Pythagoras was a born peacemaker after all, so to see him frustrated to the point where he washed his hands of Hercules' behaviour was startling.

Hercules threw a look at Pythagoras' retreating back that would have seen the mathematician six feet under if looks could have killed.

"I need wine," he muttered. "Take the pain away."

He lumbered towards the kitchen, hand covering his swollen face once more.

Jason followed him.

"I doubt wine will actually fix it," he murmured. "Why don't you just let Pythagoras do what he needs to do? It'll be over quickly enough and you'll feel a lot better for it."

"He's not going to practice his butchery on me!" Hercules declared, volume rising (as it so often did when he was even slightly irritated).

"Oh come on," Jason answered. "Pythagoras isn't a butcher… and he usually knows what's best where medical things are concerned. You know he wouldn't do anything that wasn't necessary."

"He's still not pulling my teeth out," Hercules insisted.

"I said tooth… as in one tooth… not teeth plural." Pythagoras' voice snapped from the balcony.

"You say one now," Hercules yelled back, "but it's a slippery slope. You might get a bit excited and decide to go further; take more. I mean one day you could be walking along happy as anything with a full set of teeth and the next: Bam! Someone who thinks he knows a bit about physiciany things has you flat on your back with all your teeth out… and it's no more meat or pies for you. No, it'll be mush and liquids only from then on." He shook his head morosely.

Jason grimaced. He didn't feel comfortable in Pythagoras' usual role of chief comforter and peacemaker – especially when he hadn't long got up and was still half asleep.

"Stop overdramatising things!" Pythagoras retorted, storming back in from the balcony. "Why must you always be so melodramatic? You are my friend and I do my best for you – for both of you," he added, gesticulating towards Jason too, "and what do I get in return? Histrionics and insults."

He was shaking with anger and appeared to almost be on the verge of tears, his usually pale complexion red and blotchy.

"What did I do?" Jason muttered defensively to no-one in particular.

Pythagoras ignored him and continued to round on Hercules.

"You are the most ungrateful, selfish man I have ever met," he told the burly wrestler. "I have only ever tried to help you and you have thrown it back in my face. Well no more! I am sick of it. From now on you are on your own!"

He turned and stomped into his bedroom, yanking the curtain across the doorway so hard that it was in danger of coming down. Jason was fairly certain that if he had had a door in the opening, Pythagoras would have slammed it.

"Well that was uncalled for," Hercules sniffed. He downed a cup of wine in one long gulp.

"Was it?" Jason asked sharply. "He was only trying to help… and actually you were pretty nasty, suggesting that he was going to pull all your teeth out for fun. Pythagoras would never do anything to deliberately hurt you, you know that."

Hercules winced as his jaw gave a sharp throb.

"It's none of your business anyway," he snapped at Jason, the pain in his face making his short temper shorter than ever.

"It is my business when you are upsetting Pythagoras," Jason retorted. "But you know what? Pythagoras is right! If you won't accept his help then you can deal with it yourself."

He marched over to the main door to the house and yanked it open.

"Where are you going?" Hercules demanded.

"Out," Jason snapped.

He stepped through the door and pulled it sharply closed behind himself, letting it bang shut with a satisfying thud.


"You can always trust Hercules to make a fuss about the smallest things," Jason said, rolling his eyes.

"Perhaps," the Oracle replied, still tying bundles of herbs, "yet to lose any teeth is something that most people would dread."

"Why?" Jason asked. "I mean, I know nobody likes going to the dentist but it's sort of necessary… and if you're in pain then surely it would be better to fix it? Even if that does mean taking a tooth out. It happens all the time where I come from."

"What is a dentist?" the Oracle asked curiously. It was not often these days that she came across something she did not know – one of the consequences of her gift.

Jason looked momentarily startled.

"Oh… erm… it is sort of a doctor for teeth," he muttered.

The Oracle blinked owlishly at him.

"Ah," she said. "The thing you must remember though," she added delicately, "is that this world and the world that you journeyed from are very different places."

"Trust me, I know," Jason grumbled.

The Oracle reached out and gently took his hand once more.

"I wish I could have made it easier," she said softly.

"From the moment I first came here you have always been kind and always tried to guide me," Jason replied. "I could not have asked for any more."

With one final pat of his hand, the Oracle returned to her task.

"I do not know what it was like in the world that you grew up in," she remarked, "but here in Atlantis there is a stigma attached to losing teeth. Most people will try to avoid it at all costs."

"I understand that," Jason said, "but there was no need to take it all out on Pythagoras. He was only trying to help Hercules. He did not deserve it."

"Perhaps not but when you are in pain it is all too easy to lash out at the people closest to you… particularly if they are telling you something that you do not wish to hear," the Oracle murmured.

"Hmm," Jason responded. "Maybe you are right."


It was late afternoon when Jason went home. He had spent most of the day aimlessly wandering, a little too cross with Hercules to want to be near him. Then it had occurred to him that that meant he was leaving Pythagoras to deal with the big man's whinging on his own. It was unfair of him to abandon the mathematician that way so he had headed back to the house.

Pythagoras was sitting at the kitchen table, scraps of parchment and writing equipment laid out before him, squinting at something he was working on as the light from the setting sun faded and the room became darker. From his slumped posture and the way he kept massaging his temples with a pained grimace, Jason could tell that Pythagoras didn't know anyone else was there; he would undoubtedly have made more of an attempt to conceal the fact that he was in pain if he had.

"Are you alright?" Jason asked softly.

Pythagoras' head snapped up at the sound. He winced.

"Oh, it's you," he said ungraciously. "Yes I am fine," he added as an afterthought.

"Really?" Jason asked, coming over to sit opposite his friend. "Because you don't look fine to me."

"Well I would be fine if everyone would just leave me alone to work in peace," Pythagoras snapped.

He glared at Jason for a moment but broke off with a slight wince, almost visibly deflating.

"I am sorry," he murmured. "You do not deserve to be the recipient of my bad temper."

He rubbed his temples with his fingers.

"I have a Hercules induced headache," he admitted.

"Ah," Jason replied. "Where is he anyway?" he added, looking around.

"I neither know nor care," Pythagoras retorted impatiently.

He tried to ignore the 'don't take it out on me' look that Jason gave him, the brunette's hands spread out, palms up in a gesture of peace. After a moment, though, he relented.

"I believe he is at the tavern," he muttered. "He informed me that he was going to 'drink away the pain' since I was 'unwilling to help him'."

"Pythagoras," Jason began.

"I am perfectly willing to help him," Pythagoras went on, ignoring the fact that his friend had spoken. "I always have been and I always will be… but he does not wish to accept the help that I can give. There is only one course of treatment that I can see but Hercules is not willing for me to do it. He… well you heard him this morning… he thinks that I am a butcher." His tone had become bitter.

"I am sure he doesn't really think that," Jason tried.

"Yes he does!" Pythagoras snapped. "He cannot see that I have his best interests at heart and is not willing to listen to me… and yet all day… all day he has not allowed me a moment's peace. He has followed me around complaining that he is in pain and demanding that I do something about it, but when I told him again what I would need to do he shouted at me. Then finally, finally, when he goes out and I get a moment to myself to try to settle and work, here you come."

"I'm sorry. I can go out again if you want," Jason offered.

Pythagoras sighed.

"No," he replied. "You should not feel that you are not welcome in your own home."

He pressed his fingers to his forehead once more and scrunched his eyes shut, wincing slightly.

"Have you taken anything for the headache?" Jason asked. "One of your herbal tonics?"

He knew Pythagoras' herbal tonics only too well; had taken them on far too many occasions to take the edge of his aches and pains. They were surprisingly effective most of the time – even if they did sometimes taste foul.

"No," Pythagoras answered wearily. "I should. I would make you take one after all."

"And stand over me until I had finished every last drop," Jason responded with a slight smile. "No, you stay there," he added as Pythagoras went to stand up. "I'll get it for you."

He rifled through the shelves for a few minutes before realising that he didn't actually know which tonic he was looking for; there were several small stoppered bottles that it could be.

"Third bottle from the left on the second shelf up." Pythagoras' voice sounded weary and strained; highly stressed.

Jason grabbed the bottle and hurried back to the table, slightly embarrassed that, despite having lived here for the best part of a year, he still didn't know exactly what was on the kitchen shelves or which of Pythagoras' concoctions was which. The thing was that usually Pythagoras was the only one who touched the bottles of tonic; was the one who looked after both his friends when they were hurt or ill. Jason suddenly wondered who looked after Pythagoras when the mathematician was unwell – and was ashamed that this was the first time he had thought about it.

Pythagoras took the bottle from him with a grateful look and a slight upturning of his lips. He took the stopper out of the bottle and downed the contents in one.

"How long will that take to kick in?" Jason asked softly.

"It should not take long at all to take effect," Pythagoras answered, turning back to his work and picking up his stylus once more.

Jason bit his lip and grimaced.

"Maybe you should give that up," he ventured. "Just until your headache is gone I mean," he added at Pythagoras' dark look. "I'm not trying to nag or anything but you're my friend and I'd rather you weren't in pain."

"And that is how I feel about this whole situation with Hercules," Pythagoras replied.

"I know," Jason said. "But if Hercules isn't willing to help himself then there isn't much we can do."

"No," Pythagoras agreed. "There is not… but I do not have to like it."

His eyes strayed back to the scrap of parchment in front of him and narrowed in thought. He wrote a couple of quick figures down and frowned as he made a calculation. After a while he looked up quizzically at Jason.

"Why do you do that?" he asked.

"Do what?" Jason sounded slightly confused.

"Watch me while I am studying," Pythagoras answered softly. "I have seen you do it before. You are usually more subtle about hiding it – you sharpen your knife or appear to be looking for something on the shelves – but I catch you watching me when you think I am not looking… and, unless you have a secret love for mathematics that you have not told me about, I can see no reason for it. I am only too aware that what I am doing can hardly be described as fascinating to anyone but myself."

"I wasn't bad at geometry in school," Jason muttered. "You are right though – I don't have your sort of passion for mathematics… but your theories and your triangles are going to be remembered for thousands of years – they are going to bore children all over the world for generations to come – and to be here to see you discover them… well that is pretty special."

"Do not mock me," Pythagoras said sharply. "It is both cruel and unkind to make this sort of joke at my expense; to taunt me. I have never believed you to be capable of such unkindness. I know I am not as physically capable as you or Hercules and that my interests are of little importance to anyone other than me but it is hurtful to have attention drawn to that fact. It is one thing to have a light-hearted joke at one another's expense, as we have often done… it is quite another to be deliberately spiteful."

"I'm not," Jason protested earnestly. "Pythagoras, there are hundreds of guys out there that can run fast or use a sword… and most of them will be forgotten in the long run. What you can do – your thoughts and your theories – that's what will really be remembered; what really matters."

Pythagoras stared at him.

"I actually think you believe that," he remarked.

"I do," Jason replied.

Pythagoras snorted and shook his head.

"There are times, Jason, when I am forced to believe that you are quite mad," he said. "You say such strange and random things that I fear for your sanity."

"Now who's being unpleasant?" Jason retorted.

Pythagoras paused for a moment.

"You are right," he said quietly. "Forgive me my friend. It has been a difficult day and I am tired and anxious. I am afraid that it is making my disposition less than pleasant."

"Don't worry about it," Jason shrugged. "We all have bad days and I probably haven't helped by leaving you alone with Hercules all day. It was just that I was coming very close to losing my temper with him and I wasn't sure that would help so I went out."

Before Pythagoras could reply the front door banged open, startling both young men. Hercules practically fell into the room and reeled towards them, careening off any furniture in his way. He lurched into the table and nearly landed in Pythagoras' lap.

"Urgh!" Pythagoras protested. "You stink of wine!"

"I may have been forced to have one or two small cups of wine for medicinal purposes," Hercules slurred. "To dull the pain since my friends have deserted me in my hour of need… but it hasn't worked."

He looked mournfully (if more than a little blearily) at Pythagoras, covering the swollen side of his jaw with one hand.

"I have told you what it is that I need to do," Pythagoras retorted. "But you will not allow me to treat you properly."

"No!" Hercules exclaimed, stumbling backwards and tripping over a stool. "I'm not letting you butcher me!"

"Hercules, I am not trying to hurt you," Pythagoras protested, sounding more stressed than Jason had ever heard him. "I am trying to help you."

"What exactly is it that you need to do?" Jason asked.

Pythagoras turned his head to look at his younger friend.

"I need to remove the damaged tooth," he said firmly. "It will be unpleasant but necessary and I have a tonic that will temporarily partially numb his mouth, which will help. Then once the tooth it out I need to pack the hole with healing herbs and scraps of linen soaked in medicine. Once the mouth runs free of blood and puss, and the swelling has gone, I would remove the cloth and allow the gap to heal over. After that there should be no more trouble… But Hercules seems determined not to allow me to help." He shot an irritated look at the burly wrestler.

"There is no way you are coming near me. You are not going to steal any of my teeth," Hercules slurred.

"How about if I hold him down and you do what needs to be done?" Jason offered.

"Just try it!" Hercules growled, although the menacing effect he was aiming for was somewhat marred by him lurching unsteadily to one side.

"Jason, be serious," Pythagoras hissed.

"I was being," Jason protested.

"Forgive me, but I seriously doubt you are strong enough to hold him down for as long as I would need," Pythagoras snapped.

"I was only trying to help," Jason muttered.

"Well it is not helping," Pythagoras barked. "And unless you have a sensible suggestion to make, please keep your ridiculous ideas to yourself."

He ignored the stab of guilt he felt at Jason's hurt look. His headache had come back with a vengeance and he felt like he was about to fly apart.

Hercules swayed on his feet and blinked owlishly at Pythagoras.

"I need annuver drink," he mumbled.

"Here," Pythagoras replied, handing him a flagon. "With luck you will be unconscious soon and then I can treat you as I need to," he murmured under his breath.

He failed to spot the quizzical look Jason threw in his direction, underestimating the sharpness of his younger friend's hearing.

Hercules drained the flagon of the last dregs of wine and looked around for more, swaying even more than he had been before. Part of Pythagoras was impressed with how much wine the big man could drink and still remain conscious, although he knew it should not surprise him; he had seen Hercules drinking heavily on far too many occasions really. He hurried over to the shelves to find the flagon of wine he had hidden there in case of emergencies.

As he did, Jason moved purposefully towards Hercules and stopped in front of the burly wrestler. Hercules blinked blearily at him.

"I'm not letting you hold me down for him to attack!" he growled.

"I am not even going to try," Jason assured him. "Although I am sorry about this," he added with his friendliest smile.

"Sorry about what?" Hercules slurred.

"This," Jason said.

He drew back his arm and punched Hercules as hard as he could in the face, catching the left side of the burly wrestler's jaw. The surprised look on Hercules' face was almost comical. He gave a very un-Hercules-like whimper and toppled over like a felled tree, landing flat on the floor. Pythagoras turned and stared in consternation.

"What did you do that for?" he demanded, hurrying over and crouching down next to his old friend, his eyes wild.

"You said you wanted him to be unconscious," Jason replied. "It seemed like the quickest way."

"I meant him to pass out from the alcohol," Pythagoras objected forcefully. "It would have happened soon enough. There was no need for you to attack him!"

"I thought…"

"No you didn't! You didn't think! You never think! Neither you nor Hercules think… and I am the one left to pick up the pieces!" Pythagoras yelled.

With some effort, the mathematician rolled Hercules onto his back and began examining him, before standing and scurrying over to the shelves, muttering incoherently to himself as he grabbed the things that he thought he might need. He scuttled back over, nearly dropping his armful of supplies in the process.

"Here," Jason said. "Let me help you with that."

"I think you have already done quite enough to 'help'," Pythagoras hissed, sidestepping his friend and dropping down beside Hercules once more.

He swore as a bronze instrument he had been carrying escaped his grasp and fell to the floor, rolling just out of his reach.

Jason scrambled to grab the tool. It looked like a fairly gruesome set of long handled pliers. The young hero shuddered and held them out wordlessly to Pythagoras, who snatched them back with a dark glare and started to mutter incoherently to himself once more.


The Oracle felt her mouth twitching in spite of herself. She sternly schooled her own features into an impassive expression; she had an image to maintain after all; a reputation for being aloof and untouchable; unflappable. Yet she was finding it hard not to laugh at the story Jason was telling her of himself and his friends and their antics.

"What did you do?" she enquired calmly.

"Since Pythagoras seemed almost on the verge of a nervous breakdown and me being there seemed to be making it worse, I left," Jason answered. "I walked around for a few hours and then I came here. I didn't really know where else to go and I don't think either of them will want me to come home for a bit. God knows what Hercules is going to do when he realises what happened."

He looked down at the lamps he was working on and trimmed off the last wick.

"All done," he said.

"Thank you," the Oracle murmured. "That has saved me both a job and some time… although I have to say that it is growing very late. Much as your company has not been unwelcome, Jason, it is time for you to leave now."

Jason looked down at the floor.

"Of course," he said quietly. "Forgive me. I should have thought."

"Do not concern yourself," the Oracle answered. "Your presence here has not been undesired." She looked hard at the young man. "You are still troubled," she said.

"It's nothing really," Jason replied. "I was still thinking about what we were talking about earlier… about saving Atlantis and about whether that is even possible." He looked at the woman beside him. "Is it possible to change the fate of an entire city?" he asked.

"Only you can prevent the fate of Atlantis from coming to pass," the Oracle responded. "But I see that you do not fully believe that yet."

"I try," Jason answered, "but it still feels like it's too big for one man."

"You will not stand alone," the Oracle murmured. "Others stand at your side. They stand ready to aid you as you require. Some are known to you and others stand as yet in the darkness, waiting to step into the light."

She reached out and grasped her younger companion's wrist.

"Your destiny is a heavy weight to carry, but the Gods would not have given it to you if you were not strong enough to bear it."

"I can't help but worry every time there's a storm," Jason admitted. "I know it is ridiculous but it does not alter the fact that I keep thinking of the city being destroyed and everyone in it drowned. Since I killed Circe it has been worse than ever. At least while Circe was alive I had something else to think about."

"The dreams will settle down," the Oracle stated confidently, "and I will guide you as much as I can." She smiled softly. "Do not fear the future, Jason," she added. "After all you have already won significant victories that you would not have believed were possible. Your destiny is already unfolding before you. You must embrace it."

She looked over her shoulder and up the steps.

"Now, though, I believe there is someone waiting for you… so I will bid you a good night."

She stood in one graceful movement and gathered the bundles of herbs she had been tying, before gliding silently back across the cavern to a doorway on the far side and disappearing through it.

Jason raised his eyebrows in surprise at the speed of her departure. He pushed himself to his feet and turned to look up the stairs.

Pythagoras was hovering near the top.

Jason grinned and jogged up the steps to join his friend.

"I thought that I might find you here," Pythagoras said softly as Jason joined him. His voice was far calmer than earlier.

"Hmm," Jason agreed. "Pythagoras, I am sorry," he added awkwardly. "I was trying to help."

"I know," Pythagoras replied, "and I may have overreacted slightly. I had had a very bad day and it was just the final straw." He levelled a serious look at Jason. "That being said, I should point out that I am still not happy that you hit Hercules… although I suppose you are now even. I believe that this cancels out Hercules hitting you over the head with that metal pan when you were cursed."

"I'm not sure Hercules will see it that way," Jason said with a grimace as they began to cross the Temple towards the great doors.

"Oh I would not worry too much about that," Pythagoras answered. "After I extracted his tooth, I managed to wake him enough to get him into bed where he passed out drunk. When he wakes in the morning I will tell him that he drank too much – as he usually does – and fell into the table, hitting his face on the floor and knocking out his rotten tooth in the process. He is drunk enough that he will not remember the truth and will be happier with the version of events that I give him. Were he to know the real story he would be distinctly unhappy with us both."

"You think it will be as simple as that?" Jason asked.

"Yes I do," Pythagoras replied. "Hercules will be far happier if he never knows the truth… and as long as we can keep the secret he will never have to know." He looked significantly at Jason. "Can you keep a secret?" he asked.

If only you knew, Jason thought.

"Yes," he said. "I can."

"Then there will be nothing to worry about," Pythagoras said with a smile. "Now tell me, what are these bad dreams that have been troubling you all about?"

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Wednesday, January 4th, 2017 09:18 pm
So I thought I'd give picspam a go! This is for [livejournal.com profile] hc_bingo and fills the 'Head Trauma' prompt on my hurt comfort bingo card.

It's possible I might have one or two too many pictures here - I got a bit carried away!

It has to be said that Atlantis is not the place to go if you want to avoid a head injury - everyone seems to get whapped over the head at every available opportunity. So here's a little pictorial look at the instances of head trauma in Atlantis.

It has to be said that the person that get's hit over the head most is undoubtedly Jason.

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We tend to get treated to a lot of shots of Jason either face down or face up on the ground having been smacked over the head, and, likewise, we also tend to gat a fair few shots of him holding his head where he's been hit or on his hands and knees looking dazed.

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Quite often though, Jason has been knocked out as a result of his own inattention or lack of basic observational skills - such as here, when he lets Ariadne distract him at the vital moment in a fight.

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Of course this leads to the other things that seems to happen fairly frequently in Atlantis - Jason being half carried by his friends...

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I do have to ask though, why do none of the bad guys in Atlantis use the pointy end of their swords? Whether it's Colchean soldiers, Atlantian guards or assassins engaged by Pasiphae, they all seem to prefer the option of hitting an opponent over the head with the hilt of their sword to stabbing and killing him.

For instance, Jason has knocked out Medea and taken her blood. As per usual he isn't paying attention to his surroundings and so fails to notice the entire detachment of enemy soldiers that have surrounded him (Jason, honey, I love you but we really need to talk about your attention span). So do they attempt to kill him? No. They hit him over the head and knock him out (actually Goran hits Jason over the head again later when he tries to strangle Pasiphae - I really think the boy needs a crash helmet!).

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It turns out that waking up in chains having been knocked out makes Jason pretty cross if his face is anything to go by here.

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Even when Jason isn't being knocked out by sword hilts to the head, the guy still can't seem to catch a break.

He's either falling down a cliff face and being knocked out...

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...or punched in the face by his best friend's brother.

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Of course his friends aren't really content to let Jason have all the fun, so they get in on the act too.

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We even get to see Pythagoras with this head injury after they're all safe.

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Hercules, however, seems to be taking a leaf out of the bad guys book - although his weapon of choice seems to be a metal dish (where does he always find one from??)

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He'll even use it to knock out his friends when they're cursed.

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Yep, Jason really can't catch a break. It's definitely time for him to start wearing some kind of helmet.
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Saturday, October 8th, 2016 02:16 pm
So I thought I'd try to create an icon set for this round of [livejournal.com profile] hc_bingo. I was supposed to do 10 icons but I might have got a little carried away...

The prompt is "Group Support" on my hurt/comfort bingo card.

We all know that Jason wouldn't survive a week in Atlantis without his support network - his friends. We also all know that they will always come together to give him the support he needs, but that doesn't mean they have to like it or to do it without complaining...



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Saturday, October 8th, 2016 11:28 am
Well I've never actually tried to create anything other than fics before but I thought that for this year's [livejournal.com profile] hc_bingo I'd have a go at some multimedia challenges too. So here's my first real attempt at a wallpaper.

This fills the "Arena" square on my hurt/comfort bingo card.

The Atlantian Arena has never been entirely kind to Jason. He might win in the end but somehow he always seems to end up getting hurt along the way. Fortunately for him, he has a skilled healer in Pythagoras to fix him back up.



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Thursday, April 28th, 2016 07:21 am
Title: Everything Else In Between
Author: Yassandra
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing/characters: Jason & Pythagoras
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: Not mine. BBC and Urban Myth Films own them.
Word count: 18969
Summary: Jason never asked to be thrust into Atlantis and separated from the world he grew up in. Set adrift in a strange time and place that he doesn't understand, reality bites and bites hard. They say that grief comes in five stages. Fortunately for Jason he has Pythagoras to help him through them.

A story told through a series of conversations between two friends.

A/N Written for round five of the Small Fandoms Bang, and also for Hurt/Comfort Bingo for the 'taking care of somebody' prompt.
Please go and check out the lovely artwork by Gryphon2K here on LJ, or here on AO3, and give the artist some appreciation too :-)

This fic is set throughout the first series - I hope the time frame makes sense.




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Wednesday, April 27th, 2016 11:33 pm
Title: Everything Else In Between (Chapter 5)
Author: Yassandra
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing/characters: Jason & Pythagoras
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: Not mine. BBC and Urban Myth Films own them.
Word count: 18969 (This chapter - 4633)
Summary: Jason never asked to be thrust into Atlantis and separated from the world he grew up in. Set adrift in a strange time and place that he doesn't understand, reality bites and bites hard. They say that grief comes in five stages. Fortunately for Jason he has Pythagoras to help him through them.

A story told through a series of conversations between two friends.

A/N Written for round five of the Small Fandoms Bang, and also for Hurt/Comfort Bingo for the 'taking care of somebody' prompt.
Please go and check out the lovely artwork by Gryphon2K here on LJ, or here on AO3, and give the artist some appreciation too :-)

This fic is set throughout the first series - I hope the time frame makes sense.

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Jason stood at the edge of the balcony looking out over the street as he had done so many times over the last few months. The morning sun was not yet hot enough to be stifling and a soft breeze lightly ruffled his curls. He supposed that after the last few days he really ought to be trying to catch up on a little sleep but he was still just a little too awake to truly rest, although a peaceful lassitude swept over him as he stood watching the world go by; a contentment that sank deeply into him and that came from the knowledge that they had once again survived against the odds and had returned home intact at the end of it. Well, relatively intact, he reminded himself with a slight frown as his side twinged. He supposed he should get Pythagoras to look at the injury above his hip, certainly the mathematician would be cross if he didn’t, but right at this moment Jason just couldn’t be bothered to move. The slight burning ache died down after a minute anyway and he pushed it from his mind.

They had done it! Against all the odds they had saved Ariadne from the brazen bull and restored her to her rightful place in the Palace of Atlantis. Jason smiled softly to himself at the thought of the beautiful Princess – memories of the night he had spent in her bed (completely innocently of course – although he suspected that Minos, if God forbid he ever found out, would never believe that) swirling in his head; the warmth in her dark eyes when he had awoken to find her watching him; the determination on her face as she had insisted on treating his wound; the gentleness of her touch; the softness of her lips against his; the way the early morning sunlight had shone in her hair. She was perfect and so far out of his league that he still found it incredible that she seemed to feel the same way about him that he felt about her.

“Are you alright?”

Pythagoras’ concerned voice startled Jason from his reverie. He considered the question seriously for a moment and then turned with a contented smile to face his friend.

“Yeah,” he said. “I am.”

Pythagoras scrutinised him with a slightly worried frown.

“I thought that you might be upset,” he ventured.

Jason blinked in confusion.

“Why?” he asked. “For once everything’s gone quite well. Circe and Heptarian are dead, Pasiphae’s defeated, the King has recovered and Ariadne’s safe… and we survived. Why would I be upset?”

“Well Minos did essentially warn you off,” Pythagoras answered gently. “I know he offered you that purse of gold… and I do not think Hercules will forget that you turned it down for some time… but he also made sure that you knew that Ariadne was off limits. I do not think he would be forgiving if you attempt to go near her again.”

Jason chuckled lightly.

“I never exactly expected him to welcome me with open arms,” he said. “Ariadne’s way out of my league… I’ve always known that… and I don’t exactly see her every day. But, whatever her father thinks, it’s how Ariadne feels that’s important to me. If we’re meant to be together then we’ll find a way no matter what the King or anyone else thinks about it.”

“The King’s displeasure is not something to be trifled with,” Pythagoras warned.

“I know,” Jason answered. “All that matters right now though, is that Ariadne is safe. She was willing to give up her life to protect me… I won’t forget that.”

Pythagoras moved across the floor to stand next to his friend, resting his forearms on the edge of the balcony and looking out over the street, his posture mirroring Jason’s.

“I had thought that you might have been resting as I was earlier,” he said at length. “After all it has been a long few days.”

“It has,” Jason acknowledged. “I was a bit too awake to sleep though.”

“Something troubles you?”

“No. For once everything’s good. I just wasn’t ready to sleep.”

“Is Hercules still in bed?” Pythagoras asked.

“No,” Jason answered. “He got up a while ago. He’s gone out. Apparently he had to see a man about a beetle.”

Pythagoras raised one eyebrow.

“A beetle,” he said flatly.

“Yep,” Jason responded.

“Oh Gods! Does that mean that we’re going to have a house that stinks of horse dung again?” Pythagoras protested.

“We live with Hercules,” Jason pointed out. “How would you know the difference?”

He caught Pythagoras’ eye and they both dissolved into laughter for a moment. It felt good to relax after the stress of the recent days, Jason decided. He looked at Pythagoras and grinned broadly, draping an arm easily around his friend’s shoulders.

“Feels good to be home,” he said.

“It does,” Pythagoras agreed. “Although we will soon need to search for work once again. Our funds are a little lower than I would like.”

“I managed to tuck a few coins away after that last job,” Jason responded cheerfully. “I thought we might need them to tide us over at some point. I’ve got them hidden.”

Pythagoras grimaced.

“You had them hidden,” he corrected. “I fear that if you went to look you would find your money is missing.”

Jason frowned.

“Has Hercules been stealing again?” he asked.

“He prefers to think of it as borrowing,” Pythagoras murmured in response.

“It’s the same thing as far as he’s concerned,” Jason said dryly. “He never seems to manage to pay anything he ‘borrows’ back after all.”

“No,” Pythagoras agreed with wry humour. “No he does not.”

Jason rolled his eyes and began to stretch, breaking off as his side twinged again. Pythagoras’ eyes narrowed suspiciously but before he could comment Jason turned to face him fully.

“Changing the subject slightly I think I could probably do with your help,” he said softly.

“Is this the sort of help that will require me to fetch bandages?” Pythagoras responded perceptively, his sharp eyes automatically probing his friend for injuries.

He should have done this sooner, he berated himself. Possibly as soon as they had returned to the city, but at the time Jason had been all fired up about saving Ariadne once more. The head injury he had suffered and the myriad of small cuts, scrapes and bruises that littered his exposed skin had been known quantities – things that Pythagoras felt were not especially worrying and were certainly not slowing Jason down. He was moving as easily and fluidly as ever, and had not seemed to be in any significant pain so the possibility of an unknown hidden injury had not even occurred to Pythagoras. Then, when everything was all over, he had been tired – the strain of the last few days catching up with him – and all he had wanted to do was seek his own bed, believing that both his friends would follow suit and knowing that the rest would do them all good. He pursed his lips. He knew Jason’s tendency to ignore injuries if he felt the situation demanded it. He should have insisted on examining his friend earlier.

Jason started slightly. He really shouldn’t be surprised at Pythagoras’ intuition, he told himself. After all the man was a genius.

“Possibly,” he answered. “I don’t think I’m still bleeding but I could probably do with a clean bandage. I think the one I’ve got is probably going to be a bit grubby.”

Pythagoras’ eyes widened.

“What have you done?” he asked urgently. “How are you injured?”

“Arrow. Left side. Just above my hip,” Jason answered. “It’s not too bad to be honest but I’d like you check it if you don’t mind.”

“You were shot,” Pythagoras said flatly. “How? When? Why did you not tell me sooner?”

“At the time I was a bit busy,” Jason said. “And it really doesn’t feel all that bad. It just aches a bit… and pulls when I stretch too far.”

Pythagoras rolled his eyes and sighed.

“Sit down,” he instructed firmly. “I will go and fetch supplies while you remove your breastplate and tunic.” He paused for a moment. “Actually, why do you still have your breastplate on? We are at home and there are no enemies here.”

Jason rubbed one hand along his jaw, frowning at the rough rasp of stubble – he really needed to shave again. Despite Hercules’ assertion that they should grow beards and flee whenever trouble came, Jason really didn’t fancy full facial hair – it would be too itchy for a start.

“I was enjoying the sunshine,” he answered. “I just couldn’t be bothered to summon up the energy to move and take it off.”

He sat down on the edge of the table (knowing that the stools on the balcony were just a little too low for Pythagoras to be able to treat him without bending and wanting to spare his friend any discomfort because of him) and began to unlace his armour. Pythagoras turned and went back inside to gather bandages, water and several pre-prepared salves (living with Jason and Hercules had taught him the benefit of forward planning where injuries were concerned) and some healing herbs.

By the time he returned, Jason had removed his breastplate and was sitting on the table top, his legs swinging, his eyes closed and his face turned towards the sun with a peaceful expression. He had not, however, removed his tunic as instructed. Pythagoras’ eyes were drawn to the fairly significant blood stain near Jason’s waist on the left side of his tunic – a stain that stretched down towards the bottom hem. How had he not noticed it before?

“Most of it was hidden by my breastplate and the hilt of my sword,” Jason said without opening his eyes. “Plus you had other things to think about. First we were trying to find a way to stop Circe from killing us all and then we were trying to rescue Ariadne and escape from the guards.”

Pythagoras blinked. He hadn’t realised he had spoken out loud. He stepped forwards and set his supplies down on the table next to Jason. Jason lazily opened his eyes to watch his friend.

“How far did the arrow go in?” Pythagoras asked as he laid a couple of strips of bandaging flat on the surface of the table and organised his supplies and equipment.

“Erm… about that far,” Jason answered, holding his thumb and forefinger a couple of inches apart. “I managed to pull it out alright.”

Pythagoras frowned. That was further in than he would have liked although perhaps not as far as he had feared. Still, he reflected, Jason had been lucky that it had clearly not hit anything vital. He gestured impatiently for Jason to remove his top.

“How did you come to be shot?” he asked, beginning to unwind the decidedly grubby bandage from around Jason’s waist.

“I meant to kill Pasiphae,” Jason said softly – reflectively. “I made it into her chambers and stood above her while she slept with my sword in my hand… but I couldn’t do it.” He caught Pythagoras’ eyes with an almost apologetic look. “I’m not a murderer.”

“I know,” Pythagoras responded kindly. “Nobody ever thought you were. I know how heavily Circe’s deal weighed on you but I do not believe that you have it in you to take a life in cold blood… and I mean that as a compliment.”

Jason swallowed and nodded.

“I stepped back into the shadows and prepared to leave but the Queen woke up,” he said. “She saw me… or at least she saw a shape in the darkness lurking near her bed… and she started to scream for the guards. I ran. I was making my way back to the courtyard to re-join you two when one of the guards appeared at the other end of the corridor I was in. He got a lucky shot in.” He flicked a half-smile at Pythagoras. “I hid until he’d gone past, pulled the arrow out and made it to the rendezvous point but you and Hercules had already gone so I had to look for another way to escape. Anyway I ended up in Ariadne’s chambers and she hid me. When she realised I was bleeding she insisted on dressing the wound… but it must have come open again as I escaped the Palace the next morning. I mean I knew it was probably still seeping when I got home – I could see that the stain on my shirt was a bit bigger than it had been under the edge of my breastplate – and it was a bit sore… but I didn’t realise how much it had bled until we all went to bed and I took my breastplate off and found the bandage had soaked through. Only by then you’d gone to bed and I… well… I didn’t want to wake you. I knew what I had to do. I knew I was going to face Circe alone… and I didn’t want to risk that plan by waking you up. It would have made it harder for me to sedate you when the time came. So I just re-bandaged it myself and hoped for the best. I’d actually forgotten all about it until just now.”

Pythagoras pursed his lips and shot Jason an exasperated look.

“Quite apart from the fact that you should not have sedated either Hercules or me and should in fact have woken me up when you discovered the wound was still bleeding, you should have said something while I was seeing to the cut on your arm after you defeated Circe. Any sort of injury can fester if it is not treated properly.”

Jason shrugged as Pythagoras began to unwind the last layer of bandaging, pleased to note that only a little blood seemed to have seeped into the cloth.

“I really did forget about it,” Jason protested mildly. “It wasn’t hurting at the time.”

“Hmm,” Pythagoras murmured noncommittally, grabbing a damp cloth and beginning to carefully wipe away the streaks of dried blood from his friend’s midriff to allow him to see the wound more clearly. “I suspect you were still somewhat excited and emotional following the confrontation with Circe and that this may have masked any pain. Does it hurt now?”

Jason shrugged again.

“A bit,” he admitted. “Like I said before, it sort of aches and there’s a sharp stab if I stretch too far.”

Pythagoras nodded absently, his attention focussed on his friend’s wound. As Jason had said, it was located low on his side, only just above his hip. Pythagoras probed the area carefully, wiping away as much of the dried blood as he could, checking for signs of infection. He was relieved to realise that the wound itself looked clean; the skin around it a normal, healthy colour when all the blood had been wiped away and cool to touch.

“Sorry,” he murmured as Jason flinched, his probing fingers clearly catching an area that was a little more tender.

“It’s fine,” Jason answered.

“It appears clean enough,” Pythagoras said softly, “and there is no sign of infection.” He hesitated for a moment. “Ideally I would like to insert a stitch or two to aid in the closure,” he added.

Jason pulled a face.

“Does it really need it?” he enquired. “Do you really have to?”

The idea of someone sewing him up without any form of anaesthetic was distinctly unappealing.

“No,” Pythagoras answered slowly. “It would help the wound to heal more quickly and decrease the risk of you reopening it, that is all. There would also be less chance of infection.” He paused for a moment, taking note of his friend’s reluctance. “I have a salve that will largely numb the skin,” he said softly. “There would be some discomfort but it would not be painful as such.”

“You do?” Jason asked, blinking in surprise. Although he had learned over the months that Pythagoras’ herbal remedies were surprisingly effective, as far as he knew there was no such thing as anaesthetic in ancient Greece – that was still many centuries away.

“Of course,” Pythagoras answered as though the answer was obvious.

He was wearing his ‘Jason, don’t be such an idiot’ expression again – the one that he got when he clearly thought Jason should know something and didn’t.

“There are many herbs with numbing properties,” the young genius went on. “Do you not have proper medicine where you come from?” He looked genuinely curious.

“Yes of course,” Jason answered a little defensively. “It’s just that I didn’t know you had it here. Everything’s so different here.”

Pythagoras looked down. He had thought over the last few weeks that Jason had seemed more settled; that his friend had finally seemed to be completely comfortable and at ease.

“I am sorry,” he said in a small voice.

“Don’t be,” Jason said, covering Pythagoras’ pale hand with his own tanned one. He smiled. “Different isn’t necessarily a bad thing. I like it here.”

Pythagoras returned his smile.

“I am glad,” he said gently.

“So,” Jason said lightly, “are you going to practice your embroidery on me or not?”

Pythagoras huffed a quick chuckle.

“Perhaps I should embroider my name so that people would know where to return you the next time you do something foolish and get yourself knocked out?” he answered equally lightly, as he scooped some sort of salve out of a small pot and slathered it around the wound. “There,” he said, wiping his hands on a cloth. “We must give that a little time to start working.”

Jason grinned.

“Why your name and not Hercules’?” he asked. “It’s his house after all – as he’s fond of telling us.”

Pythagoras raised an eyebrow, his blue eyes sparkling with amusement.

“Do you really want ‘property of Hercules’ written on you?” he asked. “He would take credit for everything you do.”

“He already does that,” Jason snorted, although the ripple of laughter in his voice and the twinkle in his eyes told Pythagoras that he was only playing.

“Indeed,” Pythagoras responded. “He might take it into his head to gamble you in his next dice game as he does so often with his shirt. There are men all over this city who have tunics that used to belong to Hercules… I would not wish the same fate to befall you.”

Jason giggled. There really was no other word for it, Pythagoras decided as he checked the cuts and scrapes on his friend’s upper arms. It was not the sort of laugh that he would ever have expected to hear from a grown man and yet it suited Jason, he concluded.

“That would be… inconvenient,” Jason agreed. He tried valiantly (and unsuccessfully) to restrain the bubble of laughter that sought to escape. The laugh turned into a faint wince, however, as Pythagoras turned his attention to the contusion at Jason’s left temple, brushing his fingers against the injury.

“Sorry,” the mathematician murmured again, his eyes growing sympathetic.

The bruise that was forming at his friend’s temple, running up into his hairline, was truly spectacular and Pythagoras was in no doubt whatsoever that it was very sore to touch. He was actually more than a little surprised, if the truth be told, that Jason wasn’t exhibiting more signs of a nasty headache. Almost absently Pythagoras scooped up another small dollop of the numbing salve and began to smooth it over the bruising, keeping his touch as light as possible as his fingers did their work.

“I would take it as a kindness, Jason, if you would attempt to refrain from further injury for the next few days at least,” he said with mock sternness.

Jason’s eyes went very wide and innocent looking – the ridiculous puppy dog expression that he got from time to time which always made Pythagoras chuckle. Pythagoras felt his lips twitching automatically in response and tried to school his features into a stern expression.

“I am serious, Jason,” he said.

“I’ll certainly try my hardest,” Jason responded, his eyes dancing.

Pythagoras rolled his eyes and turned his attention back to the arrow wound in his friend’s side. He judged that skin would be numb enough now to attempt to stitch it without causing Jason any undue pain. Reaching down to probe the area one last time (to ensure that it really was as numb as he hoped), the mathematician’s fingers accidentally trailed down Jason’s side. Jason jerked slightly beneath his hand. Pythagoras stopped instantly.

“I am sorry,” he apologised. “I thought that the salve would have taken effect by now.”

“You’re not hurting me,” Jason said quickly.

“Then what is it?” Pythagoras asked with concern.

“It just tickled a bit,” Jason answered.

He knew he had made a mistake the instant he saw the look of mischief that came into Pythagoras’ eyes and inwardly groaned.

“You are ticklish?” the mathematician asked, clearly filing the information away for use at a further date.

“A bit,” Jason admitted reluctantly. “Don’t tell Hercules though,” he implored.

“Why not?” Pythagoras asked as he began to ready his needle and thread.

“Well for one thing I don’t think he’d ever let me hear the end of it,” Jason answered, “and for another I have a feeling that he might use it against me the next time he wants something.”

“So what would you agree to, to get someone to stop tickling you? Or to keep this information to themselves?” Pythagoras enquired brightly as he wiped the wound one last time.

“What do you mean?” Jason asked nervously.

“I was thinking that I might trade some household chores in return for not telling Hercules,” Pythagoras answered. “The house could do with a general tidy.”

Jason’s eyes opened very wide.

“That’s blackmail!” he exclaimed.

“Yes,” Pythagoras responded, eyes dancing with mirth. “It is both mean and unscrupulous.” He chuckled and laid an affectionate hand on Jason’s shoulder. “Do not worry, my friend. Your secret is safe with me,” he said. “Although I could use a hand around the house,” he added.

His face grew serious once more.

“Are you ready?” he asked.

“Sure,” Jason responded.

He changed his mind though as Pythagoras began the task of stitching the injury closed. The wound might be numb (a fact that Jason was very grateful for right now) but the sight of the needle dipping into and out of his skin made Jason feel distinctly queasy. He swallowed hard and looked up at the ceiling.

Pythagoras gave Jason a knowing look.

“Do you know this is the second arrow wound of yours that I have treated in a matter of months,” he said lightly, trying to draw his friend’s concentration away from the needle and thread. “If I might be so bold I would suggest that perhaps you and archers do not mix and you should endeavour to avoid them in the future.”

Jason huffed a startled laugh.

“I’ll keep that in mind,” he said.

“Please do,” Pythagoras said primly. “I do get so bored of having to try to put you back together again.”

He grinned up at Jason.

Jason smiled back. Then he caught sight of the needle again and gulped, going slightly green. He had never really been all that fond of seeing blood or injuries to be completely honest. He looked away again quickly.

“I’ve been thinking about something the Oracle said,” he said, looking out across the street and keeping his eyes resolutely away from what Pythagoras was doing. The salve the mathematician had used might have numbed his side but the sensation of the needle passing in and out was still disturbing and more than a little uncomfortable.

“And?” Pythagoras said, still concentrating on keeping his stitches small and even. The wound might only need a few stitches to keep it closed but he had no intention of being slapdash where his friend’s health was concerned.

“It was when I went to see her before we rescued Ariadne. I wanted to thank her for everything she’s done for me because I didn’t know if I’d get the chance to again,” Jason murmured. “She already knew that I was planning on rescuing Ariadne though.”

“Well of course,” Pythagoras answered bluntly. “She is the Oracle. She sees the future.”

“Hmm,” Jason said. “When I told her that Ariadne was willing to give up her life to protect me and that I wasn’t going to let that happen… that I was going to rescue her or die trying… the Oracle smiled. She seemed pleased with me. When I asked her why, she said that there was a time when I would go to her to ask her what I should do but that now I was choosing my own path… She’s right.” He paused for a moment. “When I first came here everything felt so familiar and yet I knew so little about this place. I was lost and all I really wanted was someone to tell me what to do… what my purpose was… I still don’t always know what I’m meant to do but you know what? It’s alright because I don’t need to know what the future will hold to know that this is where I belong.”

Pythagoras smiled.

“I am glad you have come to call Atlantis home,” he said softly. He cut the thread he was sewing with and reached into another small pot, slathering the closed wound with a salve to stave off infection. With quick fingers he laid a dressing over the top and wrapped a clean bandage around his friend’s waist. “There,” he said. “You are done. I will prepare a painkilling tonic later.”

Jason frowned.

“It’s not hurting,” he protested.

“Perhaps not now,” Pythagoras answered, “but I suspect it will sting somewhat once the numbness has worn away. The very act of stitching the wound will cause a little discomfort in the coming hours… although I hope that any pain will be short lived.”

Jason slipped his tunic over his head and turned back to Pythagoras with a bright grin, dimples showing. He slid off the table and caught his mathematically inclined friend up in a one-armed hug. Pythagoras gave a startled squeak before responding to Jason’s apparently exuberant affection with a hug of his own.

“There are still things I miss about where I used to live,” Jason admitted, “and there probably always will be.”

“I know,” Pythagoras responded.

“But do you know what? This is home. My home. I never thought I’d say that about anywhere… never thought I’d find a place where I fit in… and it’s good.”

Pythagoras smiled affectionately.

“Come on,” he said softly. “Let’s go inside. There are things to be done… after you have caught up on some sleep that is,” he added eyeing the yawn that his friend stifled.

“What sort of things?” Jason asked with a certain amount of suspicion.

“Well for a start the sheets need folding,” Pythagoras answered, “and I believe that the shelves could do with a proper clean and tidy so that I can start making an inventory of our supplies. Oh, and we have washing to be done and the area around your bed is an absolute mess…”

He grinned at Jason’s answering groan and could not resist reaching out to lightly tickle his friend’s uninjured side, laughing as Jason squirmed and tried to put some distance between them.

“That’s mean,” Jason said, although the sparkle in his eyes showed he did not mind the teasing.

“Yes,” Pythagoras answered. “But that is what friends are for.”

“To torment me?”

“To share joys and sorrows,” Pythagoras corrected, “and everything else in between.”

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Wednesday, April 27th, 2016 11:27 pm
Title: Everything Else In Between (Chapter 4)
Author: Yassandra
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing/characters: Jason & Pythagoras
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: Not mine. BBC and Urban Myth Films own them.
Word count: 18969 (This chapter - 4272)
Summary: Jason never asked to be thrust into Atlantis and separated from the world he grew up in. Set adrift in a strange time and place that he doesn't understand, reality bites and bites hard. They say that grief comes in five stages. Fortunately for Jason he has Pythagoras to help him through them.

A story told through a series of conversations between two friends.

A/N Written for round five of the Small Fandoms Bang, and also for Hurt/Comfort Bingo for the 'taking care of somebody' prompt.
Please go and check out the lovely artwork by Gryphon2K here on LJ, or here on AO3, and give the artist some appreciation too :-)

This fic is set throughout the first series - I hope the time frame makes sense.

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The house was in darkness when Pythagoras returned from visiting Daedalus. It was a surprise to the young genius and he paused in the doorway for a minute or two, frowning. He had expected Hercules to be out. The older man had muttered something this morning about a beetle race at the tavern this evening but as far as Pythagoras knew Jason should still be home. Perhaps his younger friend had decided to join Hercules at the tavern? Or gone to visit the Oracle? Pythagoras discounted both possibilities fairly quickly. Jason hadn’t mentioned anything about going out this evening before Pythagoras had gone out. Actually he hadn’t said much of anything to be honest. Not that that was particularly unusual these days. He had rarely left the house since the rabid dog incident – only really going out when one of his friends persuaded him to accompany them to the market or somewhere specific – and didn’t engage in conversation in the way he used to. Pythagoras was increasingly worried.

He is unhappy, a little voice at the back of the mathematician’s head kept saying. Pythagoras sighed. That much at least was obvious, but until Jason chose to divulge what exactly was bothering him Pythagoras was left floundering for a solution to a problem that he did not yet fully understand. There were times when he caught Jason staring out into the street with sad eyes, his expression so wistful and longing that Pythagoras would have done almost anything to take it away. As soon as he realised he was not alone, however, Jason’s entire demeanour would change, his face morphing back into the easy-going smile that he wore so often. His smiles had been coming less and less lately though, Pythagoras thought with another sigh.

Over the last few weeks, as Jason had grown quieter and quieter and more and more distant (always polite but definitely more distant than normal), Pythagoras had caught him looking at Circe’s brand on several occasions. It galled the mathematician that he had been able to do nothing to help heal the burn, the edges looking as angry, red and painful as the first day the witch had inflicted it upon his friend. The injury simply refused to heal (which, on reflection, probably had something to do with the magical manner in which it had been given) and Pythagoras knew that it still pained Jason, although his dark haired friend refused to say anything; refused to complain. He suspected that Jason’s silence with regards to the brand was down to the fact that he did not wish to make Hercules feel guilty given that it was a physical symbol of the agreement Jason had been forced to make with the witch to save both the burly wrestler’s and Medusa’s lives.

Pythagoras stood still in the darkness near the table in the kitchen area, hearing only his own breathing. The silence in the house was a little unnerving and he hurried to light a lamp even as he berated himself for his own nervousness. A soft sound from the balcony made him jump and spin around anxiously, although an embarrassed flush spread up his cheeks. He had, after all, been in the house on his own at night on many occasions in the past without jumping at shadows.

“Hello?” he called, cursing himself silently for the tremulous note that crept into his voice unbidden.

“I’m out here,” Jason’s voice drifted back from the balcony.

Pythagoras frowned. Jason sounded muffled somehow, his voice rougher than usual. He slipped his satchel off over his head and placed it down on the kitchen table before quietly padding his way over to the balcony. He paused in the doorway, frowning as he took in the sight before him. Jason was sitting on the floor in his usual spot. What worried Pythagoras though was the two wine flagons on the floor next to him. After all, everyone knew that Hercules was the heavy drinker of their household. Like Pythagoras himself, Jason usually drank fairly little and his two friends had never seen him truly drunk – a little tipsy on a couple of occasions when they had been celebrating but never actually full on drunk. As Pythagoras entered the balcony, he scrubbed his hands across his face, rubbing his eyes with his fingers and dragging them down his cheeks. Even in the darkness Pythagoras could see how suspiciously bright his friend’s eyes were.

“Jason have you been crying?” he asked gently.

“No. Of course not,” Jason answered, although Pythagoras couldn’t help noticing the hitch in his voice that told a different story to his words.

The young genius sighed and moved to sit next to his friend. Jason leant away slightly and looked anywhere but at Pythagoras. Pythagoras tried to supress the little irrational surge of hurt he felt at his friend’s rejection of the comfort he wanted to offer.

“What is wrong my friend?” he asked softly. “You are clearly not happy and I wish you would tell me what I can do to make things better.”

“I’m fine.”

“No you are not,” Pythagoras retorted. “You have not been yourself for some weeks now. What troubles you?”

“I…,” Jason began, his breath hitching.

For a moment Pythagoras thought he might actually open up before his hope was dashed.

“I’m fine,” Jason finished, looking down at the ground.

Pythagoras favoured him with a disbelieving look and sighed.

“I cannot begin to help if you will not let me,” he murmured. “Although whatever is troubling you I doubt you will find the answer at the bottom of a flagon of wine,” he added primly.

Jason snorted.

“I haven’t drunk all that much,” he protested.

Pythagoras raised one eyebrow and looked pointedly at the two flagons.

“One of those was nearly empty already,” Jason protested, following his gaze. “There was only about a quarter of a cup in it to start with.” He pulled his knees up and wrapped his arms around them. “Not that it would matter if I had got drunk,” he added in a barely audible mutter. “At least then I might be able to…” he let out a shaky breath but did not finish the sentence.

“It would matter if you were drinking because you are miserable,” Pythagoras said quietly. “In my experience if you drink wine when you are not happy, the drink will only make you more sad.”

He placed a warm hand firmly on Jason’s shoulder and felt his friend lean into it, even as he turned his face further away. It was a strange contradiction in body language but Pythagoras held on, knowing that Jason would surrender eventually; would give in to his need for the comfort of a friend even if he was trying to deny himself at the moment.

“What is wrong my friend?” the mathematician repeated gently.

Jason took a hitching breath that sounded almost like a sob.

“It’s stupid,” he muttered.

“It is not stupid if it is making you feel this way,” Pythagoras answered.

“I went to the market this afternoon,” Jason said obliquely.

Pythagoras blinked at the apparent non sequitur but wisely held his tongue, suspecting that Jason was about to tell him what was wrong even if it was via a circuitous route.

“We were out of bread again,” Jason continued. “How is it that we’re always out of bread?”

“We live with Hercules,” Pythagoras answered. “His appetite, at least, truly is legendary.”

Jason grunted in response.

“Anyway I was in a different part of the market to normal,” he said. “I can’t really go to the baker we used to go to anymore so I went to the one on the other side of the market. It’s run by this blind man… although how he knows that people aren’t stealing from him I don’t know. I was on my way there this afternoon and there was this new stall – one I haven’t seen before. It was selling pottery. Not the normal stuff that’s in the agora but really fancy stuff… you know the black and red stuff?”

“Red figure pottery?” Pythagoras murmured. “It is among our finest and most highly prized art forms. There is a merchant from Athens who visits Atlantis at around this time every year selling it. It is beyond the price range of most of the citizens but I understand he sells a fair amount to the nobility.”

“It was pretty,” Jason admitted. “I only stopped to look for a minute. There were vases and amphorae. Lots of big, fancy stuff… you know? And then I saw this little bowl at the back of the stall… this tiny little bowl. Most people didn’t even look at it because it was so small. It had a picture of… well I think it was Hermes on it… whoever it was had wings on his feet anyway.”

“Yes that would indeed be Hermes,” Pythagoras answered softly. He draped his arm carefully around his friend’s shoulders, feeling the tension and rigidity in them. Jason was clearly not yet ready to let go fully and allow himself to be consoled. “What was so important about that dish?” he asked. “Did something happen?”

Pythagoras knew better than anyone that, in spite of his natural grace and agility, Jason could be remarkably clumsy at times. It wouldn’t have surprised him to hear that his friend had managed to accidentally destroy the entire pottery stall – although how they would pay for it if he had, Pythagoras wasn’t quite sure.

“No. Nothing happened. I just stood there staring until the stall holder made me move on,” Jason said, his tone subdued.

“Then what was it about this particular dish that is affecting you so much?”

Jason swallowed hard and looked down.

“When I was little… when I was a child… my father had a dish that was just like it,” he answered quietly. “I mean it was identical. It could almost have been the same dish. It was the same size and shape and pattern. When he disappeared… over the years most of his things were lost… I suppose someone got rid of them… but that dish was always there. That and my necklace were the only two things I really had of him.” He raised his hand unconsciously and fingered the bulls horn necklace at his throat.

“I did not realise that your necklace had such significance,” Pythagoras murmured.

“It was the last thing he ever gave me,” Jason admitted. “It was just before he disappeared. I’ve kept it ever since… worn it whenever I could… stupid I suppose but it always felt like if I could hold onto the last of his things I could hold onto him a little bit.”

“It is not stupid to grieve for a person that you love… or to miss them,” Pythagoras said. “Forgive me… I do not wish to pry if it is something that you are uncomfortable talking about… but you have never mentioned your mother. On the rare occasions when you do speak of your past it is always your father that you speak of.”

“I don’t really talk about my mother because there isn’t that much to say about her,” Jason replied. “I was always told that she died not long after I was born. My father did not like to speak of her. I would ask but he would never tell me about her. I think the memories were too painful for him.”

“So that is what you meant,” Pythagoras murmured to himself. At Jason’s semi-quizzical look he went on. “Do you remember some months ago when we found the baby? When you and I were in the woods you murmured something about no child deserving to grow up not knowing their mother. I wondered why you would say such a thing at the time but I did not like to ask. Now I understand that you were talking as much about yourself as you were about the child.”

“Maybe,” Jason acknowledged. “I used to look at other children with their parents and wonder what it would feel like to have a mother. I mean I had my father… but then he was gone too. So I held onto the necklace and that stupid little dish. Wherever I lived… wherever I went it went with me. I used to keep coins in it. Seeing that bowl today… knowing that I don’t have it anymore… that I’ve lost it… it almost felt like I was losing him all over again.”

Pythagoras’ arm tightened automatically around his companion’s shoulders.

“It is understandable,” he murmured. “Especially since you were already feeling low.”

“Who said I was feeling low?” Jason protested, although his voice lacked any sort of conviction and he sniffled slightly. Pythagoras tightened his arm even more.

“You have been unhappy for weeks,” the mathematician responded. “You have barely left the house… barely spoken. I have known that something was wrong for some time but I did not know what to do to help.”

“I’m sorry,” Jason almost whispered. “You shouldn’t have to put up with me and my moods. I make enough trouble for you as it is.”

“You are my friend,” Pythagoras replied simply. “And I would think myself a poor friend indeed if I did not care for your wellbeing and wish to help you.” He looked at Jason and smiled reassuringly. “Please Jason, tell me what is wrong?”

“I don’t know really. It’s just… do you ever feel like you can’t do anything right? Like you’re making a mess of your whole life and dragging everyone you care about down with you?”

Pythagoras frowned.

“You are not dragging anyone anywhere,” he said firmly. “And as for being unable to do anything right, you have saved mine and Hercules’ lives more times than I care to remember. Within two days of arriving in Atlantis your actions had saved Hercules from being a lion’s dinner and me from the clutches of the Minotaur.”

“Yeah but usually you’re only in danger in the first place because of me.”

“That is not true,” Pythagoras asserted. “Not all the time. When the Furies attacked it was not your doing. Neither was it your fault when Hercules was turned into a pig… or when Medusa was kidnapped by Kyros… or for that matter when Hercules went searching for Medusa and fell afoul of the Scythians. In fact, I would say that at least half of our troubles can be ascribed to Hercules and not you.”

“Maybe,” Jason sighed. “But then I think of Korinna and Medusa. If I hadn’t entered the Pankration… if Ariadne had never met me… Korinna would still be alive… and Medusa wouldn’t be cursed if I’d just listened to Kampê’s warnings about Pandora’s Box… and then there’s Ariadne. What must she think of me? I’m the reason that her closest friend is dead.”

“I think Ariadne would put the blame for that firmly where it belongs,” Pythagoras said. “With Pasiphae. Ariadne cares deeply for you… she loves you. I believe that much was evident from the way in which she gathered the silver to help us rid you of that curse even though she did not know what we needed it for.”

“And how did I thank her? I practically slammed the door in her face, sniffed her and growled at her. What must she think of me now? She must think I’m some kind of freak.”

Pythagoras sighed.

“I believe that there is very little that you could do that Ariadne could not forgive,” he said softly. “You were cursed and did not fully have control over your own actions. Ariadne could see that you were not yourself… that something was wrong with you… and she was concerned. I do not believe that she will hold anything you did at the time against you.” He looked shrewdly at Jason. “That is not all that is wrong though is it?”

Jason bit his lip and looked away.

“I miss home,” he murmured plaintively. “I mean I miss where I come from. I know I can’t go back and I don’t really want to but…”

A faint smile touched Pythagoras’ lips.

“And was it so difficult to admit that you are homesick?” he asked gently.

“I shouldn’t be,” Jason answered. “You guys have done so much for me. I feel like I’m being ungrateful… and this place feels more like home than anywhere I’ve ever lived.”

“I would be more disturbed if you did not miss the home where you were raised now and then,” Pythagoras responded. “You should not be ashamed of missing your home. It does not make you ungrateful… it makes you human. I have made my home here in Atlantis, with Hercules and now with you. I would not wish to leave it or those I love for the world, and yet there are times when I still miss Samos even after all these years. I miss my mother’s smile… the smell of the house where I grew up… the sound of the waves gently lapping at the shore… and I know I could hear the waves if I went to the beach here, yet it is still not quite the same.”

“I’ve got a list of things that I miss in my head,” Jason admitted quietly.

“Tell me about it,” Pythagoras urged. “Tell me about the place that you came from. What do you miss the most?”

“Rain,” Jason answered. “Where I come from it rains a lot… and it’s colder than it is here.”

“That sounds… unpleasant,” Pythagoras said.

“It’s not so bad when you get used to it,” Jason responded. “I don’t actually like being out in the rain all that much, but I love the smell of the air once it clears and the way it makes everything feel fresh and new. Besides, you appreciate the nice weather more if it’s not hot all the time.”

“What else?” Pythagoras asked.

“Mostly it’s little things,” Jason said. “Stupid things like coffee or tea. They’re drinks,” he clarified, spotting Pythagoras’ confused look. “I never went hungry there though… or had to fear for my life.” He paused. “I never killed anyone before I came here,” he confessed.

Pythagoras sighed.

“Do you regret leaving your home and coming here?” he asked gently.

“No,” Jason protested. “No, I…” he broke off and thought about it for a moment, actually considering Pythagoras’ question seriously. “No,” he repeated more slowly. “I don’t regret coming here. I’ve gained so much… You and Hercules… you’ve been amazing. It’s just the little things that still trip me up… I just don’t always know what I’m doing here.” He swallowed past the lump in his throat. “It sometimes feels like I screw everything up. I don’t always understand but I still try to do the right thing… only half the time it turns out to be wrong… or at least it goes wrong… and we end up in a worse position than where we started… and it just feels like I’m drowning,” he choked out.

Pythagoras sighed again and rested his head back against the wall. He looked at Jason sideways, without turning his head.

“We all feel lost from time to time,” he said. “The trick is not to let those feelings overwhelm us. I know you are stronger than this. What we face we face together. Whatever the odds we will win out. I know you miss your home and I wish I could make it easier on you… but you will endure and you will get through this. It is alright to be sad about what you have lost. All I ask is that you do not shut me out. That you allow me to help you as you have helped me in the past.” He turned to face Jason fully. “You once told me that this is what friends are for – to save you… even if it is saving you from yourself. Let me share some of your burden and make it easier to bear. Your soul is weighed down by sorrow. Share it with me and you will find it becomes lighter.”

“You really believe that?”

“I do,” Pythagoras confirmed. “Tell me what worries you and what makes you sad. Let me in. Tell me a little about where you come from and what you miss about it. I cannot promise to be able to replicate it but I will do my best. There may be something that I can find in Atlantis that will give you a little of the home you miss.”

“You’d do that for me?” Jason asked, his voice catching slightly.

“Of course,” Pythagoras responded. “You are my friend.”

For a moment Jason looked like he might burst into tears. Then he launched himself at Pythagoras, wrapping his arms around his friend and burying his face in the mathematician’s shoulder. Pythagoras looked a little startled for a moment. He was used to providing comfort by means of a hand on the shoulder or arm, or a simple one-armed hug but Jason had never really been the touchy-feely sort so he had refrained from wrapping his arms around his friend on many occasions. Now though Jason was almost clinging to him limpet-like. Pythagoras smiled reassuringly and brought his hands up to pet his friend’s hair and rub up and down Jason’s back comfortingly.

“Thank you,” Jason’s voice was muffled by Pythagoras’ shoulder; his warm breath tickling the mathematician’s collarbone. “I don’t know what I did right to deserve your friendship but I’m glad it was your window I fell in through. I’ve never met anyone as kind as you are. I’ve never met anyone that would put up with me like this.”

“Trust me,” Pythagoras murmured. “I am just as grateful that it was my window you fell through. You and Hercules… you’re my only real family and I love you both.”

“What about Arcas? “

“Arcas and I will never be close I fear… and for that I must bear a share of the blame. I care for him but we are too different. He has too much of our father in him… too much of his anger. I hope he is happy and that the life he makes for himself is good… but I cannot truly say that I miss him. It is a sad thing to admit but you are more my brother than he is.”

“I’m sorry,” Jason murmured drawing back from Pythagoras to sit shoulder to shoulder with the mathematician, although he left one arm in place around the young genius’ back. Pythagoras allowed his own arm to rest around his friend’s shoulders so that they sat curled up together, connected warmly down one side.

“Do not be,” Pythagoras answered. “It is as much my choice as Arcas’ and it is my sorrow to bear.”

“Yeah but I’ve been too wrapped up in my own problems lately,” Jason argued. “Besides, didn’t you just tell me that I should share my sorrows with you? Surely that means you should share yours with me too?”

“Perhaps,” Pythagoras acknowledged with a soft smile. “But my somewhat distant relationship with my brother is a subject for another time.” He gave Jason a shrewd look. “I know how good you are at hiding your own feelings and problems by concentrating on helping another… but not this time. You have been too unhappy for too long and I will not allow it to go on any further. Tell me about your life before and about where you come from… tell me what you miss the most.”

Jason pondered for a moment. There were things he would naturally have to conceal; things he could never tell Pythagoras about and could never explain. But it would feel good to be able to talk about his past a little; to add a little meat to their bone-strong but sometimes remarkably fleshless friendship.

“Alright,” he said. “But it might take some time.”

“Good,” Pythagoras smiled. “Wait here,” he added.

“Why?”

“If we are likely to be here some time then I would prefer it if we made ourselves comfortable,” the mathematician said.

He pushed himself to his feet and trotted back into the house, returning a few minutes later with the pillows and blankets off both their beds.

“The evening is growing chilly,” he said thrusting the pile at Jason, “and I for one do not wish to be cold.” He paused. “I think we will need another cup,” he said looking at the wine flagon, “and perhaps a little bread to soak up the alcohol.”

“I’ve already got a second cup,” Jason admitted, pulling one out from where it had been hidden by his legs. “There was one already out here when I got here and I couldn’t be bothered to go and put the second cup away again.”

Pythagoras was gratified to see the beginnings of a smile forming on his friend’s lips as he made a nest of the bedding – just a faint quirking upwards at the corners. It was far from a full blown Jason smile but it was a start.

Suddenly the brunette looked up with an apologetic frown.

“I’m sorry,” he muttered urgently.

“For what?” Pythagoras asked with some confusion.

“What with seeing that bowl and everything… I ended up forgetting to get any bread.”

Pythagoras chuckled.

“Do not worry,” he said. “It is not important at this precise moment.” He curled up into the nest of pillows and blankets his friend had made and poured them both a cup of wine. “Now talk,” he said.


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Wednesday, April 27th, 2016 11:23 pm
Title: Everything Else In Between (Chapter 3)
Author: Yassandra
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing/characters: Jason & Pythagoras
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: Not mine. BBC and Urban Myth Films own them.
Word count: 18969 (This chapter - 3734)
Summary: Jason never asked to be thrust into Atlantis and separated from the world he grew up in. Set adrift in a strange time and place that he doesn't understand, reality bites and bites hard. They say that grief comes in five stages. Fortunately for Jason he has Pythagoras to help him through them.

A story told through a series of conversations between two friends.

A/N Written for round five of the Small Fandoms Bang, and also for Hurt/Comfort Bingo for the 'taking care of somebody' prompt.
Please go and check out the lovely artwork by Gryphon2K here on LJ, or here on AO3, and give the artist some appreciation too :-)

This fic is set throughout the first series - I hope the time frame makes sense.


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“What’s it like? The place where you come from?”

Jason tensed at Pythagoras’ softly spoken words. He’d got away with it for too long he supposed. Sooner or later one of his friends was bound to start asking questions and he would have put money on it being Pythagoras. His younger friend was inquisitive by nature and the mystery of Jason’s origins was almost bound to set his curiosity alight.

“I am not trying to pry,” Pythagoras murmured. “If your past is something that you truly do not wish to talk about then I will not speak of it again. It is just that sometimes you say such strange things and I wondered if they were words that had meaning in your past that perhaps do not mean so much here.”

He came and stood next to Jason, leaning against the edge of the balcony (the unbroken portion of it at least) and looking out over the street.

Jason knew what he was trying to do and part of him appreciated it. He’d been angry as he’d walked home; angry at the Oracle; at the Gods; at himself. He had known what would happen and should have been able to prevent it. From the first moment he had met her he had known what Medusa’s fate would be and it was one that she had done nothing to deserve. She was innocent and he had failed her.

Kampê had even warned them about the box and he had seen for himself the way that both Pythagoras and Hercules seemed to be drawn to it; wanting to open it no matter what they had been told. Jason supposed he should wonder why he had never felt to urge to open it himself. In fact the box had made him feel cold every time he had looked at it, a deep unease that had only abated when he had put distance between himself and the accursed thing, and so he had retreated to the far side of the room – to the window where he could feel the warmth of the sun and yet still make sure than neither one of his friends ignored Kampê’s warning.

Having a copy of the box made to fool Kyros had seemed a good precaution to take. As had hiding the original in the space beneath the floor. Jason hadn’t counted on Medusa, hearing the siren song of Pandora’s Box calling to her, dragging the table aside, retrieving the box and then opening it, thus activating the curse that now afflicted her.

By the time Jason had reached the front door anger had given way to despair. What good did cursing the Gods do really? This was his fault. The knowledge that he had from his childhood – the legends of Ancient Greece that he had learned over the years – should have helped him. He should have been able to stop this; he should have been able to save Medusa from her fate.

Entering the house as quietly as he could he had made his way over to the balcony almost immediately. The fire that had happened while he and Hercules were in Hades (and Pythagoras still hadn’t said how it had happened) hadn’t been too bad in the end. Only one small section of the house had actually been damaged and Jason supposed he should be grateful that neither the bedrooms nor his own corner alcove had been touched. Still, everything stank of smoke and the charred walls and burnt furniture in that part of the room only served to remind him of their failure to save Medusa whenever he looked at it. The balcony and the fresh air it offered had seemed like a much better option.

Hercules had retreated to his room before Jason had even left the house to visit the Oracle and give her the box for safe-keeping. In his despair he had flung the accursed thing across the room and flung himself into his bedroom, barricading the door behind him. Pythagoras had, of course, immediately followed him (although what he could actually do Jason wasn’t quite sure), throwing the instruction over his shoulder to Jason to make sure Pandora’s Box was gone by the time Hercules came out again.

Jason hadn’t actually seen either one of his friends since his return from the Oracle until now and had assumed that Pythagoras would still be trying to comfort Hercules – which was as it should be. He had hoped to avoid the mathematician until he was in a bit better mood to be honest. Pythagoras had enough to deal with, handling the distraught Hercules without feeling that he needed to look after Jason too. It seemed Pythagoras had other ideas, however, and Jason would put money on the fact that his apparently random question and choice of topic of conversation was more an attempt to distract his dark haired friend from brooding than because he was genuinely interested in the answer (although undoubtedly Pythagoras was curious about Jason’s origins – he was just too polite to be truly nosy).

The clouds still rolled overhead; lightning splitting the night sky. It suited Jason’s mood perfectly.

“How’s Hercules?” he asked, ignoring Pythagoras’ question.

Pythagoras sighed. He turned his back to the street and looked back into the house, his back resting against the edge of the balcony.

“Sleeping,” he answered softly. “I made sure of it.”

“How?”

Pythagoras sighed again.

“He was distraught,” he admitted. “I have never seen him so… I cannot even think of the word to describe his state of mind. He blames himself for everything. I was afraid of what he might do in this state… so I gave him some wine that I had first drugged. I know that sleep will not truly mend anything but I suppose I hoped that it might help him to gain a little perspective – however futile my hope might be – and that by morning we might have come up with a way to give him a little hope.” He looked at Jason, his own despair at the situation they found themselves in written in his eyes. “You have found a safe place for the box?” he asked. “I do not want Hercules to see the damned thing when he awakes.”

Jason blinked in surprise. It was the closest he had ever come to hearing Pythagoras swear.

“Yeah,” he muttered. “I took it to the Oracle. She will make sure that no-one can get close enough to open it again.”

“That is good,” Pythagoras said. He hesitated for a moment. “Did she have any answers to offer… any advice on what we should do next?”

Jason snorted.

“No,” he answered shortly. “She told me that I can’t undo what’s been done and that I was warned about the dangers that the box posed.”

Pythagoras drew in a sharp breath.

“I am sure that she did not intend it in the way you have taken it,” he said, although his voice lacked conviction.

“I don’t think so,” Jason retorted. “She told me that the day will come when I will have to kill Medusa.”

He broke off and looked out across the still street, studiously ignoring the newly created statues that had so recently been living and breathing people.

Pythagoras was unable to restrain his horrified gasp as he turned towards his friend, his blue eyes aghast.

“I won’t do it,” Jason went on. “I can’t. I told her so too.”

“Perhaps it would be for the best if we do not inform Hercules of this,” Pythagoras murmured. He looked sharply at Jason. “What did the Oracle say when you told her that?” he enquired.

“We didn’t exactly part on good terms,” Jason answered. “I was angry at what she was suggesting.”

“Jason what did you do?” Pythagoras asked with a certain amount of resignation.

Jason looked down at the street again.

“I cursed her,” he admitted quietly, “and I cursed her Gods.”

“Jason!” Pythagoras had never sounded more shocked.

Jason swallowed hard and turned to face his friend.

Pythagoras was staring at him in horror.

“You cannot challenge the Gods,” he said. “Even you cannot escape their will and their wrath.”

“I cannot submit to this… fate that the Oracle claims has been decided for me,” Jason answered. “This… destiny that I don’t want… and I cannot accept that it is Medusa’s fate to live as a monster… as a gorgon.” He swallowed hard again against the hard lump that seemed to have risen from his chest into his throat. “I can’t follow this path,” he almost whispered. “I can’t kill Medusa.”

“I did not imagine for a moment that you could,” Pythagoras replied comfortingly. “We will find a way around this. We will find a way to save Medusa. I have promised Hercules that I will seek a cure.”

“This is all my fault,” Jason murmured so softly that Pythagoras almost had to strain to hear him. “I should never have come here.”

He dropped his head and looked away.

Pythagoras’ eyes hardened.

“If you had never come here,” he pointed out abruptly, “I would have been dead and in the belly of the Minotaur months ago and Medusa would have become a Maenad. Is that what you would have wanted?”

“You don’t know that you would have drawn the black stone if I hadn’t been there,” Jason answered. “I went before you in the draw. You might have drawn the white one that I took.”

“And you do not know that I would not still have drawn the black stone,” Pythagoras argued. “And even if I had drawn a white one, seven unfortunates would still have been condemned to the labyrinth… and the whole thing would have been repeated the next year and the year after that and so on. Can you guarantee that I would never have drawn a black stone? Or that Hercules would not have drawn one in the future?”

“No,” Jason admitted.

“And what of Medusa?” Pythagoras went on, his voice rising sharply. “Would you have seen her become a Maenad or condemned to be killed by the satyrs?”

“Maybe it would have been better if she had become a Maenad,” Jason answered. “At least she would be happy… and she would never have been cursed.”

“You cannot see all the paths that the Fates lay out,” Pythagoras replied, his voice becoming gentle once more. “Perhaps she would still have been cursed but at a different time and in a different way. At least now she has friends who will do anything to seek a cure for her.”

“Maybe,” Jason said softly, still not looking at Pythagoras.

“Jason this is not your fault... no more than it is mine, or Medusa’s, or Hercules’ or anyone’s. You could not have foreseen Medusa finding Pandora’s Box and opening it… or the terrible curse that it would unleash.”

“I should have foreseen it though.”

“Now you are truly being ridiculous,” Pythagoras said sharply.

“The Oracle was right,” Jason responded distantly. “We were warned what the box could do… Kampê warned us before we escaped from her lair… There’s more too…”

“What?” Pythagoras asked with a troubled frown.

“When we first met Medusa…” Jason faltered for a moment before plunging on. “The Oracle warned me what her fate would be… she said that she would not be able to escape her destiny any more than I can escape mine… I knew what would become of her Pythagoras. I should have been able to stop it. I’ve failed her.”

Pythagoras sucked in a sharp breath.

“So that is how you knew not to look at her,” he murmured. He looked sharply at Jason. “I think perhaps it would be for the best if we do not tell this to Hercules either,” he added.

“Now do you see why this is all my fault?” Jason asked.

Pythagoras was silent for a long moment, trying to come up with the right words to say what he meant. He reached out and grasped Jason’s arm firmly, tugging sharply and forcing his friend to turn to face him.

“If this truly was Medusa’s fate then there was nothing you could have done to prevent it,” he said firmly. “The Fates spin a man’s moira not you or I, and even the Gods submit to them. They spin the thread of life, measure its span and cut it when it comes to an end. The Gods may alter a man’s destiny… may set him on the path of their choosing… but it is a matter for the Fates to decide where that destiny may ultimately lead and when any life must finally end. We must submit to their will and to the will of the Gods.”

“So we should just accept what’s happened to Medusa?”

“I did not say that,” Pythagoras answered primly. “If it was Medusa’s fate to be cursed then it was always going to happen. That does not mean, however, that we should not seek to undo the curse. The Oracle has seen a vision of one possible future… one in which you are forced to do the unthinkable and kill Medusa… but our choices and the choices of those around us affect the future. It is inevitable. The future is not set in stone… even if our fates are. It seems that it was Medusa’s fate to be cursed but perhaps it is ours to undo that curse and restore her.”

Jason didn’t answer. Wearily he turned away from the street and dragged the strap holding his sword in place over his head, allowing it to fall with a clatter to the floor. His breastplate followed the sword to the floor a few short moments later before he slid down to sit with his back against the wall of the window recess, as he had done on so many evenings over the past few months that he and Pythagoras had spent chatting about whatever subject took their fancy or exchanging confidences over a cup of wine.

Pythagoras tutted briefly over his friend’s untidiness before he gathered up the fallen sword and breastplate and moved them to the table that stood on their covered balcony. Turning back, he sat down opposite Jason with his back against a wooden pillar, unconsciously mimicking his friend’s posture, their feet almost touching.

Without saying anything, Jason began to untie his wrist braces, using his teeth on the recalcitrant knot on the right one before turning his attention to the left. As it came loose and dropped away, so too did the soft pad of cloth Pythagoras had given him to cover Circe’s brand (still unhealed in spite of the mathematician’s ministrations) to stop the leather of the brace from rubbing against the damaged skin and injuring it further. Pythagoras sighed and leant forwards, grasping Jason’s left arm with both his own and turning it towards the light.

“If you want evidence for how far you would have gone to save Medusa I think you need look no further than this,” he remarked softly. “The deal you made with Circe was done purely for your friends’ benefit. I am only sorry that I can do nothing to heal this wound.”

Jason swallowed hard.

“It’s alright,” he answered. “I don’t even know it’s there most of the time.”

Pythagoras snorted, clearly not believing him.

Jason looked away.

“I’m sorry,” he said. “You shouldn’t be having to sit here with me. You’ve got enough to deal with.”

“What exactly do you think I have to deal with right now?” Pythagoras asked with a raised eyebrow.

“Well… Hercules…”

“Is sleeping,” Pythagoras answered. He sighed. “What happened this evening… I would to Gods that it had never happened and I cannot get either the sight of those poor people turned to stone or Hercules’ expression when he realised what had happened out of my head. Believe me when I say that I need the comfort of your company every bit as much as you need mine.” He raised his eyebrows again. “And before you think it, that is not another thing for you to feel guilty about that is not your fault.”

Jason snorted and rested his head back against the wall.

“It just keeps going round in circles in my head,” he said softly. “That maybe if I’d done something differently we wouldn’t be in this position now.” He glanced at Pythagoras and then looked away again. “I think I’d just about make a deal with Hades himself if it meant that things could be different… better. When I was walking back here from the Temple I started praying to your Gods… begging them.”

“What were you asking them?” Pythagoras asked, his eyes intent.

“To make it not real,” Jason answered softly. “To turn back the clock to before all this started so that everyone I care about would be safe. To take me back to where I came from so that none of you could be caught up in my mess.”

“Is that what you really want?” Pythagoras asked, his voice hoarse as though he were trying to reign in his emotions. “To go back to where you came from?”

“Yes,” Jason replied. “No. I don’t know what I want anymore. I don’t want to leave you guys. I love Atlantis. I love my life here. I’ve never felt that I belonged anywhere as much as I do here… but life was so much simpler before I came here. Disaster didn’t seem to follow me around. I was ordinary.”

“I cannot imagine you ever being ordinary,” Pythagoras said, quirking his eyebrow. “You are different… special.”

“Not where I came from,” Jason answered. “Here it feels like we lurch from one disaster to another… and it’s my fault. I just want things to be simple again.”

Pythagoras scrambled across the floor without rising until they were sitting alongside one another. He wrapped his long arms around his knees and regarded his friend pensively.

“I understand your desire to go back in time,” he said softly. “For Medusa to be made whole and Hercules happy. If it were possible, I would make my own bargain with the Gods… but I do not think that it is a bargain that they will be willing to make.” He sighed. “If you wish to leave I will not stand in your way… although I will be sad to see you go.”

“I don’t want to leave as such,” Jason denied. “It’s just that there are times when I miss my old life… when I miss getting up in the morning and just going to work and not having to worry about someone I care for being cursed or threatened or forced into a situation they don’t want to be in… when I miss the days when I didn’t have this destiny that the Oracle keeps harping on about hanging over my head… and I really wish she’d just tell me what I’m supposed to do. All she ever says is that one day I’ll understand… that time will make it all clear. There are times when I want to throttle her when she says that.”

“Jason!” Pythagoras admonished.

Jason huffed a sound that was half laugh and half sob.

“Don’t worry,” he said. “I don’t really mean it. I wouldn’t really hurt her for the world. I just don’t want to see her again. What she said… I can’t forgive her… but I still wouldn’t see her harmed. From the first moment I arrived in Atlantis she’s been there for me… like you.” He looked at Pythagoras with a half-smile, wrapping an arm around the mathematician’s thin shoulders. “No matter what messes I’ve got us into, you’ve always been there at my side. I don’t think I’d even have made it through the first week without you.”

Pythagoras blushed slightly.

“I have done nothing special,” he murmured.

“Yes you have,” Jason answered. “You took a stranger… a fugitive… into your home and made him welcome. You listen to me without judging whenever I’m complaining and try to cheer me up if I’m sad. You have shared what you have with me and never really complained no matter what I’ve done. You’re the best friend I could have… the best friend I’ve ever had. It’s like I told your brother, you’re the kindest man I’ve ever known. I don’t want to leave. I just wish things had turned out differently.”

“As do I,” Pythagoras replied leaning into Jason’s one-armed hug for a moment. Then he shook himself, seeming to draw strength from the embrace. “We will find a cure though. I have to believe that for Hercules’ sake. He will need us both to be strong now.”

Jason attempted a reassuring smile. Pythagoras was right, he decided. It would do no good to fall apart now.

“What do you need me to do?” he asked.

“What you always do,” Pythagoras answered. “Your best.” He sighed and looked towards the main body of the house. “Hercules will need us to give him hope. Tomorrow I will go to the library and begin to research the means by which Medusa might be cured. We will both need to keep a positive outlook for Hercules’ sake.”

“A positive outlook,” Jason said. “I can do that. Anything else?”

Pythagoras considered it thoughtfully.

“Well,” he said hesitantly. “I have one or two texts on medicine here that might contain some useful pointers… and I believe I have a treatise on the nature and classification of monsters… not that Medusa is a monster of course… that is… I think you know what I mean,” he finished lamely.

“Yeah,” Jason replied. “I know what you mean… probably best not to let Hercules hear you use the words ‘Medusa’ and ‘monster’ in the same sentence though.”

“Yes,” Pythagoras agreed. “If you could help me look over the texts that I already have tonight then I might have a clearer idea of the direction of my studies at the library tomorrow.”

In spite of the horror of the situation, Jason couldn’t help noticing that Pythagoras’ eyes lit up a little at the idea of research. He chuckled softly to himself and pushed himself to his feet, reaching down with one hand to help Pythagoras up.

“Come on then,” he said. “The sooner we get started the sooner you can start looking for this cure.”


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